V5.Chapter 17

"Why?" In his soft voice, he was puzzled.

I continue to shake my head in the kerchief. I can't speak. I'm afraid that as soon as I open my mouth, xuanyuanchen will hear my cry. I don't want to cry in front of him like a lost man, like a woman who has lost everything. I don't want him to see my most vulnerable side. I want to keep my last dignity as a mortal.

A hand, gently pressed on my shoulder, the golden light came out from under us, I watched the ground between my fingers turned into a familiar floor, moonlight fell on the floor, faintly reflecting the reflection of xuanyuanchen.

He gently, pinched my shoulder: "this will make you more comfortable." He got up slowly and left slowly in front of me. The gentle sound of footsteps gradually disappeared behind me until the slight sound of closing the door

I let go of my hand, rushed to my bed, pulled up the quilt and covered my head. I couldn't hear myself crying, because I was covered in the pillow, I couldn't feel my tears, because the pillow absorbed all my tears, my heart was very tired, really tired

[it's painful to fall in love with Protoss 】

this is my father's warning when he left. Why didn't I listen to it?

Feng lingcan, Xuan Yuanchen, my parents and even Jiang Yan have told me that Fu Su is not suitable for me. I have never heard of it. I believe Fu Su ten years later. I believe him so much

I went in without hesitation, and didn't look back. In the end, I got this heartbreaking pain. I even wanted to pull my soul out of my body, so that I could forget the pain of my heart for a short time

I got up in the dark and grasped the bag of heaven and earth. I held it tightly in my hand. Time was passing by. My hand slowly slipped from the bag of heaven and earth. I fell on the bed again and covered my head with the quilt

Vaguely, I heard the sound of turning the book. He turned the ground very slowly, slowly, like the time around, and also slowly slowing down

I opened my eyes, in front of my room is the chandelier, a light beam of sunlight from the curtain squeeze in, sprinkled in front of me.

"Wow." There was another sound of turning over the books. I sat up and turned around in surprise, but I saw xuanyuanchen sitting at my desk, folding his legs and looking at an old photo album in the light of the sun.

"You wake up." As he looked at the album, he asked faintly, "are you hungry?"

I looked at him in a daze. He always Are they all here?

"What would you like to eat?" He asked again, his eyes still on the album.

I looked at him dully: "you Always Where is it? "

He turned the album's hand slightly, fell into a moment of silence.

"Did you drink it? That thing? " He asked softly as I looked down.

I lowered my face and shook my head: "No."

"Why?" He asked again, just like last night.

I was silent for a while, feeling my heart, there My eyes are still aching because I've been crying for too long

I lifted the quilt, walked out of bed, slowly walked to xuanyuanchen's side, sat in his chair, under his body, hugged his knee: "Godfather Why did God create love and pain... "

He sat on the chair beside me and was silent for a while. The morning light flowed quietly from him to me. I reached out to touch the warm morning light. Why did God create seven emotions and six desires, so that we human beings always live in pain

"Only pain can let people know the value of love." His faint voice, as if he had no confidence.

I took back my hand: "pain will only make life hate..."

"So it's about choice." He said faintly, "God has given you many choices. Xiao Lan, do you choose to hate or love again?"

I hugged his body, stomach "Goo Goo" to call, I Leng for a while: "I choose to eat first."

"Hum..." He chuckled, "OK." A good word came out of his mouth. He stood up beside me, put the photo album on the chair, and walked past me. The white clothes passed in front of me. I was stunned to see his figure walking out. His straight black hair stuck on his back, which could almost outline his slender outline.

I suddenly remembered something. Looking back at the photo album on the chair Ah! That's our family album!

I immediately stood up, picked up the album, but here is a record of everything I grew up, and Dad, mom Until After mom disappeared, Dad never took a picture with me again, only my picture

Dad misses mom very much. When he takes a picture with me, he will think of mom

I stood up and opened the curtain. The sunlight came in completely. I slowly sat on the chair and opened the album. On the first page, I saw my father and mother taking a picture of me as a baby

The smell of Shaomai came in. A cage of Shaomai was placed next to the album, and there was a bowl Beef and vermicelli soup.

I looked at xuanyuanchen standing at the desk again: "you What did you do? "There was a calm light on his lens. He helped his glasses: "I bought them."

