23 A perfect curse tattoo

Yu Qiao back stiffened, unable to reply to Mo Lihua. He felt like cold water was thrown at him, waking him up on his current situation.

His mind was originally clouded with his great desire to just stop Mo Lihua and that man to be intimate.

Because of this desire, he has forgotten on a short span of time with Mo Lihua that he is not single that he has a girlfriend, so he is not supposed to be acting like a *sshole, a hindrance to his supposed sister's relationship and somehow ogling at her as well.

However, he is still happy, despite the guilt, especially after knowing that she still has not given up her innocence.

With great reluctance, Yu Quia lifted Mo Lihua away from him so she can sit properly. Distant enough so she won't feel his shamelessness.

Though he is only a man and he wants to make her realize something, it is still not right.

Before all his rationality turned into zilch, might as well put a distance between them as he cannot betray her innocent trust on him.

Yu Qiao cleared his throat averting his gaze away from Mo Lihua who is now looking at him blindly with confusion.

"When you love someone or wants someone, there are lots of reasons. Most of the time if its true, you cannot even explain it." Yu Qiao spoke in truth, as he is not aware as well, why he choose Zang Fei before.

Zang Fei fascinates him since before and he just feels that it is the right choice at that time to make her as his girlfriend. He also does not want to thread the line of the status of his love to his girlfriend now. As long as they are doing great, who knows what tomorrow will bring anyway.

"I am not saying you are doing everything wrong. However, there are still limits as well.Unless..." Yu Qiao cannot continue further after feeling the lump on his throat. He is supposed to say 'unless you want the man to be your legal husband', but he just does not have the energy to do so.

Yu Qiao started the car and drove towards their families house that is not so far away from the bar.

During the drive, Yu Qiao sometimes does side glances to Mo Lihua. After his last statement, she did not speak further and just bowed her head, both hands clenched into a fist on top of her thighs.

Mo Lihua also refused to speak further even after, they had entered the gates.He tried to get her attention multiple times, but he was just ignored.

Yu Qiao cannot help but question himself. 'Too much? I hope she understands at least what I am trying to say...' He tried to reassure himself.

The bungalow is owned by Yu Qiao's family and the people staying there are only the caretaker and gardener.

As soon as the car stopped, Mo Lihua immediately went out and walked blindly. This is not the first time she stayed on this bungalow, but that is still not enough for her to just walk around confidently without her glasses.

"Lihua hold on!" Yu Qiao exclaimed, quickly following behind Mo Lihua. She seems to not care anymore if she will eventually stumble upon something or hit a wall as she continued to walk blindly.

"I said hold on!" He repeated because instead of stopping, Mo Lihua walked faster."Stop! Where are you going?" He shouted when she continued to walk straight ahead.

Mo Lihua ignored Yu Qiao, her face looks so tired and exhausted. Add to the fact that she just recently cried, a lot, her appearance at this time looks so pitiful.

She continued to walk forward, with no definite plan as she just wants to stay away from Yu Qiao. Her heart cannot accept any more pain. If she fell on her knees, became bloody and injured because she is being stupid to walk blindly, much better.

Why? At least physical pain can heal quickly and it can be used as a distraction.

Probably she will get a tattoo as a reminder that she will never have a chance, ever to Yu Qiao's heart. That is forever just a sister."Death by sisterhood" sounds a perfect curse tattoo.

"Ah!" Mo Lihua exclaimed suddenly, feeling herself falling!