Chapter 1940

"I, I'm trying." It's not a matter of feeling that he can do whatever he wants.

He has done everything he can to be a boyfriend.

Although he knew that it was not enough, he was already working hard.

Wang Ru smiles: "what are you trying to do? Try to love me? But we all know that anything can be done through hard work, only emotion can't

Jin Zihang still insists: "how can we know if we don't try?"

"Haven't we already tried?" Wang Rudao.

"Wang Ru, I have feelings for you. I..." He didn't know what to say or how to describe his feelings for her. But Wang Ru understood that she nodded gently: "I know, in fact, I always know that your feelings for me are not love, but guilt and responsibility. You are a person. If you put it on others, it will be a rare advantage

, but if you put it on you, it will become a disadvantage. "

He is too responsible and kind.

He felt that he had taken advantage of her and wanted to make it up to her. At the beginning, I wanted to see her have a good life and know her blind date. I was afraid that she would find an unreliable man to be wronged. Later, I found out that she actually liked him, so her happiness was in him, and he made friends with her without saying a word.

Although he tried his best to do everything a boyfriend should do, even more than ordinary boyfriends.

But

This is not what Wang Ru wants.

"True love is not like this. True love is impulsive and hot headed, and you can treat it calmly and objectively at any time. "

As smart as Jin Zihang, she suddenly understood what she cared about in her heart: "I don't care about those photos, I just trust you..."

Wang Ru smiles and looks at the man's feeble explanation.

In fact, after this period of time, she did not have the initial sad, because she really tried, and clearly saw his efforts, he also tried.

But not love is not love. "Zihang, when I say goodbye, I'm not angry. It's not because you don't love me. I don't want to drag you down. It's all false, because love is selfish. If I can be happy enough with you, I will be selfish, but I'm not happy "Because I know that you don't love me, and my happiness is thin and pale, so breaking up is for myself. I don't want to make do with it, and I don't want to gamble on the most youthful and beautiful time in my life - gambling on a future that you may love me, which I don't want."

Because completely understood, when Wang Ru said these words, there was not much sadness.

She has always known what she wants. She has to finish what she can get through hard work day and night, and she will not waste time on what she can't finish, especially in emotion.

At the beginning, she liked to worship Liang fan so much, but knowing that he was with Li Li, she gave up without hesitation.

Now, she likes Jin Zihang more than liang fan at the beginning. Therefore, she is unwilling to work hard and fight for herself once. Now that she knows that she still can't get it, she simply gives up. Because of self-confidence and free and easy, the smile on Wang Ru's face is even more dazzling than the sun on her head: "it's me who don't want to make do with it. Where is Wang Ru inferior to others? No, I'm no worse than others, so I'm worthy of being unique in this world. With you, I believe that maybe you will not let me be wronged all my life, but it will be as plain and tasteless as boiled water. I don't want to. I, Wang Ru, deserve better and best! "

After seeing Leng Yihuang and Lin Xiaomi, Tang Fengmo and Gu Ning, she knows that there is really a unique love in the world, and there is a deep feeling that you must have, so she can no longer live an ordinary life.

She will also be unconvinced, will not be reconciled, she also want to pursue as good as their love.

"I believe I will. It's just a matter of time."

Jin Zihang looked at her in a daze. Some of her eyes were shaken by the bright smile on her face.

He seemed to understand her.

She said that he lost, so he had to promise it unconditionally.

Jin Zihang grinned bitterly. He could do nothing but nod his head.

So he watched her walk into the apartment without looking back.

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Wang Ru entered the room and stood in the living room. She took a deep breath. It turned out that it was not so difficult to say it.

She has never been a bigoted and tangled character, and has never had a better attitude than nothing.

In the short intercourse with Jin Zihang, she was very happy, because she got it, and she was not happy, because she might never get it all. She has been careful to suppress the heart churning up unwilling, until she went to Liancheng, saw the photos, heard him clearly with her analysis of those things, she knew at that time, he was willing to take care of her, but a little bitI don't love her at all.

At that time, there was a voice in her heart to do the last stubborn, told her that maybe he was so calm to boring character.

But she soon learned that it wasn't. In the orchard, when he heard that a pregnant woman had no basic judgment when she fell down, she rushed out in a hurry. She knew that he was not always a calm person. He just didn't love her, so she could treat her calmly from the perspective of onlookers. For Wang Ru, such feelings are like chicken ribs. It's a pity to eat them tastelessly and lose them. However, she also knows that if she continues to insist, she will only exhaust all of their patience. If she finally gets married, she is likely to become a couple.

At least she knows herself. She knows very well that if she goes on like this, one day, she will be tired and angry at her loveless marriage.

So, it's better to take advantage of the time when she can get away.

The mobile phone rings in the quiet room, interrupting Wang Ru's thoughts. She takes out her mobile phone and sees that it's Liang fan's phone. She doesn't want to answer it and hangs up directly.

But it didn't take long for the phone to ring again. It was Liang fan.

She is a little impatient, frown picked up, the voice that Liang fan is sorry comes from the phone. "I'm really sorry, Wang Ru. I didn't expect her to do such a thing. Even if she doubts me, how can she even doubt you? She's more and more crazy now! It's unreasonable! Don't worry. I've explained it to her. I won't let her do anything to hurt you any more. "

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