Chapter 117 - Tickles Of Love

[smut alert, don't read if uncomfortable]

Tickling and shivers running from different sides of my body, from my intimacy with a mixture of pleasure satisfaction, and a glimpse of pain whereas from the areas of my body that he explored with his experienced hand I felt protected and loved. 

It felt like everything else disappeared, my vision even blurred to focus on him, the person I wanted for the rest of my life bursting his gaze with mine as If I am worthy as If I am the object of his desire and he is finally putting his hands on it.

It wasn't the first time we were in that position yet, it always felt like it was the first time with him.

The pinching sensations emanating pleasure strokes all collided in my core and from there reached my heart.

I moaned out in pleasure, in life, in joy and gratitude. I felt alive. I could even feel him penetrating inside my bones, claiming them as his, taming every jolt I took under his control.

One more thrust and my eyes rolled over in pleasure, the jolt made my legs tremble but once again his grip intensified to keep me still in that uncomfortable position.

My back collided with the moan and a second thrust provoked another moan to escape from my lips. I could feel it growing in my throat and finding its way up to my lips.

"Are you alright?" He asked to make sure that time he wasn't hurting me. And I nodded, moving my fingertips who just began to tickle. 

Heavenly blessed me to lead me to meet him because I was sure the planets collided and our souls entwined together to form a perfect mixture.

I moaned out, even more, I had never felt this satisfied and so much pleased, that the imminent urge to release already knocked inside me. 

I refused it by contracting my inner muscles and holding myself back. 

He thrust even more fastly enough to indulge me to struggle even more to contain myself. 

It felt so good but at the same time, it was so hard to resist.

I moaned out once again, he was still carrying me as if I was light as a feather but his arm muscles tensed to the point I unconsciously clung onto his shoulders for support.

My hands diverted into his hair and soaked in as I moaned once again. Wearing his lotion and sweat as a result of the gratitude it felt to have him inside me.

His hands went to cup my bra and squeezed it before trailing down my curves and grabbing my booty.

I never felt more loved in his two big hands grabbing me, not judged nor fearing of his judgment about my flaws.

I felt flawless because he never failed in making me feel loved and admired.

Another moan escaped from my mouth and he turned around to help me pin down the bed as he climbed on top of me and kept thrusting even more strongly now that he could put his energies focused on me.

He groaned as he took a few steps to reach the bed and gently pinned me down there. 

"I love you, Lily." He said as soon as he penetrated in me once more. 

His thrusts resonated around the room, echoing between the walls matching the pleasure strokes pulsing through my veins.

Every nerve synchronized in the same sensation of euphoria and excitement, spreading love in every possible way.

"I love you." He said again, and his voice this time made my legs shake in a different way, it was due to the sound of the words I love you penetrating inside my bones. 

And just like that I came, exploding in joy and enthusiasm. 

We both released and then climbed on top of the bed to gather our breaths. 

I leaned my head on the pillow and pushed him closer to me.

I caressed his cheek, which was warm and slightly red. His breathing was still heavy and short. Our gazes burned into each other and he sighed contemplating each feature of my face.

"Two days ago was October 10, that date always affects me negatively because it reminds me of some negatives memories I lived as a kid."

My hand stopped on his chin when he bent down and kissed my fingers, "I usually stay alone on that day and ignore everyone because I don't want to be seen in that condition." He continued, the questions I wanted to ask him getting stuck on the tip of my tongue afraid to fly away because I didn't know if he would be ready to answer and face the past again.

"Do you need to talk?" I asked him, trying to sound less pressuring and more patient.

He nodded slightly, "I do. But I am not ready. For the next years, please do not come to my house that day."

He said next year which meant he saw a future with me, all of a sudden I was cheered up by his choice of words, and the fact he didn't open up wasn't so demoralizing because I knew he loved me.

"I will remember it, thanks for letting me know." I caressed again his cheek and then kissed him, he turned around having my lips meet his, and stole me a kiss.

"I have a not-so-busy day at work today, would you like to come with me and keep me company?" My heart skipped a beat in the joy of the moment.

"Of course I do." I smiled excitedly.

I pulled him up looking forward to meeting his coworkers his friends and getting introduced as his girlfriend.

"We have still one hour then, I will change meantime." He walked to the bathroom gesturing me to follow him as my stomach knotted in anticipation at the excitement. 

My heart exploded in my chest, I wondered how it felt to be officially Cameron's Collins girlfriend but I was going to find out soon.