I looked at him for a moment, and then said, "ah, ah..." I turned back and moved the album.

He put chopsticks in front of me, I see him: "you don't eat?"

"I won't be hungry." He looked at me faintly.

I looked at him again: "you watch me eat?"

He frowned slightly: "are you not used to it?"

I lowered my face and nodded.

"Good." Another good word, he sat beside me, the chair behind him emerged in the sun, when he reached for his hand, he had chopsticks in his hand, caught a Shaomai, I looked at him, his side face was slightly stunned, slowly put the Shaomai into my mouth in my eyes.

"You're here for fear that I'll do something stupid?" I asked.

He blinked and gave a smile: "you and Fusu are very similar, willful and impulsive." He turned to me and said, "I'm worried about you leaving Xianyu."

In a daze, I lowered my face and poked at the fans with chopsticks: "I'm just a mortal. For Xianyu, it should be dispensable..."

He put down the chopsticks, turned to look at me seriously: "but you are the eye of heaven, I can help you hide your identity, but I have the responsibility to take care of you."

"Nurse..." I went on poking fans, "surveillance..."

"I don't know."

"Thank you."

When he was stunned, I turned to look at him. His dark eyes behind the lenses became clear in the morning light, with a trace of seriousness. It seemed that he wanted to explain something. I knew what he wanted to explain. He didn't want me to think that he was monitoring me.

I sighed: "thank you for being so direct and true to me. I don't mind your spying on me. I know how dangerous my ability is. I..." I lowered my eyelids, turned back and looked at the burning wheat in front of me. "I've seen it before. I feel at ease with you watching me."

He was silent beside me for a while. When I looked at him, he looked away and said, "do you think so You can also... "

I looked at him for a moment and took a deep breath: "I can pick myself up, I can!"

He was slightly stunned, and the light from the corner of his eye under the lens looked at me. I decisively cleared all the food in front of me, so Or

This love has always given me a sense of trance and worry about gain and loss. I've always been uneasy. Now Or

I don't have to worry that the exposure of my relationship with Fusu will bring him trouble or kill myself. I don't have to hide any more. I can't see the light like underground love.

Now, I Xia Xiaolan can stand in the sunshine and tell people all over the world that I really have nothing to do with Fu Su!

[Xia Xiaolan, you are nothing now! 】

hum, I am nothing? Fu Su, Xia Xiaolan will tell you next, what am I?! I want you to be nothing in front of me!

"Wow." Once again came the sound of turning over the album, I immediately looked at my left side, the album had disappeared, I immediately turned my head, the album was already in xuanyuanchen's hands, it was the ugliest time of the palace!

I hastily covered with my hand: "even if you are a God, you can't just look at other people's privacy!" I was anxious to get the album back from him. His eyebrows were slightly raised: "dare you touch me?"

Four words, immediately scared back my hand, I lowered my face, formal and tight body sitting beside him, his mouth slightly raised, leisurely and calm to continue to read the album.

I peeked at him: "Godfather About Feng lingcan... "

"I haven't seen Feng lingcan." He said faintly as he looked through the album.

I looked at him with emotion and amazement. He once again Help me hide

I immediately have a decision in my heart, I "Teng" to stand up, he looked at the album of the hand once again Dun Zhu, side face toward me doubt to see: "what are you doing?"

I am a little nervous, tense body to see him: "I, I want to repay you!"

"Poof! Cough... " He was spewing out, clenching his fist and coughing.

I patted him on the back in a hurry: "I know you must think that I have no ability to repay you, and I can't finish the task of the king's palace, but I can, and I will try my best to become a god!"

When he stopped coughing, I immediately took back my hand and patted him. He hated being touched by others. I immediately stood upright and looked down at him like moming.

He slightly raised his face to look at me, the lens shining in the sun: "if you want to use divine power, your identity of the purpose of heaven will be exposed."

"No!" I screwed up my eyebrow, his black eyes behind the lens began to narrow, I raised my right hand, "the divine power of heaven's purpose sounds very powerful, it can cross the space, but it can't fight the enemy, it needs the divine power to fight against the enemy..." I took a deep breath, quietly closed my eyes, I have been to that place, I can, I am the eye of heaven, any space, even my subconscious, as long as I calm down I can go again

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