Lu Qichuan leaned on the bed and looked at the sentence above. He was quite self-conscious.

Danggui: are you there?

Confused: Yeah.

Angelica: have you ever thought about going back to that person

Lu Qichuan's hand pauses on the screen, but he doesn't dare to slide down. Maybe it's because he doesn't dare to see the answer.

[confused: I can't go back.

Angelica: you haven't tried.

Confused: I tried, but failed

Lu Qichuan

When did she try?

Why doesn't he know?

Angelica sinensis

Confused: he once had an accident, I said, as long as he can survive, no matter what price I pay, I can let go of the past, even if it is to let me and he apologize.

Confused: originally, death can really let a person see what she fears the most.

Confused: I still love him

Lu Qichuan holds the hand of mobile phone to fight slightly, finger pressed a trace on mobile phone.

Danggui: since you love him, why don't you come back to him?

Confused: because of love he dare not admit, because do not want to be hurt, really admit, but found, has hurt him to the depth.

Confused: Thank you for listening to me say so many words, these years, I have never said these words with people.

Danggui: because we don't know each other.

Confused: Yes.

Angelica: since it hurt him deeply, why not stay with him? Maybe he wants you to stay.

Danggui: and you promised to come back to him, didn't you?

Confused: I have a daughter.

Confused: a very obedient and clever little girl.

Confused: when she was protecting me in the hospital, I knew that it was not only his mother who could not accept me, but also myself.

Confused: because I am not qualified to be a mother at all

Lu Qichuan closed his eyes, and the degree of suffocation in his chest became more intense. When he was rescued in those years, what happened to him? When does God have to toss them?

Tan Chenxiao's last reply is that this afternoon, Lu sichen did not see these words. If she saw them, she would be very happy.

"Tan Chenxiao, Tan Chenxiao, your self righteous ability is really growing year by year." Lu Qichuan leaned on his pillow and laughed at himself.

Lu Qichuan thought, took his mobile phone, and then called brother Liu, let brother Liu come over.

Liu Ge Leng for a while, this year Lu always called him more time than usual. In the past, he asked about Tan Chenxiao once every six months?

I've called him twice a month.

When brother Liu came, it was already dark. Lu Qichuan was in his study. He went upstairs and knocked on the door

Lu Qichuan nodded slightly and asked brother Liu to come in. "Is there any big international art competition recently?"

Liu Ge Leng for a while, "Lu always want to participate?"

"Help Tan Chenxiao sign up." Lu Qichuan said directly.

Brother Liu was even more shocked. "Mr. Lu, Chenxiao has not painted for many years, and you know that."

"Help me contact the organizer, even if I don't participate, I want to be a judge." Lu Qichuan leaned on the back of his chair and looked at brother Liu with an incredible face. "Please contact me. I'll do the following things."

"No, can Chenxiao discuss it?" Brother Liu asked uncertainly, "she hasn't painted for several years. She hasn't been out of the house for several years."