Chapter 23

"You are... Looking for death."

Zhou Ze's eyes showed a black luster. At this moment, he was very angry.

Yes, he is the magpie nest and the dove,

However,

So what!

I'm going to take your body and continue to live. Can you stop it?

Your revenge,

Just stimulate me suddenly and let me use it against your wife?

That's all.

Zhou Ze spread out his right hand, and the black nails slowly grew out, surrounded by wisps of black fog.

Many times, the real solution to a problem depends on where you sit, that is, where you stand.

Standing on Zhou Ze's side, there is no way to distinguish right from wrong. He wants to live. As long as all actions based on this premise are correct, otherwise, everything will lose its meaning.

Without meaning, is it still necessary to be correct?

"No matter where you hide, I will catch you out, even if... You hide in this body!"

Zhou Ze's face began to twist, and his nails began to pinch into his chest.

"Hiss............."

Severe pain accompanied by uncontrollable convulsions, Zhou Ze trembled and knelt down directly on the ground.

He opened his mouth,

Seems a little confused,

be not in,

Not at all!

Why?

He has just verified with the risk that his soul was almost broken by himself. In this body, there is and only his only soul Zhou Ze, Xu Le, which does not exist at all!

Zhou Ze stood up again and looked at his face in the broken mirror. After waiting for a long time this time, the people in the mirror had not changed at all.

Xu Le has long ceased to exist,

So what I did to Dr. Lin before is driven by my nature?

no

This is impossible,

impossible!

It can't be so.

For the first time, Zhou Ze felt that he was so strange in the mirror, not because he changed his body and face, but because his heart, his soul, seemed to know his original self,

Fundamentally different.

Which is the real self, body or soul?

Since ancient times, many great poets and thinkers at home and abroad have actually given a similar answer. The body will change and decay, but the soul can survive forever.

It can be noble, it can be remembered, and it can always shine in the long river of history.

Zhou Ze also believes that he is still Zhou Ze and his original self. At present, his body has changed, but he still believes that he is Zhou Ze.

Right now,

He began to fear,

Because since Xu Le's soul has long ceased to exist,

That means,

What changed... Was himself?

………………

"Go to bed, honey."

"Well, I took my daughter to have a rest first, and you finished your work earlier."

"OK, wait until I revise this treatment plan."

Wang Ke gently twisted his neck and yawned. He was really sleepy, but he had to finish the work at hand. He was just in his early thirties, and a lot of white hair had appeared on his head.

Men at this age are most embarrassed. They don't fight. It's too early to provide for the elderly. If they fight, their bodies have begun to decline slowly.

"Ding Ding Ding..... Ding Ding......"

Wang Ke frowned slightly. Is there anyone coming to visit so late?

He walked to the porch and glanced at the video picture of the man standing outside the door wearing a black coat and asked, "excuse me, are you?"

"I'm looking for Wang Ke. My friend introduced me."

"Sorry, if you have something, you can make an appointment with my assistant. I'm usually at home..."

"Zhou Ze introduced me." The man outside said.

Hearing the name, Wang Ke was stunned, and then opened the door.

The other party looks a little young, and may be only twenty-five years old.

"Come in." Wang Ke motioned for the other party to come in and made him a cup of tea in person and put it on the tea table.

Zhou Ze sat on the sofa, looking at his former good friend.

He still hasn't changed. He is still struggling in his own industry. As children who grew up in the orphanage together, they have a good relationship since childhood. In the view of the old Dean, these two children are the most promising children who have come out of the orphanage in recent years.

Zhou Ze is the deputy director of the hospital at a young age, while Wang Ke has his own psychological clinic, which is not a small shop in a cramped location, but by the South Street of the downtown, which is popular in the city.

Even this villa is by no means affordable to ordinary people.

"Do you know Zhou Ze?" Wang Ke asked first.

"Well, I've been dead for half a year." Zhou Ze replied, and then picked up the tea cup and took a sip. He still likes Maojian, and the taste hasn't changed.

"Come to me, what's the matter?"

"See a doctor."

"See a doctor?" Wang Ke coughed, "you can make an appointment."

