"Gu Xinan, are you going or not? If you don't go, I'll break up with you!"

I haven't changed my mind for a long time. Xiao Nuo couldn't help threatening me.

I sighed helplessly. I really had no way to take shano. I knew she told me this on purpose, but I still compromised.

"Well, I can't go yet."

I'm powerless to wear good clothes. I would dress up well a few days ago, but now I'm really not interested at all, because I know that the blind date is definitely not suitable for me, so I'm too lazy to waste time.

When I came to the agreed restaurant, shano was afraid that I would change my mind halfway, so he followed me.

I looked at the blind date sitting opposite. He was white and gentle. On the bridge of his nose was a pair of glasses with gold wire frame. I don't know how many times better than those blind date before. At least he gave people a feeling in appearance.

"How's it going? Don't be disappointed. I'll tell you that you can definitely see this today."

Shano pushed my shoulder, attached to my ear and whispered.

I threw him a white eye and didn't speak.

Although the man in front of him looks ok, he can be regarded as handsome.

"Hello, Miss Gu. My name is Li Yongming. I'm a lawyer. Nice to meet you."

The man on the opposite side held out his hand to me with a faint smile on his face.

Out of politeness, I also reached out and shook hands with him, "my name is Gu Xinan. I'm an ordinary white-collar in an advertising company. It's also nice to meet you."

I smiled faintly at you Yongming. Although I didn't feel much about him, I was quite satisfied with his career and appearance.

After all, I don't expect love now. The man in front of me looks more suitable, at least much better than those before.

After having a meal together and having a general understanding, I went home with shano.

As soon as I entered the house, before I could sit down, shano took my hand and kept asking.

"Peace of mind, what do you think of Li Yongming today? Isn't it very good? And he's also a lawyer, which matches you very well."

"It's OK. From the external conditions, it's OK."

Although I'm anxious to get married with my boyfriend, I don't have much interest. I want to get married early just to keep my parents from worrying about me.

"Do you mean you like this? I'll contact him for you another day, and then you two start dating and get to know each other better."

Hearing me say this, shano became a little excited and began to arrange the next things for me.

I glanced at him faintly, didn't speak again, and went straight back to my room to have a rest.

Although I found the right boyfriend, I didn't feel anything in my heart, because I just didn't dislike that person, but I didn't like him.

In the next two days, I almost forgot about it and went to work as usual. In these days, Xiao Mo still didn't contact me.

That day, I lay in bed with my mobile phone in a daze. I hesitated to call Xiao mo. He hasn't called for so long. Have you really forgotten me?

But after the reaction, I was a little annoyed. He didn't contact me. Isn't that what I want? Now I'm in a hurry to contact him. My brain is really twitching.

I now have the right boyfriend. We agreed that once I found a boyfriend, our relationship will end.

Thinking like this, I locked my cell phone on the bed and forced myself to stop thinking about Xiao mo.

But although I told myself so in my heart, I couldn't help but think of his face. He is always so noble and elegant. There is probably no more perfect man in this world.

In fact, I know very well that I have been attracted to him, but what I know more is that we are not people in the same world at all. I can't be with him at all, so I have been afraid to think about the relationship between us.

Just when I was thinking, the cell phone bell suddenly rang. I picked up my cell phone with some excitement and thought it must be Xiao Mo who called me at this time.

But when I saw the caller ID, it was a strange number that I didn't know.

I was disappointed, and then I answered the phone.

"Miss Gu, I'm Li Yongming. Before your blind date, do you still remember me?"

A gentle male voice came from the other end of the phone.

I frowned slightly. When I heard him say it was my previous blind date, I reflected who it was and spoke quickly.

"Of course, why did Mr. Li call me suddenly? And how did you know my number?"

My voice was faint and confused. How did he know my contact information? I didn't seem to leave his cell phone number on that blind date.

"This is what your friend shano told me. Miss Gu, since we met last time, I think we are very suitable. I want to meet again sometime. How about meeting again? Do you think it's ok?"

After hearing his answer, I knew that shano had told others my mobile phone number.

In fact, I want to refuse in my heart, but I think Li Yongming is the most pleasing to the eye among all my blind dates, so I decided to have a try with him.

If his character is OK and his work is stable, I can consider marrying him. After all, for me, the most important thing now is not love.

"OK, you can fix a time and a place."

I said this sentence faintly. Xiao Mo's face suddenly appeared in my mind. For a time, my heart was even more lost.

"OK, I'll send the time and place of the meeting to your mobile phone."

Hearing that I promised, Li Yongming at the other end of the phone looked very happy.

"If there's nothing wrong, I'll hang up first. I'm a little tired and want to have an early rest."

I'm not in the mood now. I continue to talk. The person at the other end of the phone is still a stranger to me.

"OK, you can rest early. I'll see you tomorrow."

After Li Yongming said this, I hung up.

Lying in bed, I stared at the ceiling, inexplicably upset.

Sometimes I wonder, do I really want to casually find a man for a lifetime? Why can't I get the love and marriage I want?

Once I thought I was the happiest in the world, but because of Xu Jialiang's betrayal, I can no longer believe in love.