Chapter 530

"I don't want to discuss such a topic now. You know, I don't solve the happy knot so quickly. Maybe after a long time, the things you abandoned will fade in my heart, but it's definitely not now."

I looked into my mother's eyes and said this sentence coldly. In fact, I have been trying to forgive her, but every time something abandoned by her always appears in my mind. I am also very angry about why my own heart is so small and why I can't forgive.

"I know you must hate me in your heart now, and I don't expect you to forgive me. I just hope you don't be so indifferent to me. It's really hard to watch your own daughter treat yourself so coldly."

My mother looked at me with a guilty look in her eyes.

"I see. I'll pay attention later."

For her tears, I feel that I really have no resistance. When I see her tears, my heart feels inexplicably uncomfortable.

"Peace of mind, I'll go back to accompany Jiajia first. Her current situation is very unstable. You know, I'm worried about what accidents will happen to her, so I can't stay here for a long time."

We both kept silent. After a long time, she looked up at me and opened her mouth with a embarrassed face.

"I understand. You go."

I answered faintly, and there was no superfluous emotion.

After she left, Xiao's mother came out of the kitchen. She handed me a bowl of porridge and looked at me gently.

"It's not time for dinner yet. The nanny is afraid you can't wait, so she cooked you some porridge. You can cushion your stomach first."

"Thank you, mom."

Seeing her gentle eyes, I raised my lips to her.

"Peace of mind, haven't you eased the relationship between you and your mother? I'm a little worried about you when I see you two getting along so embarrassed."

Xiao's mother sat next to me and looked at me with a faint tone.

Before, she always deliberately avoided the topic between me and my mother. Today, she suddenly took the initiative to tell me this question. I was stunned.

"In fact, I just don't know how to get along with her. After all, we haven't known each other for a long time. I still can't accept such a mother for a time."

My words told Xiao's mother vaguely that I didn't deny her, but she suddenly appeared. I need a time to adapt.

"Today, when Mrs. Chen talked to me, she said a lot. Over the years, he missed you very much and looked for you for a long time. Similarly, as a mother, I feel that she really loves you. Otherwise, she wouldn't have looked for you for so many years."

When Xiao's mother said this, her tone was very serious.

She suddenly spoke for my mother today. I even thought she was going to be a lobbyist.

Hearing her say what my mother has been looking for me for years, I was moved and deepened my feelings for her.

I don't know how to express my emotions, and I don't know what to do to make us no longer so strange.

"Mom, thank you for telling me this."

My mother should have no way to say these words to me, so she told Xiao's mother these words.

"Why are you so polite to me? We are a family. Of course, I hope you will be happier. I know you are a person with heavy feelings. You haven't experienced your mother's concern since childhood. Now you must be very eager to have this opportunity. Of course, I hope you can seize it."

Xiao's mother patted me on the shoulder and said this sentence gently on her face.

I know she said this today for my good, and I'm grateful. Maybe I shouldn't stick to the past.

Even if she had abandoned me, she regretted it, as long as she really loved me.

I think so. It's really much more comfortable.

In the next two days, I kept thinking about what to say about the relationship between me and my mother. I always felt that I suddenly became intimate with her and felt uncomfortable.

In recent two days, I will take the initiative to call her and say hello. I think even if we recognize each other, we also need time to understand each other. It is impossible to come up with the same as living together since childhood.

Every time she received my call, she always seemed very surprised. When she called her for the first time, her tone of disbelief hurt me a little.

She told me on the phone that Chen Jiajia was in a much better mood and had taken the initiative to go out, which gave me a long sigh of relief.

Although I don't like Chen Jiajia at all, I don't want to see her. I can't get out of the shadow because of this thing.

That day, Xiao Mo accompanied me shopping to buy clothes, although I clearly told him that I had enough clothes and didn't need to buy any more.

But Xiao Mo didn't listen to me at all. In his words, his women had to dress up every day. He was in a good mood when he looked at me.

I thought he began to dislike me. My usual clothes are also very fashionable. Well, although it's not so beautiful, it's also simple and generous. Is it necessary for him to despise my aesthetics?

But beauty is the nature of every woman, and I'm different. Although I think I have enough clothes, I didn't resist the temptation and followed him out in the end.

One afternoon, our hands were full of booty. Since he wanted to buy me clothes, I spent it hard. He was distressed and would never take the initiative to buy me clothes again.

However, no matter how much I bought and how expensive it was, he didn't blink and swiped his card directly. I even forgot the extent of this man's money.

If you can spend money on him by buying a few clothes at random, his name will not be Xiao mo.

When the two of us came out of a shopping mall again, I saw Chen Jiajia from a distance.

She wandered the street alone without her friends. I wanted to ignore her directly, but I don't know what happened. She suddenly walked to the roadside and began to vomit.

I frowned slightly. Although I didn't want to meddle, I thought it was my half sister, so I went over.

She also squatted on the side of the road and vomited constantly, and her little face looked a little pale.

"Chen Jiajia, what's the matter with you? Are you not feeling well?"

I came behind her and asked faintly.

Suddenly hearing my voice, Chen Jiajia stopped vomiting. When she turned and saw that it was me, her face immediately became indifferent.