Chapter 109

At that time, I was on my 10th birthday, that is, the night of new year's day. In the past, my birthday was just right, because I was born on New Year's day. When I was born, it happened to be a good day for all the Chinese to get together and cheer.

But for his mother, ah, his birth is just a more annoying thing. Delayed the party she was going to attend. Even if she was born on such a happy day, she was still the one who was despised.

Maybe it's not the wrong time to be born. But she shouldn't be here at all. At that time, the illusion that her parents were willing to maintain was her only yearning for the idea of taking care of the cold home and the nanny every year.

However, on his 10th birthday, new year's Eve, is also the new beginning of the year. It's a little Yang Peiqing's birthday. The nanny has already helped Yang Peiqing prepare a very rich meal, but she just won't eat it, even if the servant on the side has been persuading her. After thinking about it, maybe the servants are sympathetic to themselves.

That day, he was alone at the full dining table, waiting for a whole night. None of his two so-called nominal parents came. So small, she understood the taste of being abandoned for the first time.

Maybe it's because they grow up gradually, so the parents are no longer willing to help her make any false appearance. In the end, they even have another family outside, and the more ridiculous thing is that they don't get divorced again.

It's not because of love, it's just business marriage. What's more sad and ridiculous is that although there are some names of husband and wife, they don't have the same hobbies.

More and more I understand that even my parents can't rely on me in this world. Only can we rely on ourselves, rely on the things we hold in our hands to make us feel safe.

It is because of this identity that I am destined to have a sad childhood. But also because of her identity, she is the only legitimate successor of the marriage between the two enterprises, and she can seize more power and money.

Later, I gradually understood that my own thing is the only one I have and the only real one. So she would no longer rely on those nihilistic things to give her a sense of security.

Start to learn a lot of things, such as how to grasp the money and power in their own hands, how to get along with the crowd, how to taste the high-end life. These things that I have no interest in, but I have to learn.

Later, I found out. Even if it is this thing, there is no way to bring more security to yourself. Many times, I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night. The room is very big, but my heart is very empty. In the end, she had to rely on sleeping pills to go to bed, only relying on drugs can she sleep well.

Like sports is also because of this, sports can make their body and mind feel tired. Only when you feel tired can you sleep better. All this is good, so like sports, especially mountain climbing, you get along with nature. It's much better than getting along with people.

But I finally died in this movement, I have to say that my last life was really sad and depressed. Now looking back, I just feel in a trance. It seems that it has been a long time ago, now such a plain life just feel real.

Unconsciously, it's new year's day again. Yang Peiqing held her chin and looked at the moon outside, thinking, I don't know what month is Yang Peiqing's birthday. Now it should be based on this day. Yang Peiqing's memory is scattered, and she doesn't know.

However, new year's day has no special meaning for me any more. In fact, I don't like this day at all. My birthday is my painful day. It's really bad to remind yourself that you were a child who had been abandoned. She hates it.

When I woke up the next day, it was another day. Yang Peiqing thought about it for a long time last night, and finally practiced his ability. Power is to consume a lot of willpower, so finally also feel very tired, also fell asleep. This is also the first time Yang Peiqing found that this ability is even better than sleeping pills.

So today, when Yang's mother called herself by her bed, Yang Peiqing was really struggling in bed and didn't want to get up at all. I was still in a daze, and I couldn't open my eyes. There is no such motivation to support themselves to get up, lying in bed knowing that they are going to be late, but there is nothing they can do.

Until Yang's mother came in to call Yang Peiqing for the third time, Yang Peiqing finally had no way to get up. When I came out of bed, I felt that it was really a struggle with my own humanity. It's really too painful, too painful. Yang Peiqing feels that even if she is lying in bed, she will die soon.

