Chapter 132

When I'm in a bad mood, shano is always the first to find out, although I feel I'm hiding well enough.

"It's still because of your family? You must be soft hearted again, right?"

Although I didn't say what it was because of, the smart shano guessed it all at once. Now there is nothing else that can make me so upset except my family.

"Xiao Nuo, in fact, I know the best solution is to ignore this matter, but it's my family after all. I really can't be so cruel. If something happens to my brother, my parents will be sad to death."

Since shano had guessed, I didn't intend to hide her any more. I said my heart and sighed helplessly.

Sometimes I really hate myself. My heart is not hard enough. If I could be cruel before, Gu Xin might not be like this now.

"Your parents are determined to eat. You are a filial child, so every time you encounter something, they let you find a way to solve it. I really don't know what your parents think. They are also their children. Why are you so different from your brother? Is it because one is a son and the other is a daughter?"

Shano looked at me and said this sentence angrily. His eyes were full of heartache.

"As you know, the phenomenon of son preference in rural areas is very serious. In my side, it's not only in my family, but also in other people's homes. It's just that my brother is less successful than others. If he works safely and steadily, I won't be so tired as now."

I sighed helplessly. In fact, I've long been used to my parents' preference for boys over girls. But in recent years, Gu Xin gambled and lost every time. I really feel tired after so many times.

Every time something happens, my parents leave the mess to me and let me solve it. At the beginning, he didn't owe much gambling debt, and I can afford it. But now his gambling addiction is getting heavier and heavier, and I really can't afford it anymore.

"Oh, peace of mind, sometimes I really sympathize with you and I want to help you, but you know, I'm just an ordinary office worker and don't have much ability."

Shano looked at me with a guilty face. I knew she wanted to help me, but there was too much money this time, and shano couldn't help me.

"It doesn't matter. We've known each other for so long. You've helped me enough."

Although shano can't help me this time, every time I encounter difficulties, shano is the first person to help me, so even if she can't help much this time, my heart is also very grateful to her.

"Peace of mind, I still have tens of thousands of yuan in my card. You can use it first, and we'll find a way with the rest."

Shano took out a bank card from his wallet, handed it to me and opened his mouth to me.

"No, this is all your savings. You'd better keep it yourself."

I didn't accept the money that shano lent me. I know that shano didn't have much money, so I couldn't take all of her away, and I couldn't pay it back in a short time.

"Well, if you need it, tell me in advance that you can take my money at any time."

Seeing that I didn't accept it, shano didn't force it to me.

When I went to work the next day, I just walked to the door of the community and saw that Li Yongming's car was parked there not far away.

I looked at his car in some surprise and then walked over. Li Yongming had contacted me for two or three days. I thought our relationship was really over and would never meet again, but I didn't expect him to suddenly appear here today.

When Li Yongming saw me, he took the initiative to get off and open the door for me.

I got into his car and felt puzzled. I didn't know whether he suddenly appeared here today because he wanted to break up with me or could accept my family.

Li Yongming sat in the driver's seat and then started the car.

I didn't contact him for a few days. I didn't understand what he thought, so the atmosphere became a little awkward.

"Well, what can I do for you today?"

After driving for some time, I turned to Li Yongming and asked questions in my heart.

"In the last two days, there are a lot of cases. They are in court every day, so you don't have time to contact you. Won't you be angry?"

After hearing my inquiry, Li Yongming turned to look at me, his tone was as gentle as ever.

His words were unexpected to me. He spoke to me in this manner because he didn't want to break up with me?

Xiao Mo's attitude towards me is as gentle as before, so I think so, but I'm not sure. After all, the problems in my family are not so easy to accept on anyone.

"I thought the reason why you didn't contact me these two days was that you couldn't accept the things in my family."

Although Li Yongming said he didn't have time to contact me because he was busy with his work, I know that most of the reasons are things in my family.

After I told him about my family that day, he should have considered a lot. He should know that if he is with me, he must bear a lot of things in my family in the future.

"Things in your family are really a thorny problem, but I think it's our two people's business to get married together. Of course, I don't mean that no matter what's going on in your family, I just think it should be managed appropriately."

Although Li Yongming doesn't intend to break up with me, I can hear that he still cares a little.

"I know what you mean. I also know that the more I manage some things, it's not really for their good. It's just that every time my mother calls and asks me, I really can't bear to refuse."

Li Yongming's idea is the same as my previous idea. I planned to be cruel before. I won't help them this time, but when I heard my mother cry, my heart can't be cruel. After all, it's my family. My heart can't be so cruel.

"Well, let's not say what you're unhappy about. Your brother's business is a difficult problem, which must be solved from the root."

Seeing my painful appearance, I stopped talking about it.

"My mother said that if she couldn't raise enough money today, she would break my brother's leg. I was a little worried that they would really do so."

I'm going to give all the money to those people tonight, but I can't even take out 10000 yuan. I'm really worried.