Chapter 121 - Worth It

[smut alert; don't read if uncomfortable]

I always hated sitting or laying on hard surfaces while being involved in sexual activities, because it was so uncomfortable that you end up waiting for it to finish as soon as possible. After all, then your back and your neck hurt more than the pleasure you're dimmed in.

But with Cameron, every pain was endurable and nothing compared to how great it was fitting our bodies together and having him inside me.

His hands were set on the table's edges, giving it a jolt as he slid slightly backward to thrust again.

My nails still dug in his skin, creating a red slight spot over his shoulders.

My breath hitched even more as his gaze leered through my body, I could feel him undressing me with his gaze. I laid naked in front of him even if I was still wearing clothing, naked of fears, of rules, of names to identify our story and of trust issues.

I stand there frozen as I let the satisfaction I was left in soak in, pushing me closer at my release at each thrust for the final sprint. There in that place where I just met my ex, in the oblivion of my past and my current present, I couldn't be happier to have chosen Cameron over Carl, and maybe his claim wasn't only physical but also 

territorial claiming me as his when he knew Carl could hear me. 

"Oh... my.." I moaned out in pleasure as the knot in my stomach entangled.

He slid out of me fast enough to release me onto the chair surface.

He quickly grabbed a handkerchief and cleared himself

Then he lifted his trousers back on as he gathered his breath. I lift my slip and my skirt back on and jumped down his desk.

I had to get home and change because I felt very dirty in those clothes.

When we gathered our breathes I chuckled shily as he pulled his hair back, I went To sit on the leather black sofa at the bottom of the room while I admired him clearing up the desk the chair and picking up a few objects that fell from the desk due to the slight earth shake we caused.

He turned his pc on and finally began to work, he answered a few calls and gave orders to the person speaking, with a calm smooth voice. 

Seeing him busy working made me realize he was born to be in that role. 

he did it so easily that it was like it was natural to him as if he didn't even need to put effort, it was just in his DNAs.

I smiled as I gazed at him immersed in his work, which was mainly calls and making sure his stonks were doing well and not climbing down, in case that happened he called someone and planned out another tactic which obviously worked. I heard him mentioning he earned about 10 thousand dollars in the few hours I spent then. 

I continued to watch him until he finished his job and stood up reaching me on the sofa. He bent down and closed his eyes waiting for my kiss. I kissed him so he pulled me by my hands and pulled me up.

"Let's go now, princess." he held my hand as we walked to the door. He slid the key out of the locker and they closed it when we both walked out.

As we walked in the corridor to reach the elevator, Andreas, his assistant, and his trusted friend who I still remembered from Las Vegas met my gaze. His eyes widened and his jaw dropped when he probably put two and two together and realized that we were more than friends and I was special to him.

He opened his mouth only to close it again speechless as his face grew paler in puzzlement.

"Andreas..." Cameron smiled to him, "I don't know if you remember Lily. The girl you first met in Las Vegas. We're dating."

His eyes got even wider than I thought they could get.

"W-Wait... what?" His eyebrows arched confused and he shook his head as if he just heard the most unreasonable thing he could ever hear.

"Yea." Cameron said, smiling at me, he then shrugged as if he couldn't help it, "she conquered me from the very start."

Andreas nodded, still confused and in shock. His gaze darted between me and then back to Cameron seeking answers he couldn't find.

The elevator opened so we waved at Andreas and walked inside.

When the door closed I chuckled lightly, "he seemed very in disbelief of what you just said." I said raising my eyebrow and smiling. It felt so great to feel special and deserve to be his first only girlfriend he ever had. Cameron Collins really loved me and he was showing it with facts to everyone. 

Cameron shrugged, he pulled his hair back, looking unconcerned about what Andreas may think. "He was confused because I had never officially dated someone in the decades we had known together."

I couldn't believe I was his first official girlfriend, I wondered what I did so special to deserve to be his first official girlfriend, at the same time I was slightly concerned. Because surely enough that new role in his life gave me many responsibilities and was unexplored by him so I had no guarantee he would be a good boyfriend and that our relationship may last long enough. 

Maybe my trust issues and his difficulties in opening up would soon damage our relationship and affect our love story but even if I had all those concerns, I still wanted to jump into this freshly new relationship with all myself.

I was ready for a fall and in case for my heart to be broken again because I knew this time I took things slowly and the potential hurt was worth it since nobody made me feel as alive as he did.