"Very urgent." Zhou Ze looked into Wang Ke's eyes, "very urgent."

Wang Ke was silent, then smiled, nodded, got up and said, "please come to the study with me."

No matter whether the other party's sudden visit is impolite or not, and whether the other party's request is abrupt, since the other party says that he is Zhou Ze's friend, Wang Ke has no reason and can't refuse.

Zhou Ze sat in Wang Ke's study for a while. Wang Ke came in dressed in white, which showed his seriousness.

"Tell me about your situation." Wang Ke turned the pen in his hand. It was a dark gold pen. Under the light of the study, it was very eye-catching.

Zhou Ze slowly shook his head, "don't hypnotize me, even if it's shallow hypnosis."

Wang Ke nodded and put down his pen.

"I may be a little... Split." Zhou Ze organized his words.

"Be more specific." Wang Ke asked.

"I feel that there is another person's character in my body. To be exact, at a certain moment, that person's temperament will suddenly affect what I do, and I can clearly feel that it is definitely not what I should do.

I've always been... A very disciplined person. "

"Signs of personality split?" Wang Ke narrowed his eyes. "How long has it been?"

"Recently."

"Well, draw your second personality on this paper, and you can draw his appearance with your own feelings, even if you have never seen his real appearance."

Wang Ke sent a piece of white paper and the pen to Zhou Ze.

"Second personality?" Zhou Ze asked.

"Yes." Wang Ke nodded.

"But... Strictly speaking, I am the second personality." Zhou Ze pointed to himself, "it should be the original personality of this body that comes out to make trouble now."

Wang Ke's eyes coagulated and began to re-examine Zhou Ze.

"You mean, your current state is the second personality?"

"According to your theory, it should be." Zhou Ze replied.

Originally, the owner of this body is Xu Le, and Zhou Ze is an outsider, so Zhou Ze belongs to the second personality.

"Have you killed him?" Wang Ke asked with great interest. He seemed... To be a little excited.

"Sort of, and I'm sure he's gone." Zhou Ze replied.

"Then you're actually a murderer." Wang Ke reminded, "although in law, it is impossible to judge your behavior or characterize your behavior, I still want to sit here and condemn you."

"After the condemnation?"

"You came to me to find a way to completely get rid of the influence of the first personality on you?"

"Yes."

Wang Ke began to turn his pen again, this time not for hypnosis, but because he was thinking.

"I don't know whether I should help you, because from my perspective, you killed an existing 'person', and if I help you, I'm helping you destroy your corpse, and I'll become an accomplice."

"Help me." Zhou Ze said.

"I need to think about it." Wang Ke mused.

"Don't think about it. Help me." Zhou Ze urged, and then Zhou Ze said, "brother Er Dan."

When this "two egg brother" said, Wang Ke's face suddenly changed. He was a little surprised and said, "Zhou Ze even told you this?"

Zhou Ze nodded.

Wang Ke raised his head, a little tangled, but still gritted his teeth and began to pick up a pen to write a list:

"I'll prescribe some drugs for you. These drugs are actually auxiliary, which can help you stabilize your mood and help you sleep."

"Then don't open it." Zhou Ze said.

"The most important step is that you need to change your environment." Wang Ke ignored Zhou Ze's previous words, wrote a list and continued: "break away from the social relationship in which your first personality originally lived, and reconstruct your own social relationship.

Many people believe that people's thoughts are only pinned on the soul, although whether there is a soul in this world, that is, whether there is a ghost, is still unknown.

But this statement itself is inaccurate. In fact, our bodies, our muscles, our eyes, including many parts and organs, can store a person's' soul ', which is different from the soul in a broad sense.

It refers to 'muscle memory' and 'psychological cues' created by athletes through countless repetitions of training. You can understand it as a kind of inertia.

You are the second personality, killing the first personality,

But this body, after all, has been in the hands of the first personality for too long. It has its own inertia and memory. Sometimes you suddenly make inexplicable choices, which makes you feel shocked and surprised afterwards, and makes you have the illusion that the first personality is still in trouble,

That's why.

