Ex 43

"Xiaoyue, go outside to appease the patient's family members."

"OK, director."

"Pacify?"

"No, director, there are no patients' families outside the operating room."

"Hasn't the patient's family been notified yet?"

"It should have been notified, but............."

"Come on, hurry up the blood bank."

"OK."

Often, the rescue process is more like a marathon race, competing for the endurance of both sides.

The human body is really a very fragile thing. No one knows it better than doctors. It seems that various literary works have given too many "people" with super hierarchical meanings and symbols,

How tender it is.

The profession of doctor not only needs praise from the outside world, but also needs to encourage and move yourself from time to time, otherwise it is really difficult to sustain.

If the patient is still insisting, you can't give up. When what should be done is done, what is often left is a kind of companionship between athletes and trainers.

Between each other, it is a kind of torture.

If you can finally run over the finish line, everyone will be happy;

But in fact, most of the time, you can't see the end of the race here.

After the same thing has failed too many times, you have to continue to participate in the next "failure" with a high probability. This is not torture, and what is it?

Director Wang motioned the nurse beside him to wipe his sweat. To be honest, his eyes were already a little dizzy.

This is not the reason for getting old. There are two kinds of men in the world, one is a man who never believes in being old, and the other is a man who says he is old but only talks about it.

Especially for director Wang, in response to the call of the state, his wife has successfully conceived a second child.

Although even director Wang himself did not know what kind of strength supported the patient to persist all the time, he had at least one criterion in his heart;

As a doctor, you can choose to give up when you work, but the premise of giving up is that you must give up the patient and his family first before you are qualified to choose to give up.

This rule seems a little difficult to understand and cold, but it is already a valuable aftertaste.

The young man wearing a mask came to the door of the operation room and opened the door of the operation room.

The doctors and nurses inside are still continuing their work, as if no one had seen his appearance.

The mask youth walked to the operating table,

Look at the busy scene around.

Most of his expressions have always been used to hiding behind shelters such as masks and masks, but his eyes have always been spotless.

This kind of calm is not the peace of people with small bridges and flowing water, but more like the indifference of the vast land.

"In fact, you don't have to hold on all the time."

The mask youth spoke.

Although, this one lying on the operating table, at this moment, is not able to respond.

However, the indicators of ECG and various instruments can be clearly seen, and he is still sparing no effort to "live" for himself.

Even if,

This kind of living,

Just bear the pain of mortals unilaterally.

"People's eyes are always short, superficial and one-sided..."

"Just like in daily life, hands and feet are skinned, and after a while, they will recover;

If you have a cold, rest for a few days, take some medicine, and you will recover after a while;

People tend to anesthetize themselves and feel that everything can be recovered,

This,

It's human perception. "

"But this is false. There is no real recovery in this world."

The young man with the mask lowered his head and glanced at the injured man on the hospital bed.

When you become mortal,

Your suffering, your perception,

Will also be no different from ordinary people.

This man is like a baffle that prevents the runaway truck from sliding when the accident occurs.

He didn't dare to give up, because his master didn't give the order to end the game.

He is buying time for his master, and for this reason he is suffering from terrible torture and suffering;

Even if his master is just standing behind him,

Doing something that doesn't seem to make much sense,

For example,

Look at the scenery and think about life.

"You said that from the first day I started playing chess with him, you noticed that it was wrong."

"In fact, I have found it since you got off the bus the day you rescued them from the car accident."

"You said, a thousand years ago, I took you to leave the Buddha world for the first time and came to hell. When I saw him, he came to you. You were afraid."

"In fact, I was afraid that time."

"You said that for thousands of years, it has been rumored in hell that he lost the foundation left by his ancestors in the name of losing his family."

"In fact, I was once confused and thought that it seemed to be true."

The mask youth slowly closed his eyes,

Around,

A faint and peaceful Sanskrit sound began to ripple.

In the operating room, the medical staff who were working hard in the rescue work felt a sense of peace in their hearts, as if their previous anxiety and fatigue had been swept away in an instant.

The soul is comforted and the mood is relieved;

"Here I am. I found him. It seems that this is a cat and mouse game.

But in fact,

Who is the prey, who is the hunter,

It's really hard to say.

