Chapter 582

It's like a piece of candy that a child can't easily get. It's sweet in his heart. I like it very much, and I can only eat it in small mouthfuls, as if every time I take a mouthful, this kind of sweetness will gradually leave.

During her college days, she didn't even dare to think about it because she was dead. I'm afraid that the only memory left by Qiao Dongrui will be like candy. With time, the sweetness will gradually disappear, and even the last light in my life will disappear.

Qiao Dongrui is a good tempered person. No matter how unreasonable he is, he always looks at himself with a smile. After three years together, let alone quarrel, even Joe Dongrui didn't give himself a look.

A woman is a sentimental creature. People on the side gradually talk more, and Qiao Dongrui's meticulousness permeates Yang Peiqing's life. Two people heart to heart, Yang Peiqing fell in love with this unbridled feeling of being spoiled.

Even without doubt, even if he resolutely let go now, after many years, Qiao Dongrui will still be waiting for himself.

His loyalty, honesty and deep feeling gave him a permanent illusion. As if she could be so unbridled all her life, no matter how she looked back, she could see his encouraging smile.

Sometimes in a trance, Yang Peiqing even thinks. I like Qiao Dongrui or the doting he gives me.

If you don't like it, how can you spend so long with happiness? But if you really like it, why do you always lack a feeling of heartbeat?

Like people and like their own people, for women, after all, is a difficult problem. In the end, Yang Peiqing simply did not think about it any more, and he was safe with Qiao Dongrui. It's OK to think about it forever.

However, the world has been a long time. As the car accident disappeared a year ago, Qiao Dongrui left the world. After three years of dependence, Yang Peiqing woke up.

Originally no one can accompany you forever, you can only live by yourself. Too many times are alone, the war of life, the pain is that you can not ask for help. Too much pain to carry alone.

This originally thought that can accompany the permanent person to leave suddenly, the heart is almost empty tears. After a painful heart, Yang Peiqing realized that if you don't want to be sad, don't rely on it.

Don't tie anyone together in your life. It's better to be used to one person.

In the year when Qiao Dongrui left, Yang Peiqing learned to eat alone, to go shopping alone, to work alone, to be in a hurry. On the way to a part-time job, one sat in a cold milk tea shop and looked at the pedestrians outside, one walked through the street with an umbrella in the heavy rain, one stumbled blindly, one was about to set the sun at dusk When I was in the park, I sat on the seat and chewed the cold bread.

Really, too many times, a person's loneliness suddenly emerged. Even without warning, you want to cry, sad almost the whole world abandoned you.

Over the past year, Yang Peiqing has changed a lot. She is more and more strong, more and more independent, more and more silent, more and more enclosed in a space that no one can enter. I'm afraid that once again the pain pierced my heart, Qiao Dongrui these three words have been the sadness that can't be mentioned in my life.

But no matter how people change, the things in their bones can't be changed. It's like Yang Peiqing. In fact, her heart is still fragile and delicate. She always wears strong clothes at ordinary times.

And now, it seems, in the middle of the night. Trapped in despair, Yang Peiqing's inner vulnerability suddenly emerged. At last, she burst into tears in the torrential rain. She could hardly catch her breath. She was very cruel in her heart.

Woman sad cry in the dark, a little bit of terror. And her pain is almost to this year's own not reconciled to their own pain and cry out, put the body crying is just so.

In the end, Yang Peiqing even thought in a trance. Sure enough, is it time to die? This is Joe Dongrui calling himself?

Why not just die? It also avoids her muddling along in the fear of waking up and uncertainty. Maybe he can go to apologize when he meets Qiao Dongrui, and tell the guilt and pain in his heart for so long.

Ask him why he left himself so easily, why he completely penetrated into a person's life, and then left completely.

She cried to the end, exhausted, even dry tears. After such a vent, it was much better. Under the state of mind collapse, I even felt that there was no such fear in the wild mountains late at night.

At most, it's just a death. Yang Peiqing's life is just a life she stole. In order to avoid the usual fear of when to leave suddenly, this stolen life is really not good.

