Chapter 63 - Opening Up

"I do, Cameron gave me the address I will make sure to come to check on the cars." He said confidently.

"I will be honored to have you as a client." I smiled, tried to sound less nervous than I was.

My nervousness wasn't due to the client but due to Madison. She put me in a situation so complicated and I couldn't even ask Joanna or my sister since I am not supposed to tell anyone that we're seeing each other.

Nicholas cheered us and then walked back to the Lamborghini making me take a deep breath.

"What's going on with you?" Cameron asked as soon as our client walked away.

Even if I knew he was going to ask, the question still surprised me and took me aback.

I took a deep inner breath and blinked a few times.

I slipped the note out of my pocket and held it in front of his eyes.

His facial expression grew paler, his eyes widened and his jaw tensed.

He knew that number by heart.

"The girl from the party... Madison came here and told me to call her to talk."

He was probably contracting every nerve of his body not to let the disconcert touch him and not to lose the patience.

"Lily." He said after a brief silence.

"I guess we should talk about that later. But please make me a favor and don't call her. I will tell you everything." He whispered, gawking at me with a weird pleasing gaze. For the first time since I had met him, he seemed he was struggling to keep calm.

I nodded, "of course. We have time." I said as I offered him a smile to calm him.

Seeing my smile his face relaxed and he quietly took another long breath.

Three hours later the event was over and we helped the trackmen to remove everything, then we called a breakdown lorry to get the cars back to my company.

About half an hour later we finally remained alone, Cameron took a long inner breath.

"So I guess we have to talk." He said, heading to his car and opening the door for me.

I got in there and waited for him to start.

"Madison was one of my first girlfriends, I also had rules with her. She was a good girlfriend, always made me feel right and respected the situation.

But the more we dated the more she lost the control and got attached, she started to become obsessive about me. She visited my father's house secretly, did researches on my past and in a matter of few months everyone in my family knew I was dating. That's one of the things I hated mostly, when people disobey my rules but even more when they involve my relatives. I went home one day and they talked to me about her all the time. When I broke up with her for behaving like that she never accepted the break up snd threatened me to make everyone know about my secrets and to ruin my career. She even stalked me and introduced to all my friends as my girlfriend."

Why would she do something like that? I guessed her reaction was very impulsive and exagerated even if she was in love.

Even if I understood she probably had the best intentions in mind and that he was so scared to develop a genuine bond with girls, maybe he was concerned I would end up threatening his career just like Madison.

I would never do that, If I was capable to be that cruel I would have already ruined Carl's careeer or his relationship with his lover.

"I am so sorry," I said, and I truly was for even thinking of calling her instead of asking him. Maybe she should have made up the entire situation or would have told to Cameron.

"It's not your fault." He said, covering my hand with his own and entwining our fingers together.

"She is very smart and knows me very well. She probably sensed there was something special about you and that I care about you more than I care about the other girls and she is jealous." He shook my hand.

I smiled, "Is that true? Am I more special than the other girls you had?"

He nodded to my question. 

"You are, Lily Waldorf. I can't stop thinking about you and I hate that as much as I love it."

I climbed on his legs and sat on his lap facing him.

"Can you say it again? I want to hear better." I pulled my fingers in his head and massaged it.

He took my hand and pushed it against his right pectoral, which was hard at the touch. He pressed against it allowing me to hear the pulsing of his heart fast and steady against the palm of my hand.

"Can you hear it now?" He whispered. 

I nodded, leaning forward to kiss him, causing his heartbeat to get even faster and loud.

The kiss intensified and our tongues brushed together in a soft rough kiss, he pulled more strongly and my back crashed against the car's steering wheel. But it didn't hurt, the euphoria and lust made me pant instead.

I moaned in his mouth as he bit my bottom lip, "you're the only one who can do this to me, Lily." He began to kiss my neck, leaving a wet stroke upon it.

"Wanna spend the weekend with me? I have a house in the hills, we can go there."

The third house he let me visit, was that a sign?

"Yes." I smiled, "that sounds like an amazing idea."

5 days till the weekend but I already couldn't wait. A smirk curved his lips.

"Can I sleep in your house then?" I asked. Silence fell in as soon as the question left my lips and for some instant, I regretted having asked, I hoped he wouldn't retreat or change his mind.

"Yes, Lily Waldorf. You can even sleep in my car if you want. Fuck that rule." 

My heart filled with joy, I set my hand on his neck and pressed our lips against each other once again.