Whether it's my cat catching mice or my dog jumping off the wall, I think the latter one may be more appropriate. "

"The car accident that day was his invitation. He meant that he could play a game;

I answered. "

"Just like a thousand years ago, when I said I wanted to discuss Buddhism with him, he readily agreed."

"A thousand years ago, I dug a hole for him;

A thousand years later, he dug a hole for me;

This cause and effect is finally over.

The reason why this game continues until now is that I still have some hesitation;

Why is this game so simple?

Just as one month before the imperial examination, send the examination questions to me.

I'm old. Although Ben said that I'm not old enough to reach the level of 'fairy', I have to say that I'm really old.

At that time, I dare say that hell is not empty and vows not to become a Buddha;

Now,

After a thousand years,

I have completely removed the so-called edges and corners myself.

Sometimes, in retrospect,

I grind away the edges and corners for the sake of Buddha nature,

whether,

Those edges and corners are my true Buddha nature? "

"These days, I'm hesitating, I'm hesitating, I'm thinking;

Seeking Buddha is a liberation, a destination, and peace. But in the final analysis, seeking is an answer.

Standing in front of the Buddha,

You can talk to the Buddha,

Buddha can answer your questions and solve your doubts;

This is the Buddha.

However, the answer of Buddha does not come from Buddha.

Qingdeng ancient wall, Futon table,

What you are asking is Buddha,

And Buddha,

It's in your heart.

Buddha,

Is a medium,

The answer you get from Buddha is actually the answer given by your own heart.

This is the Buddha in my heart,

Salute the Buddha with the film,

It's better to worship yourself.

That year,

It was after realizing this that I left the Buddha realm.

For them, because they need to be high, the Buddha must be high;

For me, Buddha is white paper, which people step on. This is Buddha, and this is the real... Height.

Houses are taller than people;

Higher than the house is the hill;

Higher than the hill is the mountain;

Higher than the mountain is the cloud;

Higher than the clouds is the sky.

In this world, mountains are higher than each other. You can always find something higher than what you see in front of you;

However,

For you,

What's the point?

For myself,

High mountains, white clouds and the sky are all out of reach.

The real highest,

It's your head. "

"This game is wonderful, but it eventually loses its obsession. In the end, it will only be boring.

Maybe what he really wants is to let myself retreat in doubt.

Maybe he wants me to put all my eggs in one basket in anxiety.

I beg for Buddha, and the table is empty. I want to invite immortals to come down. Worshipping Buddha can't satisfy me anymore. I want to see what the real immortals are like.

But he went to that place earlier than I did, begging and begging, and begging became a scapegoat for him.

I don't know him very well. Otherwise, I can't really realize the thousand year puzzle until the sword edge is about to touch my neck.

He knows me very well, even better than myself. "

The mask youth stood up,

He walked slowly to the door of the operating room.

"I hesitated for too long, and I was confused for too long."

"Sometimes I get confused. In a trance, I once dreamed back to ancient times;

Ancient powers, laughing and scolding, are prone to collapse;

In this plausible illusion,

I approached them,

They asked me,

From whom;

I answer:

From bliss;

They asked me,

Why are you here;

I answer:

Come here to pray for Buddha.

They laughed,

They laughed and said,

When they were born, there was no Buddha in the world. "

"Di........................................"

On the electrocardiogram, it became a cold line.

Director Wang bit his lips and raised his head. Is it relief, regret, or bitterness?

He didn't know, but he just felt empty in his heart.

Everyone in the operating room was silent at this time.

They are mourning the departure of a life, but they don't know that it is a relief, a rebirth, and a return for the patients on the operating table.

At the door of the operating room,

The mask youth stretched out his hand,

Pushed the door open;

doorway,

A young man in black bowed,

With a smile,

It seems that you have been waiting for a long time.

When the feet of the young man with the mask stepped out of the operating room,

The bandage on his body began to dissipate,

The scars on his body began to heal,

A simple cassock appeared on him,

A golden mask replaced the mask and continued to cover his face,

His voice is still calm, still clear, still without the slightest smell of fireworks and waves:

"Since, you said that when you were born, there was no Buddha in the world;

So, I come here to worship Buddha for you. "