Chapter 59

Yang Peiqing came out in his old cotton pajamas and sat on the bed with a beige towel while wiping her hair dripping with water. Yang Peiqing doesn't like to use hair dryer all the time. He thinks it will make the hair worse. And most of all, she's afraid of trouble.

My hair is so long that I have to blow it for half a day even with a hair dryer. However, Yang Peiqing was far from so patient. She sat and did not speak, just wrapped her hair in a towel. In this way, there will be no water dripping after a while, and it will dry faster.

Anyway, my hair is still not dry, and I can't sleep now. Yang Peiqing then sat on the edge of the desk and took out his notebook from the drawer, which was Yang Peiqing's previous notebook.

Although he inherited most of Yang Peiqing's memories, it was only a general memory, not all of them. So the discovery of the notebook made her know more about the original owner of the body.

In the past, Yang Peiqing was really a timid, self abased and cowardly girl. She was not used to expressing her feelings and could not express them. So I only use my diary to record my mood in the dead of night. When I saw it for the first time, Yang Peiqing was really shocked.

The content inside is relatively negative and dark, and it describes in detail that Yang Peiqing was out of place with his classmates in school. Because of personality reasons, I was excluded by others, and I couldn't study hard.

And the feeling of fear and joy after falling in love with Lee Myung Bak, although the diary will be like an ordinary girl, recording her simple mood and occasional happiness. It's just that there is more negativity on the contrary.

Sometimes, see similar to out of place, sad inferiority, dare not speak, I feel very bad, very stupid words. She also felt a little shocking, who could have thought that an ordinary girl would have so many worries in her heart.

Those other people's gossip, perhaps for them, is just a casual word, or even completely follow the trend. But for the girl with low self-esteem, it is a thorn in her heart forever.

Perhaps, sometimes Yang Peiqing will have a very bold guess. That is, Yang Peiqing originally intended to commit suicide. Although he didn't say it directly in his diary, it was often implied that this was what he meant. Because do not want to continue to live, do not want to face, so will have their own rebirth.

Yang Peiqing sat on the chair and looked at the diary that belonged to Yang Peiqing in the deep drawer. She sighed a long time. In fact, it was just that she didn't see the beauty of her life. Family, really good, really good.

Song Shijia used to learn how to be worldly when she was very young. She also wanted to please her parents. Later, she found out that her parents didn't hate her because she didn't do well, but she was not a product that others wanted.

Young parents have their favorite people. However, because of family reasons, they were forced to combine and gave birth to themselves. Their own existence just reminds them of their failed love. So she never got the real sense of maternal love and paternal love is true.

But at that time, song Shijia never thought about how to give up. She always lived a natural and unrestrained life. Even if her parents don't like it, there is no doubt that her identity is the most authentic.

So she tried her best to inherit her family property, learn to be a lady of a big family, and become a rich second generation in everyone's eyes. She lived a life she didn't like in the pile of money every day. But still have to adhere to ah, is that kind of life is nothing to miss, but also to live well.

Song Shijia's life motto is to be safe everywhere and be at ease with the situation. So here, she did not fear, but actively face everything, maybe this is another chance of God.

Holding her chin and looking at the warm yellow light from the desk lamp, Yang Peiqing turned a blank page, but did not know what to write. She specially bought a new book and used it to keep her diary. In the past, Yang Peiqing didn't write anything in her diary and she was not qualified to write anything.

Picked up the pen, but did not know how to draw. Yang Peiqing felt that he wanted to write everything, but he didn't want to write anything. The unfortunate things happened in these two days are about Lee Myung Bak and his own mood.

Now still a little confused, Yang Peiqing thought of that day. After a day, although Yang Peiqing could not change her face, she was still flustered.

It was really weird that day. What he said happened, which made Yang Peiqing a little scared. Does Yang Peiqing's body have such ability? Just don't you know?

