Chapter 1861

After Shangguan Qianmian stood firm, he raised his head, looked at Leng Xiaoli stubbornly, took a deep breath, slightly lowered his eyes. When he raised his head again, his face was full of tragedy.

She smiles, looks a little desolate, tone said: "Leng Xiaoli, I like you, since I was a child, even if you suddenly disappear from me, so many years, I still secretly like you. I even went to the army to find you. Even if I was hated by you, I didn't want to give up... "

"But All this is over from the beginning. You are you and I am me. My ridiculous infatuation will not hinder you any more. You don't need to say these words to show how much you hate me. Leng Xiaoli, in the future Please don't show up in front of me again... "

I wish We will never see each other again in our life

Shangguan Qianmian adds a sentence in her heart. I don't know if it's too affectable, which makes her tears fall down suddenly. Only one drop is held back by Shangguan Qianmian again.

Leng Xiaoli looks at her sad and lonely face, and listens to her flat tone, but her voice can't help trembling. She shakes and says these words. For a moment, her heart is like a knife, and her expression on her face is uncontrollable and slightly twitches. An unspeakable heartache and sadness spreads from her eyes.

Even if I told myself hundreds of times that he and she should never meet again or have any contact, when this sentence really came out of her mouth, it was like crushing his heart in an instant. It seemed that there was a hole in his chest, painful and lonely.

For a long time, Leng Xiaoli's lips moved slightly, and her voice was slightly hoarse, spitting out two words: "very good..."

Shangguan Qianmian's body trembled a little, and then laughed at him, and said in a relaxed tone: "in this case, please help me with the application for leaving the team. Thank you very much. I have something else to do. I'll go first. "

With that, she turned around, walked slowly to the door, and stretched out her hand to open it.

When she was about to step out, her steps stopped again. She didn't turn around, but said faintly: "in the future, I hope you're all right. Take care, little brother..."

Shangguan Qianmian finished his words and stepped out of lengxiao's home. The door "snapped" and closed, leaving lengxiao with the cold and loneliness of a room.

Her last parting words left him feeling restless for a long time.

He didn't expect that even after he had done so much harm to her and said so much harm to her, she could still say such parting words with him in a calm and beautiful way.

She was so free and easy, but so haggard that he couldn't help but feel pain. The place of his heart seemed to be torn open, with blood and flesh. The pain made him bend down, cover his heart, and want to shout. What's more, he wanted to open the door, chase out, tell her how much he loved her, tell her, He will never like anyone else in his life!

No matter what language he speaks, no matter what danger he is in, he doesn't want to care about anything now. He just wants to hold her tightly in his arms, even if he can only hold her at this moment, it's enough

But he can't, he can't be so selfish.

Maybe, she is suffering at this moment, maybe she has been suffering for a while, but one day, she will forget him, forget the pain, laugh again, accept another person who can be good to her freely, and live happily.

Without him, she would be safe and happy

Leng Xiaoli bent over and stood against the wall for a long time, then slowly straightened up. The corners of his eyes were a little wet, and there were too many painful spots and too many helplessness in the fundus of his eyes. When all this went down slowly, he just straightened his clothes a little, took a look at the picture frame that was still beside the TV cabinet, hesitated for a moment, walked over, picked it up, took out the pictures inside and stuck them to his chest He put it in his clothes, raised his head, restored his usual loneliness, and walked out of the apartment.

Shangguan Qianmian came out of Leng Xiaoli's apartment in a state of confusion. She did not dare to go back to her home. She was afraid that when she was alone, if she thought too much, she would fall into the extremely sad pain and could not be saved.

So she ran downstairs and knocked on Chiye's door. As soon as he opened the door, she said, "would you like to drink with me?"

Chi was stunned for a moment, hesitated for a moment, then nodded. He was a little embarrassed and said, "but I don't have any wine at home, and I don't have anything to drink... "

"Never mind, just call for takeout!" Shangguan Qianmian said as he opened the door and went in.

Take out? Chi is also a little stunned. Why didn't he expect that he didn't have to go out to buy anything now? Isn't it good to buy online or take out?

Suddenly feel the previous silly ran to find Shangguan Qianmian accompany him to the supermarket behavior stupid poor.

The takeaway boy soon brought a bundle of beer, a spicy duck neck and a spicy pickle.

Shangguan Qianmian seems to have nothing wrong with it. With a smile, he spread the stewed vegetables and duck neck on the table, opened the beer, took the cup from the pool, and poured one for each of them."This is my favorite duck neck and stewed vegetables. If you don't have one, try it. It's super delicious!" Shangguan Qianmian handed the chopsticks to Chi ye, put a disposable glove on him, grabbed a duck neck and bit it into his mouth.

The strong spicy and bittern fragrance filled her mouth at the same time. The rush and blow of the taste buds burst between her lips and teeth. Shangguan Qianmian poured a cold beer into her mouth at the right time. The smell of the wine continued the rush and blow, and the wine gas mixed with the spicy fragrance surged up from her mouth along her nose, which made her feel a little dizzy and grin.

Chi also felt that she was a little abnormal and could not help asking, "what's the matter with you, Miss Shangguan? Are you all right? "

Shangguan Qianmian waved her hand and said, "don't call me miss Shangguan, call me Shangguan Qianmian, Qianmian, Mianmian, whatever. Now we are brothers who have drunk wine together. Don't be so unripe!"

Chi also laughed and nodded: "OK, I'll call you Qianmian."

"Well, that's right! Come and have a drink Shangguan Qianmian raised his glass with a smile, touched it with Chi Ye's glass, and raised his head to drink it.

Pool also looked down at the glass of wine, but a little hesitant.

Seeing that he didn't drink, Shangguan Qianmian thought he didn't like wine, so he asked, "why, is wine not good for your appetite?"

"No No Chi also shook his head in a hurry, and then drank the wine from his hand. It seemed that he was in a hurry. Chi also coughed with his mouth covered.