Although smoking is certainly bad, I have to admit that sometimes smoking can relieve pressure, loneliness, nervous tension, emotional excitement, anxiety and other negative emotions, and can bring people a kind of psychological comfort.

The smoke curled around, and the cigarette butts flickered suddenly, reflecting Ding Ning's gradually ferocious face. As time passed, the ground was full of cigarette butts.

Ding Ning fiercely ejected the cigarette end in his hand, hit the wall of the hospital and sputtered a trail of sparks. When he subconsciously picked up the cigarette box and wanted to light another one, he found that a box of cigarettes had been smoked by him.

Looking at the time, it was already more than 12 a.m. and Ling yunniang still hadn't come back, which cast a huge shadow on his heart.

Did she follow brother Junwei to experience the luxury life of drunkenness and gold? Or did she circle around a group of so-called upper class people with a smile on his arm, showing her noble status as a rich wife? Or is it singing under him?

He always thought he could freely bless her silently as a good friend, brother and best friend and watch her get the happiness he wanted.

But when things came to an end, he found that he really couldn't do it. At the thought of the picture of her falling in love with other men, his heart hurt badly, and his chest seemed to be blocked with a huge stone, which made him out of breath.

Like a demon, the more he is unwilling to think about that, the more ugly pictures of her and other men will appear in his mind.

This made him pale, the veins on his forehead bulged, his eyes were covered with blood, his hair was as messy as a chicken nest, and the whole person was wrapped in a thick cold evil spirit.

If Chu Yunxiu hadn't come back, he might have been with Ling Yun, which left him a chance in case, otherwise he couldn't restrain the violent breath in his heart.

Chu Yunxiu attaches great importance to women's integrity and is also strict with Ling Yun's tutor, especially her snobbish and shrewd character of not seeing rabbits and not spreading eagles. Even if she is satisfied with that handsome Viagra, she should not allow them to have sex before marriage, but such a thing is not possible. If Ling Yun wants to, Chu Yunxiu can't help her.

As Ding Ning knows, Chu Yunxiu has never spent the night outside for so many years.

First, there are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door. She pays attention to her reputation and doesn't want to gossip; Second, because she has a Bomei, named Doudou, which is as delicate as a child, she will never be willing to let it spend the night at home.

Dog, by the way, Ding Ning's eyes suddenly lit up. How can he forget the dead dog.

Bomei looks very cute, but he barks endlessly, especially the damn dog, like Chu Yunxiu, always dislikes him and barks at the sight of him.

He used to ravage the bully when Chu Yunxiu was not at home, but now it has become his hope to find Ling Yun.

I hope the dead dog is a little spiritual. Ding Ning got out of the car and walked quickly to Lingyun's house.

At this time, the lights in the distance were shining and Ding Ning's spirit was refreshed. Did they come back and stop their steps immediately and hide in the dark.

The car was not the black Mercedes Benz off-road as Ding Ning thought, but a taxi, but drove straight to Lingyun's house and stopped.

Ling Yun yawned and Chu Yunxiu got off one after another. It can be seen that Chu Yunxiu was very interested and hummed a tune.

Seeing that their mother was all right, Ding Ning's tightly hanging heart suddenly relaxed. He just wanted to go out and shout Lingyun, but he hesitated at the thought of it being so late and Chu Yunxiu's attitude towards him.

But his heart was full of doubts. Why did Lingyun ask for leave? Why shut it down? Where did they go at night? Why did you come back so late?

If these are not clear, he can't sleep at night. He doesn't find that a subtle change has taken place in his state of mind, which makes his jealousy far more than usual.

The taxi turned around and left. Ling yunniang and Doudou also entered the house. Doudou cried wrongly. Chu Yunxiu's sweetheart coaxed the puppy for a long time.

Ding Ning quietly touched his original home and opened the door with a thin iron wire three or two times. Without turning on the light, he slipped in quietly.

With his current ear power, as long as he wants to eavesdrop, a wall is not a problem at all.

Looking at the clean room, Ding Ning felt a touch of sadness inexplicably. This is the place where he has lived for five years and carries too many memories. It is impossible to say that there is no nostalgia.

Lying in a familiar bed with his ears close to the wall, he knew that Lingyun's boudoir was across a wall. In the past, they didn't play the game of Morse code less.

The sound of the shower sounded next door. Chu Yunxiu was still humming a tune in the living room, scattering dog food to feed Doudou. The person taking a bath should be Ling Yun.

At the thought of Lingyun's beautiful picture when taking a bath at the moment, the evil fire that finally pressed down jumped up.

Secretly scolded himself for being shameless. Ding Ning tried his best to restrain his mind and listened attentively to what their mother and mother would say.

Lingyun always took a slow bath. After half an hour, Ding Ning was sleepy and almost fell asleep. Lingyun said "I'm going to bed".

"Still there? Will he come?" Chu Yunxiu asked casually.

