"Maybe you're right. I should try to forgive, but I don't know if I can do it."

I also feel that I have lived too depressed and too tired during this period of time. I think what Xiao Mo said is reasonable. Maybe after I choose to forgive, I will live much easier than now.

"Well, try to forgive. I'm sure you can do it."

After hearing what I said, Xiao Mo's face eased a lot. He held my hand tightly, as if cheering me on.

I took a deep breath. Although I was not sure I could do it, I decided to try. I can't escape like this.

My blood relationship with my mother, how to escape life, can not be cut off. They say that blood is thicker than water. Even if my heart hates her again, my relationship with her will not change.

Xiao Mo and I came to the hospital. As soon as we got to the hall on the first floor, we saw Murong Ze waiting for us. When she saw us, she immediately welcomed us.

"I said that we haven't been in touch recently. Such a big thing has happened. When will there be an extra biological mother? Aren't you your parents' own child?"

Murong Ze asked his doubts as soon as he saw me.

Murong Ze is also a friend to me. I don't need to hide it from him, but I'm very worried about my mother's situation, so I'm not in the mood to explain so much to him now.

"I'll explain it to you later. How is she now?"

I only care about my mother's health now. I'm not in the mood to explain it to murongze.

"There's no big problem. Just have a good rest. Today, I suddenly fainted because of hypoglycemia. Maybe I haven't had a good rest and can't keep up with nutrition recently."

Murong Ze followed me. Seeing me in such a hurry, he quickly explained to me.

"Well, thank you."

Murong Ze has been guarding in the hospital. Hearing him say this, I feel more relieved. Everyone knows that my mother's health is no big problem, and I'm not as eager as before.

I came to the door of her ward and looked at the confined ward door. I hesitated. Do I want to go in or not?

Xiao Mo stood behind me and didn't urge me. I knew he was letting me make my own decision.

I took a deep breath and finally opened the door and went in. When I was just in the car, Xiao Mo had advised me a lot. I should learn to face it now.

After I left the ward, I saw Chen Jiajia and the nanny. My mother is lying in bed now. She has woken up, but it may be the reason for her poor health and her face is a little pale.

Hearing the sound of opening the door, their eyes all turned to me. When they saw me, they all showed surprised expressions, especially my mother, who immediately became a little excited.

"Peace of mind, you're here. I thought you wouldn't come to see me?"

When my mother saw that I always came, she quickly sat up and wanted to come to meet me.

Looking at her pale face, a trace of heartache flashed in my heart. Then I hurried to her side and pressed her on the bed.

"You're not in good health now. You'd better have a good rest."

I tried to make my tone sound flat and didn't want her to feel that I was worried about her.

"Peace of mind, I'm really glad you can come to see me. Thank you."

She looked at me gently. When she said this, her eyes were full of love.

Hearing her words, I kept silent and didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Just now the doctor told me that you fainted because you haven't had a good rest recently and can't keep up with your nutrition. You should pay attention to it in the future."

I know the reason why she fainted this time must be related to me, so I still feel a little guilty and couldn't help reminding.

"I'm satisfied that you can come to see me. I feel that I'm more than half better."

My mother gently held my hand and said this sentence with some movement.

"I'm sorry to tell you those heartless words before. I know you're sick because of me. I'll take care of you every day these days until you recover and leave the hospital."

I am not a heartless person. She is ill and hospitalized for my reasons. I can't sit idly by, so I decided that I would come to see her every day during her hospitalization.

"What you said is true. You come back to take care of me every day?"

As soon as I said my words, she looked into my eyes and asked again.

"I keep my word. Part of the reason why you are like this now is because of me. I can't ignore you."

In fact, although I say so, I'm more relieved if I take care of her here.

But now I can't say such words. My feelings for her can only be buried in the bottom of my heart.

"Two days ago, I don't know who said that I wouldn't recognize each other in my life. I changed my mind in just a few days. Some people really don't mean what they say!"

At this time, Chen Jiajia came behind me and opened his mouth sarcastically.

I know she doesn't like me very much, but I also don't like her, so I don't care about her irony at all. She can say what she likes. Anyway, it won't affect me.

"I said those words before, but I regret it now. What can you do?"

I don't like this half sister at all. If it weren't for being in the hospital now, I wouldn't want to talk to her at all.

"You! I found that you are a shameless woman. When I was looking for you, I was wearing a shelf. Now no one is looking for you. I've posted it myself. I've never seen such a shameless woman like you!"

Chen Jiajia was originally a young lady's temper. After hearing what I said, her anger immediately came up. No matter whether it was in public, she directly opened her mouth to me.

"Jiajia, Xinan is your sister. How can you talk to her in this tone!"

After hearing what Chen Jiajia said, my mother scolded angrily.

"Mom, I'm defending against injustice for you. It's not all that you've become like this. It's all thanks to her. You yell at me now. You haven't said anything about me since you were young!"

Chen Jiajia looked at her mother in surprise, with grievances in her voice.

"Alas, I've really spoiled you over the years. I'm not polite to your sister at all. Jiajia, Xinan is your sister. Can you be polite to her? Even for mom's face."

Looking at the baby daughter will go, she felt a little distressed and began to discuss in a low voice.