Chapter 2080

But you have to understand that even if your mother did something wrong, it's silly for you to punish yourself for other people's mistakes. Do you understand?

You are better now. It should be a good thing to be laughed at as a fool when you were sick before. But now, you are punishing yourself. Every time I came back, Dad could see you happy, but now? Even if you hate your mother, me and all the people in the world who are sorry for you, will you be happier than before? "

Father's words, let Shan Shan's hand unconsciously pick in the palm.

Yes, she's not happy. She hasn't been very happy since she got better.

She has something to do in her heart and is burdened with too much burden.

I used to sleep with my eyes closed at night, but now I can't help thinking too much.

Will think of that silly himself, let people bully, look down on himself.

She is not happy.

I don't even remember how long I haven't been happy.

Every time I watch my mother talk, I want to hurt her.

It's like this can change something.

But my father was right. What can she change?

She can't change anything.

Even if she left the family completely, she would never find back the years she had lost before.

……

In the evening, several children in the family went to bed.

Gu Chonglin hasn't slept yet. He sits by the bed and looks at Shanshan who has fallen asleep.

She was covered with a quilt, her face tightly wrinkled and long.

He looked at her, took her finger and gave her a gentle kiss.

Her hands were so cold that he wanted to kiss her.

Looking at her, some distressed, but also some worried.

What father Huo said was just like what Gu Chonglin thought.

He had always hoped that she would reconcile with her mother instead of two sentences at a time like now.

She loves her mother. In her heart, she is still full of expectations for this family, so she can't let go.

He only knew that she would not be happy even if she got rid of the family completely.

People are a kind of magical creatures, few people can really do not recognize six relatives, in their bones, they will habitually want to have the love and care of relatives.

Not to mention Shanshan.

But sometimes Gu Chonglin doesn't know how to say that she will be happy.

She is not like before. She can be cheated by two words, but now she is very smart.

It's not easy at all.

He looked at her and knew that she was not easy now.

Sometimes it's easy for people to go into a misunderstanding and refuse to let go of themselves. Now Shanshan is probably this feeling.

Gu Chonglin is not sleepy at all.

After Shanshan finished talking with Huo's father tonight, she kept silent. He asked them what they said, but she didn't answer.

He looked at her, just worried.

……

He watched her for a long time before he closed the window and went to bed.

In the morning, just after daybreak, the servants got up, and the rain got up early. She gently pushed open the door of the small light bulb room and went in. See the small light bulb is still sleeping, she climbed to the bed, "brother."

"..." the little light bulb opened his eyes and looked at Yu Er, who climbed up to his bed again. His face showed a look of panic.

After all, what ye Fanxing said to him before was still deeply rooted in his mind. Sleeping with girls is responsible for this matter, and he remembers it clearly.

He said, "what are you doing here?"