Chapter 116

"No, I just feel uncomfortable. Since ah Feng saved me seven years ago, he has paid a lot for me. He will take over the" dark night "in order to go to Taiwan to save me. If it wasn't for me, he can choose a normal life. Ah Ting, I owe him too much. Knowing that he likes me, I really can't just care about my happiness. Over the years, He tried his best to take care of our mother and son. If it weren't for him, I couldn't leave the dark night. There are rules in the dark night. He becomes a killer one day and a killer all his life. If you want to leave, you have to choose to mutilate yourself. Ah Ting, I really can't ignore his efforts to me. These are just what I know. There must be a lot I don't know. I can't be so selfish. "

Zhuo Weiting has a pain in his chest. Does Yan'er want to continue to ignore him? Is it really like what Wen Qing said? Yan'er always feels that she owes Gao Jianfeng? Do they really have to wait for Gao Jianfeng to find true love and happiness before they can be together?

Ziyan cried even louder. If she hadn't read the information about ah Feng that day, she wouldn't know this, but now she knows, she can't be ignorant.

After hearing Ziyan's words, Zhuo Weiting didn't know what else he could say. A man can give up everything for a woman. Not every man can do this spirit of love.

Gao Jianfeng has done so much for Yan'er, which only shows that over the years, he has no less love for Yan'er than himself. In addition to gratitude, he also admires such a man.

He thanked Yan'er and Xiaoxian for their thoughtfulness with the pain of his life.

But he really didn't want to exchange his happiness with Yan'er, but up to now, he can't choose, but Yan'er can choose.

"Yan'er, you must believe that good people will be rewarded in this world. Ah Feng... He will meet the true love of his life and have his happiness."

Zhuo Weiting hugged Ziyan tightly, as if afraid of losing her, and said with a heavy heart.

"I hope he can meet true love one day earlier, and I hope he can be happy as soon as possible, but before that, I really can't selfishly focus on myself, a ting, can you understand?"

Ziyan listens to Zhuo Weiting's steady heartbeat. She is very contradictory, that is, she is reluctant to let go of Zhuo Weiting and doesn't want to betray her promise.

She also knows that if this is unfair to ah Ting, after all, he has waited for her for seven years, but if she only cares about her own happiness and ignores ah Feng's pain, she will be more sorry for her conscience.

"Yan'er, I understand, but do you understand that love and gratitude are different. You are only grateful to ah Feng, right? Yan'er, tell you that I am the only one who loves, right?"

In the dark, Zhuo Weiting touched Ziyan's face and asked softly. He wanted to know the answer. He was afraid of the feeling of being suspended in the air.

"Ah Ting, I love you, but I can't ignore ah Feng's feeling. If he can't forgive me and he can't be happy, I can't selfishly choose my own happiness. I'm sorry, I know I can't and can't ask you anything, but if one day, you meet that..."

"Don't you go on."

Zhuo Weiting's voice was a little angry.

If Ziyan can't get out of the fog, he is willing to wait, but he doesn't listen to her.

He has been waiting for seven years. Even if he has to wait any longer, he is willing. At least Yan'er is still with him, and at least her heart is with him.

After that night, everything seemed to go back to the past, and it seemed a little different.

Ziyan and Zhuo Weiting meet several times a week and stay together every weekend. Although she knows that this is also a betrayal, she can't control herself.

Whenever Zhuo Weiting came to her, she forgot her persistence.

On weekends, Zhuo Weiting will stay with him. Sometimes he will take his son with him. Their family will go to play and have a picnic together. It seems that it is no different from others.

But after every weekend, Ziyan feels guilty.

The longer the time, the more guilty she felt. Until the end of the first semester, she felt like she was suffocating.

She felt that she was about to collapse, so she came to the final kill, hoping martissa could prescribe a dose of medicine for her.

However, she was not very lucky. Martissa returned to India and even the dragon was on a mission. At this time, only the pigs who were not familiar with the situation were in the kill.

"Ziyan, you haven't come for a long time. How do you think of us today?"

The little pig smiled at Ziyan.

"Pig, is martissa there?"

Ziyan is not very polite. She asks martissa directly as soon as she comes in.

"Oh, you're looking for martissa. I'm so sad. I thought you thought of me."

The little pig said and tooted his mouth, full of grievances.

"Pig, please stop making trouble. You see Ziyan like this, there must be something wrong. Ziyan, what's the matter? Maybe we can help without martissa."

The speaker is Jack. He is a genuine American and a cowboy. He doesn't have much contact with Ziyan, but he sees the worry on Ziyan's face.

"Nothing. I just feel ill and want to see martissa."

Ziyan disguised that she didn't want to make her betrayal public.

"Ziyan, you're here too. What's up? President Zhuo is very happy recently. When are you going to have a wedding again?"

The speaker is an, who holds his wife. He and Feng are like conjoined babies. They are basically stuck together.

Looking at an an and Feng, Ziyan is a little envious. If there were no changes seven years ago, maybe she and a ting would be like them today.

