"Where on earth did you hear these words? Who told you these things?"

My mother didn't answer my question. He looked at me and became worried.

I can see that she must be very flustered now, otherwise she wouldn't show such a worried expression.

"Now my biological mother has come to me. I have seen her."

I looked into my mother's eyes and said it calmly.

As soon as my voice fell, the cup in her hand fell to the ground with a bang, and the water splashed all over the ground.

"You mean your biological mother came to you. How is this possible?"

My mother looked at me in shock and didn't believe it at all.

"Whether you think it's possible or not, it's true."

At this time, my face is very calm, but my heart is dead gray.

From the time Xiao Mo definitely told me, I already knew that this was an unalterable fact, but seeing my mother's expression now, my heart was still unspeakably sad.

"It's impossible. When I adopted you with your father, the welfare home made it very clear that you were an unclaimed child. Now it's been more than 20 years. How could your biological mother come to you?"

My mother still didn't believe me. As a result, she was a little excited and didn't believe me at all.

The word "welfare home" came into my ears, and my heart was suddenly cold. It turned out that I was a child adopted by my parents from the welfare home.

Mrs. Chen said that the child was separated from her since childhood. I didn't expect that she had left me in the welfare home.

Hehe, originally, I thought he had something difficult to say, but when I heard my mother say so, my heart was like a cut. The pain was unbearable.

In my heart, no matter what happens, at least as a mother, I will never abandon my children.

But when I was young, he left me in the welfare home. Now it has been more than 20 years before he came to me. At the moment, I feel sarcasm as well as heartache.

"It turns out that I'm really not your own child with your father. No wonder you've been indifferent to me for so many years. Since you don't love me at all, why did you adopt me?"

At the moment, I can no longer control my emotions, and tears flow down my cheeks.

I don't understand. Since they chose to leave a message, why can't they love me as their own child?

If you don't love me, why do you adopt me?

When my mother heard what I said, he frowned tightly. She went to the sofa and sat down. It took a long time to speak.

"At the beginning, I married your father for several years and didn't have children. We all thought we had physical problems and couldn't have children in this life, so we went to the orphanage to adopt you, but I didn't expect that later I was pregnant with your brother."

When my mother said this, her tone was very calm. It seemed that he regretted it.

I think what he regretted was that he adopted me. If she got pregnant earlier, she would certainly ignore me at that time.

Although she only said a few words in general, my heart was like blocking a big stone.

"I know. Now I understand why you never gave me love when I was growing up. It's because I'm not your own daughter. I'm adopted by you."

I smiled bitterly. I looked up into her eyes. Who would think he was like a stranger to me.

"Peace of mind, mom knows that these years are really bad for you, but I think you should understand me. Your brother is my own child. It's too late for me to love her. How can I share my love with the adopted child."

My mother frowned at me and a trace of guilt flashed through her eyes, but what she said made me feel ironic.

"If you can't share your love with me, you should have lost me at the beginning. For so many years, I have been trying to play the role of a good daughter. I try my best to be filial to you and Dad, but I didn't expect such an outcome. You really let me down!"

She can't treat me like her own child, but for so many years, I have always regarded them as my own parents. Every time they sneer at me, even if I feel wronged, I will tell myself that I'm not good enough.

I must do better so that my parents will like me. For so many years, I don't know how many times I have told myself this sentence, but today I found out how ridiculous my previous behavior was!

"Your biological mother has found you. What are you going to do? Do you know him?"

Maybe what I said was too ugly. My mother frowned gently, but unexpectedly didn't say anything to blame me. I think even if he doesn't love me, he also has guilt for me.

"You don't care about my business!"

At this time, I don't want to face her anymore. I turned and ran out directly.

I ran with all my strength. At this time, I felt very uncomfortable. I don't know what I did wrong? Why should everyone be so cruel to me?

I think I've suffered enough for so many years. I finally feel happy. Now I know that I'm not my parents' own daughter. Why do all the misfortunes fall on me.

I don't know how long I've been running. I even feel that my legs are not mine and I can't lift them up.

I stopped, squatted on the roadside and buried my head between my legs. In fact, I didn't even have the strength to cry.

It was getting dark. My cell phone rang. I took a deep breath and took out my cell phone. When I saw that the name of the person beating on the screen was Xiao Mo, I was even more wronged.

My nose was sour and my tears couldn't help flowing down again. At this time, the only thing that can give me strength is Xiao mo.

"Hello."

I opened the answer button. My voice was a little hoarse because I cried.

"Where are you now?"

Xiao Mo's worried voice came from the other end of the phone. I could feel how worried he was about me at this time.

"I'm in the wheat field behind the village."

Because I didn't want many people to see me out of control, I came to the wheat field. Few people came to this place at this time.

"Stay there and don't move until I come!"

After hearing my answer, Xiao Mo's voice came again.

Listening to her tone, I think she should have come here. I wanted to hang up, but his voice came again.

"Don't hang up!"

I know he must be worried about me at this time, so he won't let me hang up. Suddenly, I feel warm in my heart.