Chapter 129

"Yongming, since we are going to get married together, I think I need to make it clear to you about my family. After all, it's not just about us, it's about two families."

"If you have anything, just say it directly. We both need to know each other, don't we?"

Li Yongming looked at me gently and whispered.

The more Li Yongming treats me like this, my heart is more tangled. I don't know how to tell him that if he knows the situation in my family, he may not be able to accept me.

I was silent for a long time. Finally, I summoned up the courage to look at him and told him what my mother called me today, as well as my current situation at home.

After listening to my words, Li Yongming frowned slightly. I don't know what he was thinking, but I think it may be over between us. After all, this situation in my family is difficult to accept.

My home is a bottomless hole. If Li Yongming really wants to be with me, he must do a good job and keep helping me fill this hole.

Although Li Yongming usually makes a lot of money, he is not a rich man after all. If these messy things often happen in my family, even if he is rich, he will be dragged down.

"I know my family is hard to accept. It doesn't matter. If you can't accept it, you can tell me directly. If it's a big deal, we'll be friends."

Li Yongming didn't say a word. The atmosphere was stiff to the extreme. I pretended not to care and smiled. Then I opened my mouth to Li Yongming.

In fact, Li Yongming's reaction was expected by me. I guessed that he might be a little difficult to accept. After all, we have passed the age of impulsive love, and now we think more about whether it is appropriate or not.

"No, peace of mind. Don't get me wrong. I just suddenly heard so much from the cow. It's hard to digest. Can you let me think about the things in your family?"

After hearing what I said, Li Yongming quickly opened his mouth and explained.

In fact, he didn't say anything inappropriate to me directly. I have been very grateful to him in my heart. After all, he still helped me save face.

"It's all right. If I were you, I might break up directly."

I smiled carelessly. I couldn't say anything in my heart. Although Li Yongming didn't say anything, I felt that the game between us was going to be over.

Li Yongming sent me to the door of shanuo's community. After I got off the bus, he left directly. When he left, I could see that his face was not very good.

I went back to shanuo's house unhappily. I was a little irritable. It was not easy to find a suitable person, but I was not generally oppressed because things at home were yellow.

However, things in my family have to be told to Li Yongming sooner or later. It's better to tell him on the other side now. If you don't think it's appropriate, you can divide them earlier to save each other's time.

I sat on the sofa in the living room. Although I kept comforting myself, I still couldn't help being upset.

When the door opened, shano came back and saw me sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, unhappy and puzzled.

"What's the matter? Why do you look worried? Is your work not going well today?

Shano sat beside me, hugged my shoulder and opened his mouth with concern on his face.

"A little, but what bothers me more is my family. My brother gambled again. This time he owed more than 100000 outside."

When I said this, I stroked my forehead. I couldn't help but have a headache when I thought of it. Now I hate and don't know what to do.

"So many? Your brother is really. How many gambling debts have you paid him in recent years? Why can't he change it?"

When I used to pay off my brother's gambling debts, Xia Nuo knew it. When she heard that Gu Xin owed so much money outside, she couldn't help frowning.

"If he can change it, I think sows can go up the tree! Shano, what do you think I should do? My mother called me today for money. I said I wouldn't care about it, but now I can't rest assured."

I'm really tangled about this matter. My mother has begged me. I really can't bear to ignore it. But if I manage it again this time, Gu Xin will make it worse in the future, and I don't have so much money at all.

"Peace of mind, if you want me to say this, you should stop taking care of it. Even if you help your brother pay off the gambling debt of more than 100000 yuan, he won't appreciate you. Moreover, even if you help him this time, next time, if such a thing happens again, will you still help him pay back the money?"

Shano looked into my eyes and said these words seriously. She didn't agree with me to help Gu Xin.

"But he is my brother after all."

I know Xiao Nuo is thinking about me, but my heart is still hesitating. I don't know what to do now.

"Peace of mind, this time you don't want to help blindly as before. Even if you give him money, you may owe more money next time. Gambling is a bottomless pit. Even if you have more money, it's not enough."

Shano knows me very well. She's worried that I'll be soft hearted now.

"What am I going to do?"

I looked at shano and couldn't make up my mind now. In fact, I knew it in my heart. What shano said was reasonable, but I really had to help?

"I don't think you should take any more money this time. The wind didn't blow your money. Besides, you don't have much money now. You don't have the ability to help your brother. You just take this opportunity to let him suffer. Maybe you will have a long memory."

Shano is still persuading me. Although this method she said makes it difficult for me to do it, I still want to have a try.

"I see. Thank you, shano."

In fact, I also want to do this in my heart, but I can't convince myself if shano doesn't persuade me.

I've made up my mind. No matter what my mother says this time, I won't care about it again. I just want Gu Xin to suffer a little, otherwise he will never change.

This is not only for myself, but also for our family.

My family is an ordinary family. I don't have money to let him spend so much. I just want him to find a job and work well.

"Thank you. As your friend, I don't want to see you live so tired every day."

"By the way, there's one more thing."

I looked at shano and hesitated.

"What else?"

Shano looked at me with a puzzled frown and asked.