Chapter 145 - Smile

[smut alert, don't read if uncomfortable. Read at the end of smut alert.]

The more he penetrated inside me the more the pleasure intensified, my eyes rolled over and I felt the need to let it out with a loud moan. 

My muscles contracted in endurance as his thrusts continued until I couldn't take it anymore and I felt my stomach dropping over and turning as I reached my climax.

"It felt so good. I had never thought first times could be like this." I said out of breath as I managed to sit down and cover myself.

My arms felt a bit tired from supporting my weight so I rested for a big in that warm bed as he laid as well.

"They always feel this good with me." He whispered back.

[end smut]

The plane slowed down and landed half an hour later when we were already dressed up and there was no sign nor proof of what we had done.

Despite that, as soon as I realized we landed I blushed, worried that the pilot may have heard us.

Cameron soon read my preoccupation and smirked mischievously "don't worry he didn't hear us nor see us"

The thought of him reading my mind made me blush even more in shyness.

I clenched my teeth not to let the pilot's lip-read what I would say and then I whispered, "how can you be so sure about it?" My cheeks heated but he only was even more amused by my reaction.

"I am not sure about it." He commented shrugging, was he teasing me?

"Stop it!l I complained with a scolding tone of voice.

I fixed my dress and when I was ready he opened the curtains of that private suit and walked toward the exit of the plane.

The pilot opened the door but I made sure to keep my gaze down afraid that if I unconsciously met his gaze I would grow as red as a tomato.

Cameron was holding back the laughs. Amused by my shyness.

"Thank you, Kevin." He said but his gaze set on me, I hated him for some instants.

"We enjoyed the flight," Cameron smirked to me and I glowered at him and nudged him. He was teasing me!

"It was a pleasure to meet you, miss..."

The pilot stretched his hand and I shook it meeting his gaze only for some fractions of instants before flinching away.

"Lily Waldorf," I said.

"She is my girlfriend," Cameron said.

the pilot widened his eyes then he nodded and proceeded on opening the door to allow us to talk down.

"Do you think he heard you? He didn't seem so surprised to learn you are my girlfriend."

This time I stepped his foot in protest of his continuous teasing just in time before Kevin turned around. 

He tightened his eyes to endure the pain and then laughed.

He took my hand and we finally walked down.

I really loved how well Cameron and I got along, we had fun like two best friends, we talked about our past as If we knew for years and we fucked like two perverse teenagers.

Could I ask more than what I already had? I doubted so.

"I will let you know when we leave," Cameron told Kevin as we walked away.

"What will he do now?" I asked pointing at the pilot.

"I booked a hotel room for him that he will stay in waiting for me to call him when we want to leave" 

I grimaced curving the corners of my lips down astonished.

"Wow," I commented.

He shrugged, "well, I pay him a lot to keep himself available for me."

I wondered if his mania of having everything under control became a vice or something he got used to during the years as he lived as Cameron Collins.

I wondered how it felt to become miss Collins, if people would have been at my service and if I would like it.

My heart already dropped in my chest just to jump in my throat in joy and a smile grew on my lips as the image of me marrying him shaped in my mind.

Maybe it was too early to marry but I already liked the idea, I glanced at him with the smile still on my face.

"What are you smiling at?" He asked with a glimpse of a smile on his lips as well.

I was thinking of you and me together at the altar.

If only he knew, I wondered what he would have thought of such a crazy idea.

"I am smiling at us," I said, at my answer, he laughed slightly. 

"You're so in love." He said laughing but caressing my cheek.

He couldn't imagine how much I was indeed in love with him. So much that I even learned by heart the way he smiled. With four different grimaces of his lips, each one had a different meaning.

When he smirked mischievously his lips' corners moved up slowly and his pupils dilatated. On his chin formed a little almost imperceptible crease.

While when he smiled of circumstance - for instance when he introduced to clients or he gave work speeches - his smile affected his cheeks which raised upward but the smile didn't affect his eyes. 

Then there was a shy smile, the smile he put on whenever he forced a smile to hide his vulnerability to everyone but me. That smile was usually followed by a swallow and for some instant, he flinched his gaze to the floor before thinning his lips back to their place.

Then there was his most genuine sweet smile, the smile I fell in love with as soon as I first saw it. Which widened for his entire cheeks and his eyes thinned up in the smile. His entire face tendered at that innate gesture and from the cold strict impassible CEO, he turned in the sweetest man I had ever met. 

I just loved how that smile filled with love was only reserved to me and how with that smile his whole face was affected in the smile, his eyes even sparkled in a doting fondness and darkened at the same time, devouring me with lust in a combination of both the best words.