Chapter 236

"Gu Xinan, what's your reaction? I call you!"

Murong Ze saw that I had directly ignored him, and with a look of dissatisfaction, he shouted at me again.

I frowned and became more and more irritable. I'm not in the mood to quarrel with him today. I just want to be alone.

"What's the matter with you today? How can you ignore me? Where did I offend you?"

Murong Ze seemed to find that my mood was wrong. He poked his head out of the window and opened his mouth with concern on his face.

"You didn't offend me. I just want to be alone. Don't follow me."

I didn't look at Murong Ze. After I said this sentence indifferently, I accelerated my pace.

In the past, Murong Ze would follow me, but today he was surprisingly obedient. He didn't follow up, which made my heart a lot easier.

I'm sitting on the lawn by the moat. It's very empty and quiet. Now I want to stay here quietly. I don't want to say or do anything.

Today, when I heard that Xiao Mo was going to be engaged, my heart seemed to be hollowed out. The whole person felt empty.

I don't know how long I've been doing it, and it's getting dark, but I still don't want to leave. As soon as I get home, I'm full of memories with Xiao Mo, which will only make me more uncomfortable.

As long as he is engaged to Anna, I don't even have the right to fantasize. I have to learn to control myself.

I don't know when Murong Ze came from behind me and sat next to me.

"What happened? It looks like you are in a bad mood."

Murong Ze sat next to me and spoke in a faint tone.

"He's getting engaged, just this week."

I looked at the water in the moat and spoke softly, like to Murong Ze, but at the same time, it seemed to say to myself.

Hearing my words, murongze turned to look at me. He remained silent, but his eyes were distressed for me.

"You know, when I heard that he was going to be engaged today, I was really sad..."

My eyes are still looking ahead. I don't care if Murong Ze answers me or not. Now I completely regard him as a listener. Maybe I'll feel better if I say something.

Murong Ze sighed. He stretched out his long arm and hugged me in his arms.

"Remember, no matter when you have me, I will never make you sad..."

Murongze held me very close. His tone of voice was never firm, as if he was telling me a promise.

As I walked along, he said this to comfort me or to tell me the truth, but when I heard what he said, my heart still couldn't help shaking hard and moved in my heart.

"If only he were you..."

I thought I was strong. Even if I knew about Xiao Mo's engagement, I didn't shed a tear, but when I heard Murong Ze's words just now, my tears fell down.

"If only he were you..."

Recently, I can feel that Murong Ze is sincere to me, and he has done so many things for me. I am really moved, but he is not Xiao mo.

If Xiao Mo is him, I must be the happiest person in the world now?

Maybe my words hurt Murong Ze. As soon as my voice fell, I clearly felt that his body became a little stiff and the expression on his face became lonely.

He should be able to feel from this sentence how important Xiao Mo is to me.

"I also hope I am him, so that the person you love is me, not the man who will only make you sad all the time."

Every time I talk to Murong Ze, it's all when I'm in a bad mood because of Xiao mo. in fact, I just vent my emotions, but I don't take Murong Ze's feelings into account at all. It turns out that I'm also a very selfish person.

I know he likes me, but I always tell him about another man I like. Every time he listens, his heart must be very uncomfortable.

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that just now. You are you, and you are also a very excellent person."

I realized that what I just said might have hurt Murong Ze. I quickly apologized.

Although I say I want to talk, it doesn't mean I make others uncomfortable when I talk.

"No matter how good it is, it's not in exchange for your disdain."

Murong Ze didn't respond to my praise. If I praised him like this at ordinary times, his tail would be up in the sky. Today, it's so calm.

"Your position in my heart is very important, but I don't like you between men and women. Murong Ze, you are a person who can give me warmth."

I gave murongze a hug. In fact, for so long, murongze should be my best friend except shano. He can always bring me sunshine like warmth.

"OK, can you stop saying something that hurts me at this time? I don't know how many times you've told you these words."

Seeing that I spoke so clearly again, Murong Ze interrupted me somewhat irritably and didn't let me go on.

I know he doesn't like what I said, but what I said is the truth. I want him to see the inappropriateness of the two of us early, so that he won't pay to me blindly.

If this matter was put before, I must break it up with him, but today I'm really not in the mood to talk about the two of us.

"The moon is so good tonight, and the environment here is so quiet. Would you like to drink some?"

The two of us kept silent for a long time, and finally murongze broke the peace.

"Drink? Where can I get wine here?"

In fact, I really want to drink now, but it's probably very difficult to buy wine in this place.

"I've seen that you're in a bad mood today, so I bought the wine on the way here. Now it's in the trunk of the car. I'll get it."

I haven't known murongze for a long time, but he seems to know me very well. No matter what I want to say, he almost guessed.

"Your preparation is really complete. Go and get it. I'll wait for you here."

I smiled faintly at Murong Ze and then opened my mouth.

Just when I thought Murong Ze would let me go and get the wine, he suddenly left a kiss on my forehead.

My heart trembled fiercely. I couldn't react to anything.