Chapter 2609

I was shocked by Pan Feng's words. I never even thought that someone would say such a thing to me. What's more, he would be Pan Feng.

Yes!

Since my parents used to have so much past, why didn't they tell me the truth in the first place? From the beginning, I only knew that I was a child of Fenghuang village, and Fenghuang village was my home.

Even a few years ago, I didn't understand the identities of my father, my mother, my cousin, my aunt and so on.

Is it hard for my mom and dad to talk to me about these things?

Only when I heard Pan Feng's words did I understand my parents' good intentions.

They don't want me to be exposed to this kind of things when I was young. What parents in the world don't want their children to live a carefree life?

Even if I were a father now, I don't want Xiaowu Xiaowu to live in intrigue at such a young age.

And Xia Wanyu is born in a variety of intriguing living environment, now pregnant as a mother, does Xia Wanyu also hope her daughter will not repeat her mistakes?

Last time I was in Jiangbian village in Northeast China, Xia Wanyu told me about it.

Xia Wanyu said that she wanted her children to grow up carefree in a paradise like Fenghuang village.

But my parents didn't tell me these things. They just let me master all kinds of skills when I was young. Is it true that, as Pan Feng said, my father doesn't want me to grow into a cold-blooded person who only cares about the immediate interests?

I think it should be. My father used to stay in that branch for so long, and I can see that my father attaches great importance to the feelings between brothers and comrades in arms.

Although Zhang Jia, who was led by my father, was driven out of Mordor 20 years ago, my father still felt that the road he had chosen was feasible, so he didn't want me to get involved in this kind of struggle too early.

When I was in junior high school, my mother was killed by a traitor, so my father seldom took care of me any more, even I didn't see him several times a year.

I once blamed my dad and hated him. I think my dad is a cold-blooded and heartless person.

Later, I gradually learned that since my mother died, my father has been running around looking for killers. At that time, my father still didn't tell me what happened in that year. Even if I misunderstood him all the time, my father didn't want me to be involved in this circle at that time.

At that time, I was only 14 years old, still in junior high school.

I have such deep feelings for my mother. If I knew why my mother died at that time and knew the truth of that year, I was afraid that I would not hesitate to give up my so-called study and go into this circle.

Fortunately, at that time, my cousin appeared at my side in time and didn't leave. Presumably, my cousin was also afraid of my situation, right?

It can be imagined that if I was blinded by hatred at that time, if I entered the circle of cannibalism, I would be killed by others soon.

My father was worried about such a thing. He knew what kind of opponent our father and son would face in the future, so he hid the matter and let my cousin stay by my side. My father was running around trying to find out the murderer who killed my mother.

Not long ago, my father and cousin thought it was time for me to understand what happened in those years. Then they led me to mordu step by step, and let me go back to my father's old way and fight back mordu.

This time, my father will prove to those villains more than 20 years ago that he can stay in that position even if he doesn't rely on conspiracy or too many tricks!

And I was my father's whole hope.

Thinking of this, I fully understand the good intentions of my father, cousin and dead mother Tang xuanqiu.

No wonder some things even I feel too soft and weak. My cousin and my father never blame me.

Last time my aunt left Mordor and returned to the capital, she once said a word to me, which made me feel a lot.

Aunt said let me really grow up, will see the joke of those people's face pain.

At the beginning, I always thought that my aunt also thought that my progress was too slow. Now I understand that my aunt didn't want me to drive out Jiang Xia's family immediately, so as to achieve Zhang's dominant position in mordu.

My aunt wanted me to prove that my father's choice was not wrong, and my mother's choice was not wrong!

At the moment, I feel hot and humid in my heart, and there seems to be some liquid flowing out of my eyes, but I stopped it abruptly.

Pan Feng beside me, seeing me in a daze, never interrupted me.

"Uncle pan What do you think I should do now? " I stare at a certain place and ask in a hoarse voice.

"Do what you want." Pan Feng patted me on the shoulder.

"Zhang Cheng, maybe you will encounter a lot of things that you can't accept at all in the future, and maybe you will deviate from your initial track and gradually turn black, but you should never forget what you should not forget. Some things are done too much, and it's easy to drive people to a dead end."Pan Feng obviously valued me very much, otherwise she would not have said such a thing to me.

Pan Feng is right. I always have a shadow in my heart, that is the cause of my mother's death.

If someone tells me who killed my mother, hatred will definitely blind me immediately. What can I do then is not what I can imagine now.

Pan Feng reminds me that the purpose is obvious. He obviously doesn't want me to become the kind of person with blood stains on my hands. This is not what my father, cousin and my mother want to see.

But, can I really see the cause of my mother's death completely? Obviously impossible!

It seems that now I can only polish my temperament before the truth happens, and strive to control myself and avoid the situation that everyone doesn't want to see.

"Uncle pan, I see." I nodded in a daze.

At this time, my mind is chaotic, I feel a lot of things are flooding my brain.

Pan Feng's admonition, cousin's expectation, what they said sounds so different, but when they think about it carefully, it seems that they are quite similar.

My cousin asked me to grow up and try to avoid sentimentalism, while Pan Feng asked me not to achieve hard work, proving that my father's choice was right.

No matter my cousin or Pan Feng, they both hope that I can grow up normally instead of becoming a twisted person.

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