For a long time, she didn't think of song Shijia. The powerful young lady has been completely away from her own life. Only when I think of it in a trance, can I remember that I have passed the second time.When I was just reborn, I was always afraid to leave at any time, holding this kind of unreal happiness for so many years. It's time for an explanation. Yang Peiqing is so cruel that he even wants to curse God.

In the end, she had to leave in such a miserable way. Did she have a grudge against Tourism in her two lives? Even such a tragic death, in fact, she is not reconciled!

But also helpless, crying to the end, Yang Peiqing's consciousness is confused. Her whole body is cold, although the rain is much smaller, but the wet whole body and the night wind blow, let her shiver for a long time.

Before long, Yang Peiqing felt hot again. Almost as hot as her whole body, her consciousness was burning vaguely. This just muddled reaction come over, oneself unexpectedly is to start to have a high fever.

Also, it's a hell of a time not to get sick. Yang Peiqing's whole body was hot and cold, and he felt cold and hot, and a little sweat came out of his forehead. In her hazy consciousness, she seemed to see Joe Dongrui.

He was just like the boy standing under the camphor tree waiting for him, wearing a white shirt, coming under the fallen leaves, and then holding out his hands to himself with a smile.

Smile with demagogic power, warm almost let you abandon everything, with him in the past. Qiao Dongrui changed a lot later, although Yang Peiqing had to admit that he was handsome.

This young man with a smile on the fallen leaves is just like a painting. She subconsciously wants to follow and go, slightly reaching out to grab Qiao Dongrui.

"Wait for me, this time."

Yang Peiqing whispered, his eyes were lax, and his consciousness was dissipated.

"Qingqing, are you tired of studying today? Mom, go and make milk for you Yang mother's gentle smile and call in my mind warm recall.

Yang Peiqing seems to have returned to his senior years, although there are papers that he can't finish. Looking back, she can't help but have too many wonderful parents.

To tell you the truth, Yang Peiqing is much happier than song Shijia, just because of his parents' care. It's really enough for Yang Peiqing to be happy. She wants to respond to Yang Peiqing with a smile, but she finds that the scene has changed.

Back to the small room he rented alone, Lee Myung Bak stood in the center and looked at himself angrily. Yelling at himself: "Yang Peiqing, don't you have a heart? Can't you love me? You are so selfish

His questions confused Yang Peiqing a little. He looked so sad. Always beautiful eyebrows deeply twisted together, let Yang Peiqing a little distressed, subconsciously want to go for Lee Myung Bak eyebrows to Shuping.

Hand but see Lee Myung Bak hard hit off his hands, eyes also with endless dislike. "Do you want me to like you again? impossible! Yang Peiqing, I will never like you again, you selfish woman

Lee Myung Bak slammed the door and left, watching his figure gradually leave. Yang Peiqing's heart suddenly crumpled into a ball, and his painful breathing became difficult. She wanted to call him back and kept calling, "no, it's not like that. I don't like you..."

No, I don't like it. What about it? Yang Peiqing was stunned for a moment. He didn't like it. Was it Do you like it?

The rhetorical question stopped him, and Yang Peiqing stayed where he was. Subconsciously want to deny, but only feel that the heart can not deceive.

I've been deceiving myself for so long. I don't like it. Why do you think of it in this kind of scene? Don't like why in see he want to leave, almost pain of the whole heart all left, she unexpectedly is reluctant.

All the emotions burst out at this moment, so the hidden feelings gushed out. At the last moment, people can't cheat themselves.

Trapped in the rain, Yang Peiqing couldn't move. The consciousness of feverish hair is blurred, the fact that gets finally, unexpectedly is such, what she likes is Lee Myung Bak.

Over the years, it has long been love.

The air is also filled with the unique fresh smell of the mountains. After the dirt on the face is washed away by the rain, the breathing is much smoother. She just thought that the air here is so much better than Kyoto.

Everything is confused in the consciousness, and finally disappear.