"Ann, Feng, I have some confusion. Can you help me?"

Ann was surprised by Ziyan's help seeking eyes. After all, he was a man. Psychologically, Ziyan should find a woman, just like martissa.

"Yes, wife, I think you may be able to give Ziyan more advice."

Ann put her arms around her wife. Although Ziyan is aboveboard, it's not good for lonely men and women to talk alone.

Ziyan nodded and looked forward to Feng. Feng has always been less talkative, and from the perspective of age, Feng is smaller than Ziyan, but her mind should be mature.

The cow and the pig shrugged and watched Ziyan and An'an go upstairs. They finally understood.

It turned out to be an emotional problem, but when did Ann become a love expert?

"Ziyan, is there a problem between you and Zhuo Weiting?"

An an poured juice for his wife and Ziyan respectively, and then sat down opposite them.

"No, every time I'm with ah Ting, I have a heavy sense of guilt. I always feel that I hurt ah Feng. The longer the time, the heavier this sense of guilt is, which makes me out of breath. This sense of guilt seems to tear me apart."

Ziyan picked up the juice and took a SIP to suppress her tension.

"Sister Yan, who do you love? Ah Ting or ah Feng?"

Feng looked at the painful and contradictory Ziyan and asked.

"Ah Ting, but ah Feng, he..."

"As long as you know that you love ah Ting, it's enough. Love is selfish. There is no room for a third person in the world of love. If you go on like this, it will only lead to the pain of three people."

Feng Yan said in brief.

In fact, love is very simple. She doesn't understand why Ziyan has to be so complicated. She will be with whoever she loves. Why think about whether she doesn't love you or not? This is not what she needs to care about.

It's impossible. She has to consider everyone who loves her. If so, few people in the world can get married.

"Yes, Ziyan, although my wife is a little simpler, love is like this. You know, the people around you are the ones you cherish the most, and others are just passing clouds. Treat yourself and him around you well. You must believe that God will arrange happiness for everyone, and he will find his happiness, but the time is not yet up, You can no longer hold this mentality. You have to get out of the confusion, otherwise everyone will follow the pain. "

Ann took her wife's words to enlighten Ziyan.

"Why did you get married?"

Ziyan looks at an an and Feng. As far as she knows, the age gap between an and Feng is the same as that between him and Zhuo Weiting. They met earlier. Why did Feng want to marry an so early?

An an and Feng looked at Ziyan in amazement. The couple looked at each other and smiled. Feng replied.

"Because of love, if you love someone, you will want to be with each other all your life. Haven't you thought about it?"

"I thought so seven years ago, but now, I think marriage can't guarantee anything. If both sides don't trust, then marriage is only a form and can't bind the hearts of two people together. On the contrary, as long as the hearts of two people are together, even if there is no marriage and love, no one can separate."

Ziyan looked at An'an and Feng suspiciously.

As far as her marriage experience is concerned, marriage is just a form, just like a treaty. She remembers that when she got married, Zhuo Weiting took out an agreement for her to sign.

Perhaps it is because of these that she has a great shadow in her heart. Coupled with ah Feng, she doesn't care about marriage so much.

"You have your opinion, and the most important thing is that your other half agrees."

Ann is speechless. Ziyan also has his reason, but normal people will want to get married. Maybe most people are too vulgar. Of course, if Zhuo Weiting can accept it, Ziyan can choose whatever she wants. I'm afraid Zhuo Weiting can't accept it.

When she came to the final kill, Ziyan didn't find the answer, but she was more melancholy.

She told Zhuo Weiting that he didn't object, but he didn't agree.

Now this way of life, she feels very good, do not have to be together every day, have each other's space, do not interfere with each other.

It's just that she doesn't dare to call ah Feng. Sometimes she wants to ask him if he's doing well, but she doesn't dare to ask.

When Ziyan is struggling, Ann is a good man again and calls Zhuo Weiting.

Zhuo Weiting was just silent, but after hanging up, he immediately went to find Ziyan.

If Yan'er really makes such a decision, he doesn't know what else he can do except cooperate with him. He can't point a gun at Gao Jianfeng and ask him to get married with a woman. It's estimated that Gao Jianfeng won't pay attention to him.

"Yan'er, where are you now? Let's have lunch together."

Zhuo Weiting called Yan'er. He hoped to have a good talk with her. Although he had different ideas from Zi Yan, he was also afraid that such happiness would disappear.

"I'm shopping."

Ziyan looked on the street and decided to learn from other women and go shopping to calm her manic and restless heart.

"I'll accompany you."

Zhuo Weiting didn't say where it was in a questioning tone. Just three short words made Ziyan feel very warm.

"OK."

Ziyan said and reported her position. While wandering, she waited for Zhuo Weiting to come.

Zhuo Weiting was very fast. He arrived in twenty minutes. He parked the car and soon found Ziyan.

"Yan'er, you're late. Haven't you bought anything yet?"

Zhuo Weiting looked at Ziyan's empty hands and naturally stretched out his hand and clasped his fingers.