Chapter 244

Seeing that the doctor was about to push the anesthetic into my body, I suddenly regretted that I was afraid of losing the child.

I pushed the doctor away and hurried down from the hospital bed.

"Sorry, doctor, I won't do it. I want to keep my child."

I put on my pants and looked at the doctor with an apologetic face. It is estimated that no one is like me. I repented when I was about to have an operation.

I thought the doctor would be very angry and think I was wasting her time, but she didn't get angry when she saw that I regretted. She took off her mask and smiled at me instead.

"Every child is our angel. Love him well."

After the doctor said this, he ignored me and walked out of the operating room.

I don't know how I left the hospital. I walked on the sidewalk and still have lingering palpitations. If I hadn't regretted just now, the child in my stomach should have been gone by now.

Although I am very confused about my future life, I don't regret that I left this child. He is now a part of my body. I can't treat him so cruelly.

I touch the position of my lower abdomen. Although he is still very small in my stomach and can't touch it at all, I can feel that he is slowly growing in my stomach.

Take a deep breath. I looked up at the sky. I decided that no matter what others think of me or how difficult it is for me to take care of my child alone, I will take good care of him and raise him.

I took out my cell phone and called shano. When I learned that she was at home, I took a taxi to her house.

When I got to shanuo's house, after chatting with her for a while, her topic suddenly shifted to Xiao mo.

"Peace of mind, do you know Xiao Mo is engaged today?"

Shano looked at me and asked the question carefully.

Originally, I was still immersed in the joy of having a child. When I heard the words Xiao Mo, my heart trembled, and the smile on my face became a little stiff.

"I know, Xiao Mo's engagement is a very sensational thing. How could I not know."

Xia Nuo knows that I like Xiao Mo, but now I still pretend to be calm. Obviously, I'm sad to death.

"Don't you have any plans at all? You like Xiao Mo so much. Do you have to watch him get engaged to other women?"

My calm appearance annoyed shano. She looked at me angrily. I knew she was distressing me.

"Things have been like this. What else can I do? You know, it's impossible for Xiao Mo and me."

I know shano wants me to be brave, but I really don't have that courage. I'm afraid that after I'm brave, the result will only make me more brave.

"Gu Xinan! You really want to piss me off! How do you know it's impossible if you don't try? Didn't you say Xiao Mo likes you too?"

"Shano, I've never thought about the future between Xiao Mo and me. Now that I'm a child, I'm very satisfied."

My hand touched my lower abdomen. Now the only thing that can comfort me is the child in my stomach.

"Child? What child? Are you pregnant?"

After hearing my words, shano was stunned. After reacting, her eyes widened instantly. She looked at the position of my lower abdomen and was shocked.

"Well, I'm pregnant. It's Xiao Mo's child."

Shano is my best friend. I have nothing to hide from her, and she will see it sooner or later after she has a big stomach in a few months.

"What! Peace of mind, you..."

Although shano had guessed it just now, he opened his eyes in shock after hearing my own admission.

"I know what you think. I must think I'm crazy."

I've known shano for such a long time. Looking at her expression, I know what she wants to say.

If I didn't think about the decision I made before I got pregnant, I would think I was crazy, but after I got pregnant, I think I made the decision out of a mother's instinct, and no mother was willing to kill her child.

"Peace of mind, are you confused? Do you know you are unmarried and pregnant, and you want to have your child now? Have you ever thought about what others will think of you in the future?"

Shano looked at me anxiously. In fact, I couldn't think of these things she said. I decided not to have children because of these, but when I was lying in the operating room, I found that the so-called pressure and public opinion were less important than the children in my stomach.

"I don't care what others think of me. My baby is in my stomach. I can't kill her ruthlessly."

I can't be so cruel now. Now I feel very guilty when I think I wanted to kill my child. If he knew I wanted to kill him after he was born, I don't know if he would hate me.

"You! I really can't help you. Don't you know contraception when you're with Xiao Mo? You're like this now. It will be very difficult in the future."

Shano knows what I have decided. No matter how she persuades me, it's useless, but she's still worried about me at the moment.

"Don't worry. Since I want to keep this child, it means that I'm ready. No matter what happens in the future, I'll protect him."

From the moment I decided to keep my child, no matter what happened, I would protect my child.

"Alas, since you have decided, I can only support you, but when are you going to tell Xiao Mo about your pregnancy?"

Seeing that I was determined to keep my children, shano could only choose to support me, but the questions she asked later kept me silent.

"I'm not going to tell Xiao Mo about my pregnancy. I want to raise him alone."

After a long silence, he looked up at shano and spoke seriously.

"What? You're not going to tell Xiao Mo about it. Peace of mind. Are you stupid?"

My decision shocked shano again.

"Xiao Mo has a fiancee now. Maybe they will get married soon."

Xiao Mo is with Anna now. Even if he knows about my pregnancy, will he change his mind?

"Gu Xinan, you're really stupid. The child in your belly is Xiao Mo's. He has the right to know, and how can you afford a child only by your ability!"

Xia Nuo disagrees with my plan to hide Xiao Mo's pregnancy. Is it right? Raising a child is really a heavy burden for me, but I don't want Xiao Mo to know.

I bowed my head and was a little embarrassed.

"Peace of mind, raising a child is not as simple as you think. Listen to me. You must tell Xiao Mo about it. Even if you don't say it now, he will still know when you have a big stomach in a few months. Don't forget that you work in his company now."