Chapter 1833

When Pedro heard the story of her childhood on the seventh day of the summer, he was more indignant than distressed. He frowned and said, "little mute, you have done nothing wrong. Those who dare to slander you should teach them a lesson and let them remember the consequences of offending you!"

Just like when he was wandering in the street, the bread he managed to pick up was robbed by an adult tramp, and he was beaten and kicked. But he finally found a chance to revenge. On a rainy night, he sprinkled the marbles he picked up on the tramp's begging Road, making the tramp slip unprepared and fall off the bridge, Fall dead alive!

It was his first revenge, but he was not afraid. Those who humiliated and harmed him would write down an account in his heart, enhance his strength and settle accounts with each other slowly!

"Pedro, although I was still young at that time, I did teach a lesson. There was a boy who was beaten all over the floor by me. They all said that I was like a woman gangster..." Xia Chu Qi shook her head and gave a low smile. She didn't think that one day, she would take the initiative to tell Pedro about her childhood!

"It's just that it's too cheap for them, little dumb!" Pedro frowned slightly and said in a deep voice, "little mute, if it was me, I would make them regret their cheap words..."

"That's not the point!" On the seventh day of the summer, seeing the flash of blood in his eyes, he interrupted him. He didn't want to hear his bloody lessons. He quickly turned the topic back and explained in a low voice: "I just want to tell you that I'm not the kind of flower that you think, growing up in the sun from small to large, what you see and what you know about me are rare! I have my own darkness in my heart. I can't be the sunshine shining on you, and I can't save you... "

She uses the word "save" because she understands that Pedro's obsession with himself stems from his desire for sunshine. If his past experience is like a quagmire, he has been describing her with a jewel necklace that he never forgets, but he regards her as a straw to save his soul!

A person fighting in the dark thorns, how yearning to illuminate their own sunshine, although she does not have personal experience, but also can understand Pedro's mentality, but she is doomed not to become a beacon to guide Pedro!

"Little mute --" Pedro murmured and looked straight into the deep eyes of the seventh day of summer, in which a complex light flashed.

He never thought that she would say such a thing to himself. What's more, she had already seen his inner obsession

So she can talk with herself calmly, in fact, it is also to persuade him to give up, even to belittle himself!

When Pedro thought of this, he could not help shaking his head and laughing bitterly, and sighed in a low voice: "little mute, in fact, you don't have to deliberately say these words to belittle yourself in order to persuade me to let go. The darkness you said is not worth mentioning to me at all, and you don't understand what I have experienced..."

"I'm not belittling myself, I'm telling you what I mean!" On the seventh day of the summer, he gave a faint smile and looked at him sincerely, with a calm look: "Pedro, I never want to tell others about my childhood, because I don't have too many happy memories. In the words of psychology, maybe it's also a kind of traumatic sequela. The nerve in my mind is too tight, and sooner or later it will collapse..."

She pointed to her temple, a little more self mockery in her smile.

Pedro vaguely understood her words, but also remembered that she would rather die than surrender when she was under house arrest and even wanted to have her by force. Now she said so, and told her clearly that if she was forced to stay by her side, she would not be the one he liked!

But he is not reconciled, why she stay at his side, will certainly collapse, and Feng Xun together can bloom a pure and brilliant smile?

"Little mute, why is Feng Xun different? In some ways, he doesn't belong to me because of his fierce means. Won't you collapse when you are by his side? " Pedro clenched his fist and asked in a low voice.

"Fengxun he... Is different..." in the early summer, seven lips slightly up, mention Fengxun, eyebrows a bit more vivid: "in my confused time, he gave me guidance, he encouraged me, let me recognize myself, face myself, if you think I can feed the floating canary, then he gave me wings, let me become the spread wings to fly!"

"Are you so sure that he will let you fly?" Pedro's heart gradually sank. He didn't believe that Feng Xun would be so generous. However, when he mentioned Feng Xun on the seventh day of the summer, he already knew that he had lost completely!

"He has always been doing this..." the seventh day of the summer, with a smile, whispered: "maybe he is also easy to get jealous, but he has his principles, he will not restrict my freedom because of exclusive desire, he will accompany me to realize my ideal, accompany me to face any difficulties, without him, there will be no me now!"

She and Feng Xun are like missing half of their souls. When they meet each other, they become complete.

"I can do what you say!" Pedro said almost without thinking, his voice also increased a few decibels, as if to cover up his heart.

On the seventh day of the summer, he began to smile. It seemed that he had seen his hesitation through his eyes. He asked in a low voice, "Pedro, you don't have to cheat me or yourself. You can't do it!"

Pedro opened his mouth and wanted to retort, but found that he could not find any words to retort. He did not even know what her ideal was, how could he do it?

"Little mute, it's not fair. He knows you, just because he met you earlier than I did..." Pedro said in a low voice, shaking his head and unwilling to admit that he was out.

"It has nothing to do with time. You should know that I have a childhood sweetheart, brother Mingxuan. He is just like my own brother. We have played together since childhood. He spent more time with me than Feng Xun, but he doesn't understand me, just as my father and elder brother don't understand me!"

On the seventh day of the summer, he said with a sudden smile: "soul mate, often does not need a long time to understand, but will be the person who knows his heart best!"

"So I lost to Feng Xun in the end, no matter what I do..." Pedro said here, looking at her with deep eyes, and said with a bitter smile: "this is also the purpose of your conversation with me!"

The seventh day of the summer shook his head and said in a deep voice: "this is not a battlefield, because emotion has never been a battle. If you have never won, how can you talk about losing?"