Heart move, Yang Peiqing sitting on the table began to carefully recall the details of that day. Thinking of the bloody Lee Myung Bak, Yang Peiqing couldn't help feeling distressed. Shaking his head, want to get rid of emotion to recall this, slowly fell into the memories of that day.

At that time, it was the man who was going to attack Lee Myung Bak, who was a little weak. His mood is extremely flustered and nervous, and then directed at what the man called, the heart is also that idea, so it led to the man's coma.Thinking of this, Yang Peiqing can't help thinking, is it the body that has the ability to do what she wants? This ability is also amazing, but how also did not read in her previous diary?

Anyway, Yang Peiqing bowed his head and planned to give it a try. If you really have such ability, you have to make another plan. Looking at the blank book on the desk, Yang Peiqing thought of something.

So simply tear that piece of paper off, and then repeatedly tear a few times into a small piece of paper on the table. White pieces of paper piled into a small pile in the middle, different sizes, but with a strange sense of harmony.

Yang Peiqing calmed down, and then tried to gently say: "small pieces of paper fly." After that, Yang Peiqing stares at the small piece of paper in front of her.

But after waiting for a long time, the little paper on the table still didn't move. There was no reaction at all, which showed that Yang Peiqing's voice was very funny. But Yang Peiqing has no intention to laugh now. She looks at the paper and thinks deeply.

Is that a coincidence? Or just like the policeman said. But what's wrong with that man? The situation that day was so critical that it triggered the illness and finally led to a coma? However, Yang Peiqing's consciousness always feels that the fact is not like that.

I have clearly seen with my own eyes that the man didn't suddenly faint, but it seems that someone hit him in the back to stop him. Without warning, the knife in his hand fell off and his knee suddenly fell to his knees as if he had been kicked.

Originally, these were all very strange, but what still left Yang Peiqing's memory fresh was his voice at that time. Yang Peiqing, who was in a critical situation, couldn't call out. She was just thinking about Lee Myung Bak. Don't have an accident!

It's very clear that it's not Yang Peiqing's voice, but a kind of magic power controlling himself. That kind of voice is involuntarily called out suddenly, as if someone is controlling themselves.

What's more amazing is that after he called out, the man suddenly fainted as if he had received some order. It doesn't seem to have much to do with it, even for Yang Peiqing, it should be lucky.

But there are a lot of details linked to become a little bit incredible, especially in Yang Peiqing personally experienced. Even if others don't believe it, Yang Peiqing has an inexplicable belief that this is something she cares about.

And is closely related, so Yang Peiqing is now trying to dig things at that time, and is thinking about what. There must be something I don't know and I'm hiding.

Then he tried to recall the events of that day. Yang Peiqing thought that he was very anxious and afraid at that time. That's why we're out of control? Do you have to be in a very critical moment or emotional to play a role? Thinking of this, Yang Peiqing couldn't help but move.

Don't those martial arts novels all say that martial arts need ideas? Is it because of the idea of robbing and only thinking about that?

After calming down, Yang Peiqing slowly closed her eyes and didn't think of anything. Very focused on only one thing, that is to make the paper floating on the table, only this one thing.

At first, Yang Peiqing couldn't settle down, but he gradually closed his eyes and lost the visual interference. Yang Peiqing quietly felt all the subtle things on the edge, because it was very quiet at night. So this also makes the feeling more sensitive, even Yang Peiqing can hear the wind blowing low outside.

Calm down, I really feel amazing. There are a lot of things that are usually ignored by you emerge, as if they are really in nature. There was only the wind and the rustling of leaves in her ears. Yang Peiqing was absorbed in the paper on the table.

Until she felt that she could completely describe the shape of the paper on the table with her eyes closed, Yang Peiqing almost felt that there was only herself and the paper in front of her in the world. After a long time, Yang Peiqing's mind was as calm as water. He didn't think about anything. There were only these pieces of paper in the center of his eyes.