Chapter 386

"Nanxi, I'm yours..."

Gu Nanxi opened his eyes in despair. His eyes were so confused that he could not see things clearly,

When they became clear, the first thing they saw was Lu Tingyou's familiar face.

Ear, familiar voice is still saying: "Nanxi, I'm yours..."

But even so, Gu Nanxi Ren has a kind of unreal feeling, like wood in Lu Tingyu's arms, eyes open without blinking, looking at him, it seems that he can't distinguish reality from dream.

In my mind, in reality, Lu Tingyu's voice is intertwined with each other. He can't tell who is true from who is false. He reaches out his hands to the familiar face in his sight.

It's wet, soft, hot, real and touchable.

So the gentle one in front of him is true!

As if a drowning man had found the driftwood in the water, Gu Nanxi stretched out his hands and hugged Lu Tingyu's waist tightly. There was mist in his big eyes, and there were small drops of water on his thick curly eyelashes. His body trembled violently against Lu Tingyu's chest, and his slender hands held Lu Tingyu's body tightly because he was too hard, Some unhealed wounds were torn and blood flowed out, and soon the white gauze was infiltrated. The intense pain finally made Gu Nanxi feel realistic.

"Lu Tingyou..."

Hearing his name, Lu Tingyu leaned slightly and looked into Gu Nanxi's eyes.

There is a bright light in the clear eyes, which is called obsession.

"You are mine."

Lu Tingyu's smile was clear in his eyes, his thin lips were gentle and obedient: "I'm yours."

Beautiful voice sounded in his ears. Gu Nanxi breathed deeply, which had been choked in his heart. Sometimes, his sullen breath seemed to be vomited out with this breath. Gu Nanxi felt that the whole person was much better.

Just that dream is too realistic, even now wake up, but the strong sadness, pain, despair seems to still hold her.

Gu Nanxi looks at Lu Tingyu's gentle face in front of her. She is familiar with her favorite eyes. Lu Tingyu's cold voice echoes in her mind in her dream.

"Gu Nanxi, you are not clean anymore..."

Gu Nanxi lowered his head, curled eyelashes trembled slightly, holding Lu Tingyu's hand unconsciously closed.

Lu Tingyu, if one day I am not clean, will you accept me like this?

Or, one day, you find that I am not me, then you will love me?

Already soaked by sweat clothes still wear on the body, the wind blows gently, more and more feel cold, but also said how the body and the heart of the cold.

Gu Nanxi's dreams are too real to remind her of the fact that she is almost forgetting, but is she really forgetting, or is she just hypnotizing herself.

Don't want to go deep into this problem, Gu Nanxi hands slightly hard, want to be in front of Lu Tingyou push away.

But no matter how hard the hand is, it can't break free.

Looking up at Lu Tingyu, he just fell into his dark eyes.

Lu Tingyou's thin lips are tight, and he doesn't speak. Gu Nanxi just like that doesn't like her very much. She wakes up from the nightmare with a strong sense of vulnerability, as if she would be broken at a touch, but then she is strongly refuted.

Although Gu Nanxi's performance is not obvious, Lu Tingyu still feels it.

She is alienating him, such cognition makes him very unhappy, so he won't let her go easily.

"Nanxi..."

Gu Nanxi heard the sound, stopped, turned his head and looked at him motionless. He didn't speak and asked silently. What's the matter?

Such Gu Nanxi is too obedient and clever, but it doesn't make him happy. What he wants is a flesh and blood wife who can cry and laugh, not a beautiful and clever doll.

So now facing Gu Nanxi like this, Lu Tingyu can only shake his head, "nothing."

Gu Nanxi smell speech, drop eyes, efforts to affect the corners of the mouth, want to show a smile.

But she didn't know that the harder she worked, the more stiff and ugly her face became, and Lu Tingyu's heart became more and more heavy.

When Gu Nanxi got up and went to the washroom, he poured cold water on his face with both hands. When he felt that his face would be frozen, he stopped and looked at himself in the mirror.

His face was pale, but there was no expression in his big eyes, like a doll without soul.

"Gu Nanxi, you can't do this. You have to believe in Tingyu..."

"Gu Nanxi, you are not clean anymore..."

"Gu Nanxi, you are not clean anymore..."

Gu Nanxi originally wanted to make himself brave, but he just spoke. Lu Tingyu's cold voice rang out in his ears, and Lu Tingyu's face appeared in the opposite mirror. Different from what he just saw, he was smiling in the mirror, looking at her coldly, and his eyes were filled with disgust, as if he saw some rubbish.

"It's not like that..."

"It's not like that..."