"I don't know. Whether he comes or not, I'll wait for him." Lingyun whispered.

Chu Yunxiu didn't say any more. It seems that he entered the bathroom and began to take a bath.

Still there? Where are we going? Who is he? Ding Ning was confused when he suddenly heard the sound of Lingyun's house door being opened.

She's going out? What's Lingyun doing out so late? Go to sleep? Is it going to sleep with that handsome Viagra? Chu Yunxiu doesn't object?

Ding Ning's heart clapped and his fist was tight. The muscles on his face were distorted because of pain. His heart was cold. Have they made progress to this step?

But soon, he found that Lingyun was opening his door, which made his heart beat faster. He had no time to think more and rolled under the bed.

With a "Da" sound, the light was turned on. Ling Yun was wearing silk pajamas, revealing two smooth snow-white long legs. He walked to the bed with sleepy eyes and fell asleep.

Is Lingyun waiting for that handsome Viagra here? Chu Yunxiu even acquiesced in taking his room as their place?

Thinking of this, Ding Ning was bleeding painfully, and his face was blue.

Lingyun suddenly got up again, turned off the light, then fell back on the bed again, and soon there was a slight snore.

Ding Ning's mind was in a mess, full of jealousy and anger. While hating Chu Yunxiu's snobbery, he even allowed Ling Yun to fool around with other men openly; At the same time, he hated Lingyun's empathy so quickly and didn't love himself at all.

Love is as deep as hate. Ding Ning, who thought he had guessed the truth, has never been so angry as now.

After five years of living together day and night, the feelings he cherished in his heart were not worth drying in other people's eyes. The five-year feelings were not as good as a rich man's two short days, and the cheap was not as good as that diamond necklace.

Jealousy made him lose his mind, woman. Why are they so fickle? Is Bai Qinglian like this? So is Ling Yun?

Betrayal, this bloody word made him completely lose his reason, and a violent spirit rushed to his head.

He wants revenge. He wants Lingyun to pay the price. Since you don't love yourself so much, you can have sex with other men at will, why can't it be me?

"Hiss..." he came out of the bed like a ghost and tore up the silk pajamas. At the moment she woke up, he sealed her voice with a pulse cutter.

There was cold ferocity and madness in her eyes, and she rushed up in her frightened eyes

The pain made Lingyun's eyebrows frown, but his hands stretched out and hugged his neck tightly.

At this moment, she had seen clearly that the person who violated her was Ding Ning. Although his face became extremely ferocious due to distortion, she smiled with tears. She smiled with no regrets and pain. Two lines of clear tears fell down her cheeks.

She fell in love with him when she first saw this young man with a warm smile but worried and confused five years ago.

After five years of living together day and night, she knew that he was the person she wanted to marry most in her life. She had fantasized about this scene countless times. On the wedding night, Lang qingqie was tender and sweet

But she didn't expect that the day came so fast, so unprepared, and still came in such a rough way.

Inexperienced Ding Ning didn't notice the difference between the film and the film. The accumulated jealousy in his heart made him vent like a mad cow. Until he kissed her with deep malice, he was strongly resisted by her.

He squeezed her chin hard and forced her to face herself. Looking at her calm eyes and warm tears on her face, his eyes turned blood red in an instant.

The corners of his eyes kept twitching, his face showed sick flushing, and his muscles twisted and ferocious growled in a low voice:

"Is money so important to you? Is it great to be with him? Is his kung fu in bed better than me? You say, say..."

Anger had long made him forget that Lingyun couldn't make a sound at all. He thought she was silently resisting. Angered, he ravaged the woman he wanted to take care of all his life.

Drops of blood and tears dyed Lingyun's painful cheeks red. He was hurting Lingyun and himself at the same time.

The heart could have been so painful. The impulse to destroy everything made him completely lose his reason, lost in the madness of self destruction, and became more and more violent. Lingyun's body was full of blue and purple marks.

She is very painful, not only the physical pain, but also the distressed Ding Ning with blood and tears on her face.

She regretted that she shouldn't have deceived him, that she shouldn't have let him down and sad, and that she shouldn't have listened to her mother again. She asked for leave to shut down and hang Ding Ning to let him take the initiative to find herself

She didn't mind giving her body to Ding Ning. It was sooner or later in her life plan, but she couldn't watch him release the devil in her heart.

No one in the world knows Ding Ning better than her. She has long known that she always whispers softly, is gentle and careful, dotes on her, protects her, and tolerates her. The man's heartlessness is only his surface, and there is a terrible devil in his heart, which can destroy all demons once released.

But his heart was full of secrets, which he could not talk to anyone, and then he was once despise, taunt and ruthless society again. His faith gradually collapsed, and his hopes for the good world were shattered like foam. All kinds of negative emotions were constantly fermented in his heart.

Depressed emotions, oppressed life, he has been tolerating, humble, persistent, confused, looking, struggling, trying and guarding