The most critical problem, she suddenly chased out, stopped the doctor who had just left, and asked: "kidney source, haven't you found it yet?"

When the doctor heard the words, he stopped and saw that it was the woman who had just broken into the ward. He frowned slightly. However, he was still used to the emotions of the patient's family members. After all, they were relatives. They were confused when they were concerned. Sometimes they could understand that they lost their sense of propriety.

As a doctor, sometimes there are too many helplessness. When I chose the profession of doctor at the beginning, my original intention was still good, to cure all kinds of diseases in the world and to help the world.

But living in the present, too many factors make their original intention a little bit disintegrated. Personal family burden and public opinion make them do everything carefully

The patients and their families don't understand, and even the families of the patients who have different intentions. The frequent medical trouble in recent years, the pressure exerted by the hospital, and the family members' thousands of exhortations, in order not to let them go into prison one by one, let them become reality, gradually adapt to this society, and have a foothold in this society.

In the face of the patient's family members, as long as they don't touch the porcelain on purpose, they can understand that they are really worried about the patient and some of their emotions are out of control.

So they have seen so much about Su Nuan's behavior that they have already been used to it.

"Yes. If we find the kidney source, we won't put it off till now! "

Now the main problem is the kidney source. As long as the kidney source is found and the operation is performed in time, the hospital must also support it

After all, hospitals live under public opinion. Sometimes they can't stand public opinion, but most of the time they are promoted because of public opinion

A successful large-scale operation in a hospital is beneficial to the reputation of the hospital and doctors

But now let everybody headache, is cannot find the kidney source.

After hearing the doctor's words, Su Nuan frowned tightly again.

The doctor took a look at her, paused for a while, and then said: "that child... Time is tight, it's better to find the source of kidney in these two days..."

The doctor's words stop, but what should be known is known.

Su warm heart suddenly sink, and then watch the doctor helplessly sigh after leaving.

Suman came up, grabbed her arm and asked, "what did the doctor say?"

Su Nuan looks at Su man and tears out an ugly smile.

"... the doctor said... It's better to find the kidney source in these two days..."

Her voice was very low, and she looked at Suman dully, as if she wanted to see a little moving expression on Suman's face

Su man smell speech sink eyebrow, hold Su warm arm of hand tight tight tight, gave silent response.

Su Nuan turned his head and looked behind him. There were already some scattered people. The door of the ward had been closed. Su Nuan didn't dare to go near the ward any more.

That child will blame her and hate her.

She had a bad childhood. She knew the pain of Qian Junfeng's abandonment of their mother and son, but now she

Even though Qian Junfeng and Wang Min deserve what they deserve, is she going too far?

The child's childhood was already dark, but she added a little to it.

The strength on the arm suddenly increased again, "Su Nuan! It's not your fault! You don't force them to do things. The child's illness has nothing to do with you. What are you feeling guilty about? "

Suman's roar made Su Nuan's eyes twinkle. Although she said that, her heart

She should have some responsibility

Looking at Su Nuan's desperate eyes, Su man's eyes were faintly red. "I said I would not let you provoke them, but you are not convinced! Well, now that you've solved everything, you look like this again! Who are you sad to show? At that time, I lost my sight. I should never marry Qian Junfeng and let him take Wang Min to bully him. I didn't protect you and let Qian Junfeng and Wang Min treat you like that! If you want to say that the source of all this is my fault, it's all my fault. I'm the one who deserves to die. What does it have to do with you? "

"Mom?" Su Nuan is frightened by Su man's words and interrupts her in shock, "what are you talking about?! What does it have to do with you? "

"What does that have to do with you? What's wrong with you now? Su Nuan, do you know that even if you show a little bit of negative emotion because of past events, the more I feel guilty. I don't want to have anything to do with the people and things related to Qian Junfeng in the past, but you don't listen to me. Now I finally get rid of Qian Junfeng, but you have to care about his son! If you didn't want to, don't do that! In the end, not only did you not let go, but you became more and more confused. "

"What do you want? How can things be so protracted? "

Sulman was angry, angry and wronged. Tears rolled in his eyes and fell from the corner of his eyes.

She doesn't care about anything. Her only thought is on Su Nuan. Now Su Nuan's virtue, how can she be better?

"No, no procrastination, no guilt, I just care about myself! Mom, I'll be fine in the future. Don't think about it any more... "

Su man seldom shed tears. This time, Su Nuan saw her shed the most tears, as if to accumulate all the tears she should have shed in her first half of her life.

Su Nuan was more or less flustered, holding Su man and comforting her incoherently

"... I know you are kind, and that child looks really pitiful, but if there is no way, there is no way. You can care, but you can't care. You can't do anything, you know?"

"..." Su Nuan nodded silently.

The child

She really can't help it now.

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Later, Su Nuan heard that the child was transferred to the intensive care unit that evening. Now the only way is to wait for the kidney.

Su Nuan couldn't sleep until more than ten o'clock in the evening. Xu Jun and Su Nuan didn't appear again before she fell asleep.

Until late at night, he gently opened the door of the ward and went in.

Looking at the sleeping people on the hospital bed, Xu Jun and his eyes twinkled with complex

Even now, he doesn't know how to tell her.

He didn't want to take risks. If he told her the truth and told her the initial reason, would she accept it? If not, would she leave?

But she should also know that as long as he says no, she can't leave.

But I don't know why I feel uneasy.

He didn't want to be in such a state between them. Every second he worried that she would leave. She was clearly by his side, but she was thinking about how to leave him!

Wait and let him think

"Here you are."

Xu Junyu's body suddenly froze, and the people on the bed still closed their eyes, but the voice was actually from Su Nuan