First cut off all your current interpersonal networks, build your own life circle, let this body start to adapt to you again, offset the previous inertia, and the problem will be solved.

In fact, your current situation is not serious. Your thinking logic is very clear. It is only a matter of time to overcome it. " Wang Ke smiled.

At this time, someone knocked outside the study,

"Honey, are there any guests?"

"Yes, pour me another two cups of coffee."

"OK."

Zhou Ze thought of Doctor Lin, his father-in-law and mother-in-law, and his sister-in-law,

you bet,

At first, he rejected that person's interpersonal relationship, and even wanted to break it long ago.

But I don't know when to start,

She doesn't sleep with me anyway,

Instead, it becomes your obsession?

"How long does it take to break up?" Zhou Ze asked.

"It won't take long." Wang Ke shrugged and looked very relaxed. "I have been observing you since you entered the door. How can I say the feeling you give me.

You are the second personality, but I think you are the most thorough case that the second personality has killed the first personality I have ever seen.

It's like... The resurrection of the dead in ancient mystery novels. It's very simple and neat. It can even be described by the word 'perfect'.

Now, you can understand that you can overcome the slight side effects of a drug with your own immunity. Maybe it will take only twoorthree months.

After that, you can pick up the previous interpersonal relationship again, and there will be no problem. "

Zhou Ze nodded, "thank you."

"You're welcome."

"Here comes the coffee."

The study door was pushed open, and a woman came in with two cups of coffee and put it on the desk.

Zhou Ze looks at women, and women also look at Zhou Ze.

The next moment,

Zhou Ze's mind suddenly moved, and the woman's face suddenly changed.

"Why, do you know each other?" Wang Ke asked.

"Well, he is Doctor Lin's husband, Xu Le." The woman replied.

"Ah?" Wang Ke stood up in surprise,

He took the initiative to shake hands with Zhou Ze to express his gratitude,

Before, the man in front of him was a patient introduced by his late hair. Now, he is the lifesaver of his daughter, and the relationship is naturally closer.

Zhou Ze dealt with it perfunctorily. In his mind, he was actually thinking about whether to remind himself of this small hair devoted to his career. His wife has been addicted to indescribable "perm" activities recently?

After thinking for a while, I'd better remind them anonymously after leaving. Although the two of them were focused on their careers after they joined the work because they knew each other's personalities, they wouldn't disturb each other.

Friendship and childhood memories have not changed, but they have never had the habit of drinking wine, drinking tea and chatting together. In fact, if it weren't for this thorny problem, Zhou Ze wouldn't come to Wang Ke.

He got married, Zhou Ze didn't know, he had a child, Zhou Ze didn't know, but when he needed help, he told his name, and the other party must agree.

Wang Ke and his wife sent Zhou Ze out of the house together, and Zhou Ze refused Wang Ke's kindness to drive him back.

"Honey, what did he come to you for?"

"See a doctor." Wang Ke replied, "you said that he opened a bookstore?"

"Well, a bookstore like a tea party."

"Well, I'll go and have a look if I have a chance."

…………

Zhou Ze has just stepped out of the scope of this villa,

Suddenly I felt something, stopped, turned around and looked at the villa behind me.

On the balcony of the villa,

There is a little Luoli standing,

Holding her white bear doll in her arms and wearing red pajamas, she stood outside blowing the wind.

Her hair fluttered and her skirt fluttered, but she stood still, as if unaware,

Just those eyes,

Always fall on yourself.

At first, Zhou Ze's face was dignified and his body was a little tight,

But slowly, the tension began to fade, and the pressure on Xu Le's mind was relieved by the conversation just now, and Zhou Ze was very relaxed.

But what makes Zhou Ze a little difficult is,

It seems that he not only wants to remind himself of his wife's problems,

His daughter,

There seems to be a problem.

Silently, Zhou Ze felt small about himself at the bottom of his heart,

A little distressed.

What evil did you do in your last life in order to have such a "happy" family.

At this point, Zhou Ze's mouth showed a wry smile.

The next moment, facing the eyes of little Luoli on the balcony in the distance,

Zhou Zeyang started,

Waved in that direction:

Said:

"Hi."