Chapter 679

Ye Yi doesn't refuse. Yan Wenqian and he put the white chrysanthemums in bundles in front of the tombstone.

When they are all set up, Yan Wenqian reaches out her hand to Ye Yi: "we are both survivors. Let's make a friend."

Ye Yi holds Yan Wenxi's hand and nods.

Yan Wenxi asked, "I don't know your name yet?"

"Lu yeyi!" Ye Yi said.

Having been called Ye Yi for so many years, I almost forget my surname Lu.

He looked up at the sky, and looked at the tombstone, all, is really over! He no longer has to bear hatred!

I want to cry, but I don't want to lose face.

Yan Wenqian red eyes, said: "no shame, every time I come here, I cry once, and it will be good after crying. The dead are gone, and the living must continue to live. If there are souls in the world, they will hope that we will have a good life. "

"Yes Ye Yi's eyes are a little red, too.

He didn't want to stay here any longer, so he said to Yan Wenxi, "please have a light meal."

Yan Wenxi nodded: "good."

In a relatively simple restaurant, ye Yi hands the menu to Yan Wenxi to order.

After Yan Wenxi ordered, she poured tea for ye Yi thoughtfully.

Then two people chat.

Yan Wenxi talks about her life experience. She can't control her emotions. The more she says, the more sad she gets

"Sometimes I think, fortunately they sent me out at the beginning, otherwise, I might not have escaped the disaster. Sometimes I think, a family died together, probably also happy. Every time I come to see them, my pain increases by one point. I always think, no matter how hard it is, why should I be thrown away? I don't even have a name. "

Ye Yi comforted her: "don't be sad. It's all over. Look ahead! You also said that if there is a soul, they will want us to have a good life. "

Yan Wenxi was still sad: "you just asked me whether I was Lu Xinmei or Lu Xinlan? I was thinking, at the beginning, did I have a name? Will they name me Lu Xinzhu or Lu Zhaodi? Can it be Lu Zhaodi? "

"I should hate them, but I find that I can't hate them at all. I just want them to live well. Even if they give me away, I love them, and I want them to live. When I think about it, my elder sister is only a few years old, and my younger brother can't walk yet, they are under the collapse of the building, which makes me feel uncomfortable. Wu Wu... "

Ye Yi doesn't know how to comfort him any more. His heart seems to be pressing on a stone. This is also the reason why he did not dare to come to the cemetery often for so many years.

First, I don't want to arouse anyone's suspicion. Second, I really dare not face it.

Far away from the cemetery, he can live heartlessly, once close to that place, his heart will become suffocated.

Twenty years later, the scene of the collapse of the building was always fixed in his mind, always so clear, no matter how long the time passed, there was no trace of ambiguity.

He will always remember that when he went out to pick up the ball, his mother yelled after him: "Yi'er, be careful, don't fall, come back after picking up the ball, don't stay outside, it's dark, I'm afraid there are bad people..."

Never thought, simple care, but became a farewell, became a last word. He will always remember his mother's tender and loving eyes when she looked at him

Yan Wenxi was lying on the table, crying out of breath.

Ye Yi sighed helplessly, stretched his hand and patted her on the back: "don't cry, it's all over."

Yan Wenxi raised her head and her eyes were red: "I don't know why I want to cry, but I feel very sorry. I have never seen what they look like. I can only imagine that my two elder sisters must look very much like me when I was a child

"Don't cry."

"Well, don't cry!" Yan Wenxi raised her head and tried not to cry.

She looks at Ye Yi's repressed look and feels sad again: "I don't know if I'm old and I don't have the toughness and stubbornness of my youth. When I was young, seeing other parents abandon their children, I always gritted my teeth and said that if it was me, I would never forgive. But it's not so easy for me. Every time I come to the cemetery, I only have heartache... I want them to live, even if they don't recognize each other all their lives. "

"It's not that I'm old, but that I've seen more and lived more clearly and cherished more." Ye Yi pats Yan Wenxi on the back.

How could he not? The more you grow up, the more painful it is!

When he was a child, he quietly watched the staff put one ashes box after another into the cemetery. He just cried and felt that he was too poor. Since then, he has been alone and has no parents.

The older he grew, the less courage he had to come to the cemetery. He has understood the difficulty of life and how to cherish it, but time can never go back. His parents, forever buried in the ground, only a pile of bones. He didn't even have a chance to be filial.

When the waiter served, ye Yi said with red eyes, "let's have a meal. I'll take you to a place."

"Where to?" Yan Wenqian's nasal voice is very heavy, but she picks up chopsticks according to her words.

"Just follow me."

"Well."

Two people eat together.

I don't have much appetite, so I force myself to eat.

As Yan Wenxi ate, her tears began to roll out again.

Ye Yi sighed and quietly lowered his head to eat, which was tasteless.

Yan Wenxi was really sad. He said, "let's go. I'll take you now."

After paying, ye Yi takes Yan Wenxi away.

Came to a children's paradise.

Yan Wenxi was surprised: "this?"

Ye Yi bought two tickets and took Yan Wenxi in: "come here and relax! You imagine that you are just a child and should not bear so much. Put everything away and enjoy the simplicity and happiness of the moment

Yan Wenxi looked at all kinds of things, very embarrassed.

"No?" Asked Ye Yi.

"No Yan Wenxi said.

It suddenly occurred to her that she didn't seem to have a childhood.

Her adoptive parents are also from the countryside. She grew up in the countryside when she was young. It's a place called Yanjia village, about 10 kilometers away from Lujia village.

It was not until last year that her adoptive parents moved to live with her when she bought a house with a mortgage in Tianjin.

My brother is still in the countryside, growing strawberries and raising pigs.

Although her family was poor, she was very lucky. Because her adoptive parents really treat her as their own daughter, and her brother also treats her as his own sister. When my brother was a child, he took her everywhere he went, playing marbles and rolling iron rings with his little friends, all with her.

"Go and play, and forget all your troubles!" Ye Yi said.

After losing his parents, he had a long dark time.

In those days, there was no light in his world.

Jason gave him food, and then told him that the boy had to live on his own, the boy had to work hard.

Jason agreed with him that when he was 16 years old, he would come to see him and leave him a small sum of money. After that, Jason left, saying that he hoped he would not starve to death when he was 16 years old.

He tried to live with hatred.

Later, he deliberately intruded into Huo Dongcheng's world. He told Huo that his parents were both dead and lived in relatives' home. In fact, he didn't.

He has always been a person.

A lonely person.

Looking back, he didn't know how he came over those years. Probably, it's hatred.

When he was seven years old, Jason pointed to the door of the Huo family and said to him, "son, remember, it was the Huo family that killed your relatives and all the relocated households in your village. You have to work hard and grow up to avenge your family. You must do your best, or your parents will die in vain! "

"Ha ha!" Ye Yi gives a cold smile.

"What's the matter with you?" Yan Wenqian looks at Ye Yi in surprise.