But there's no way. Zihao can get out of bed in the quickest way. Go out or brush your teeth like sleepwalking until cold water is washing your face. Yang Peiqing just feel oneself suddenly sober, open an eye to see from the mirror inside or disorderly oneself.Every day Yang Peiqing insists on washing her face with cold water, all the year round. In addition to the benefits of tight skin, there is also a time when you are not fully awake, so that you instantly understand where you are.

When Yang Peiqing did everything well quickly, he went out to see the time and found that he was really late. There was no time to say more. He yelled at mother Yang who was still in the kitchen: "Mom, I'll go to school first. I'll be late!" Then he grabbed a piece of bread on the table and rushed out.

"Ah, Qingqing, you can eat it before you go down. Don't panic today. Xiao Bo said he'll pick you up to school After listening to Yang Peiqing's voice, mother Yang came out of the kitchen and yelled at Yang Peiqing

but Yang Peiqing had run away for a long time, where could she hear her mother's instructions.

In fact, it's not time for class. It's mainly because Yang Peiqing has to take a bus every day, and he has to delay some time on the road. That's why I'm in such a hurry. There's no way. I didn't know how to use the bicycle that Yang Peiqing left behind.

Hurriedly ran downstairs, Yang Peiqing almost two steps to jump down a step. When she came down, she rushed past an old woman who was going to do morning exercises. She was frightened by Yang Peiqing's speed.

Yang Peiqing also had no time to say more, while running said: "grandma, I'm sorry. I'll go first. I'll be late! "

The old man behind shook his head and continued to walk down slowly. In my heart, I feel that young people are really energetic now.

Yang Peiqing ran down the stairs and was ready to go directly to the bus stop. As a result, when I started to run, I heard the horn behind me. She was really late and didn't want to pay any attention to it, but the horn was so loud that she had to look back.

Lee Myung Bak's car went downstairs to Yang's house. After waiting for a while, Yang Peiqing still didn't come down. Mingming called Yang's mother, but at that time, Yang Peiqing didn't seem to get up? Yang Peiqing is really lazy, but Lee Myung Bak also thinks he is sick. He wakes up early in the morning in such cold weather just to pick up Yang Peiqing.

After waiting for a while, I saw Yang Peiqing rushing out of the stairs. He was so fast that he almost became an illusion. If it wasn't for Lee Myung Bak's poisonous eyes, it would be Yang Peiqing.

However, Yang Peiqing how directly from his car in front of the past, it seems that do not know where he is. Lee Myung Bak is a little speechless, looking at Yang Peiqing's present appearance. But Yang Peiqing was about to run away, so he had no choice but to honk the horn.

When Yang Peiqing over there looks back and looks at himself. Lee Myung Bak also felt that he was really stupid enough. At that moment when he saw himself, Yang Peiqing obviously didn't react. The body is still running posture, only to see their own after life stopped. The expression of surprise with a sudden stop as if the action, a little funny funny.

Yang Peiqing turned his head and saw Lee Myung Bak's familiar sultry sports car. At the roadside under the stairs of his home, Yang Peiqing did not react. Yang Peiqing didn't react until Lee Myung Bak honked his horn again.

After adjusting her posture, Yang Peiqing turned around. I also know that Lee Myung Bak must have come to pick him up, and I didn't have time to think about yesterday's events. Yang Peiqing had a little bit of dyspnea even when he stopped running at a high speed.

Walking to the side of Lee Myung Bak's sports car, Yang Peiqing consciously and habitually opened the door. I feel comfortable when I sit in and feel the heat.

"Why are you here? Drop me off at school? Let's go. I'm going to be late. I'll have to deduct points later. " Yang Peiqing said a lot to Lee Myung Bak.

Lee Myung Bak is a bit of a black line. His home is obviously a little far away from here. How can it be on the way? I don't know if I'm going to pick her up or not, but I'm so straightforward.

Feeling that he is still Yang Peiqing's driver, Lee Myung Bak is a little sad. "What are you running for? You won't be late for school at this time. Look at you. Don't you know I'm here? "