I don't want to see Lu Tingyu's cold face, close my eyes and scream loudly. At the same time, I extend my hand to the opposite mirror. This Lu Tingyu is fake. As long as she breaks him, all her worries will not happen.

With such an idea in mind, Gu Nanxi waves his fist at the mirror.

"Pa" the mirror on the wall broke in response to the sound, and Gu Nanxi's back of hand was also injured. Blood flowed out along the glass fragments, mixed together and looked terrible.

When Gu Nanxi was facing herself, Lu Tingyou naturally felt the difference. When she was in the bathroom, he called Xie Hongbo in the corridor to ask about Gu Nanxi. Because he was too worried about Gu Nanxi and didn't dare to say much, he soon hung up and walked towards the ward.

It's just that the hospital bed is all over the place. Where is Gu Nanxi.

Lu Tingyu pauses and goes to the bathroom. But before he gets to the bathroom, he finds that there are many people outside. They stretch their heads and look inside, pointing out what they seem to say.

Lu Tingyu's brain suddenly broke. He rushed to the bathroom, pushed aside the passers-by and pushed himself in.

In the restroom, the broken mirror fragments scattered all over the floor, mixed with blood, looking startling. Gu Nanxi squatted aside, buried his head between his legs, and no one could see the expression on her face. Similarly, no matter what the disintegrated people said, she seemed not to hear it. The blood on the back of her right hand spread from the wound, Keep dripping down your fingers.

Looking at Gu Nanxi like this, Lu Tingyu is really angry.

"Gu Nanxi."

For the first time, Lu Tingyu called her name with her surname. Her voice was filled with anger.

Yes, in this kidnapping, she said that she was really frightened, but no matter what, she could not abuse herself so much, because Gu Nanxi, whom he knew, was not such a woman who could only cry in case of trouble.

Gu Nanxi heard the sound and looked up at Lu Tingyu, but his eyes were confused.

Lu Tingyou's brow is tight, and Junyan's is tight. He can't see the slightest look, just like a piece of ice in the city.

Gu Nanxi just looked up at him. Seeing his appearance, the confusion in his eyes gradually faded. Gu zipiao's mouth did not ask for help, and he was about to stand up with his hands on his thighs. But she forgot her hand and wound, so a force, tear to the wound immediately pain called out.

"Now I know."

Lu Tingyou's voice came from one side. It was not as gentle as before. It felt sharp, but the pain in the bottom of his eyes was increasing.

Aside from the people guarding outside, Lu Tingyu takes Gu Nanxi back to the ward and asks the nurse to bring the disinfectant and clean the wound on her hands.

The wound is not big, but there are many pieces of glass in the wound. Gu Nanxi sits on the bed and doesn't say a word. When Lu Tingyu pulls out the pieces of glass from the water, he hisses, which makes Lu Tingyu look up at her.

Gu Nanxi felt guilty when he was seen by Lu Tingyu's eyes. He closed his mouth and thought that Lu Tingyu's heartache would be lighter when he dealt with it. Who knows that his actions were not lighter, but more and more serious.

Gu Nanxi knew that he was angry, but he didn't dare to say it hurt. When Lu Tingyu finished treating the wound, he didn't even look at her. Gu got up and wanted to go out. Gu Nanxi was flustered.

"Court excuse..."

Weak called Lu Tingyu's name, Gu Nanxi stretched out his hand to hold a corner of his clothes, she was afraid that if she did not speak, then he would always be angry.

She knows that things have passed. She shouldn't think so much and worry that he won't want her. The reason why Gu Qingchuan says and does that is that she doesn't want her to be happy. If she is really estranged from Lu Tingyou because of this, it will really make Gu Qingchuan happy.

But even though she knew more, she could not help feeling afraid. What would she do if that happened?

At that moment, Gu Nanxi could clearly feel that she loved this man. She didn't know when this love had been integrated into her life, even worse than Li Siheng. She didn't know what she would do if she really lost him one day. Just thinking about such a thing, her heart would feel terrible, let alone a real experience.

To lose love to him is to lose her life, so she is worried about gain and loss.

"Gu Nanxi, what am I in your heart?"

Lu Tingyu's slightly cold voice came from his head. Gu Nanxi jumped in his heart and looked up at him in a panic, but only saw his calm face.

Two people looked at each other but for a moment, Gu Nanxi lowered his head, sucked his nose, and said pitifully, "we've been married for so long, you still come to ask me this question."

"Yes, we've been married for so long, but you don't even have the basic confidence in me. My husband really failed."

Lu Tingyou was very angry, but looking at Gu Nanxi's unprecedented embarrassment and self abandonment, he felt a stab in his heart. It was like someone was grinding a knife with his heart. Each knife was not fatal, but it was enough to make people crazy#####