Chapter 667

Inpatient Ward.

Xu ran woke up.

Seeing Xiao Qin, she was very sorry: "Dr. Xiao, I'm sorry for the trouble. I'm... A little out of control. "

"Never mind! Are you hungry? What would you like to eat? " Xiao Qin asked.

Xu ran shook his head: "not hungry."

"You have to eat, too. A person should follow two principles in his life!" Xiao Qin didn't say anything after that.

Xu ran couldn't help asking, "which two principles?"

Xiao Qin said: "do what you want to do and what you should do. It's what you want to do that you miss your parents. Eating and living are what you should do

Xu ran suffered again, and his tears fell down.

Xiao Qin didn't think she was hypocritical either. She said patiently, "rice should be eaten, but you can choose what to eat. Missing your parents is what you want to do. You can also choose the way to miss them. "

Xu ran Meng raised his head and looked at Xiao Qin with bright eyes. With the light of hope, he seemed to hope for his own salvation.

Her voice trembled a little: "I... Can I choose the way?"

Xiao Qin said: "in those years, after my teacher died unexpectedly, I lived in pain and remorse for a long time."

Xu ran looks at Xiao Qin. She always wanted to ask Xiao Qin about her similar experience, but Xiao Qin didn't say it. She couldn't keep asking. Unexpectedly, he would take the initiative to speak.

Xiao Qin fell into memories: "the night before my teacher's accident, we were still staying up late to discuss artificial organs. For many years, we dissected corpses and sewed them together. He was only seven years older than me, but he had high medical attainments. He did little else except to study medicine.

His devotion makes me envious, and his grand ideal is beyond my reach. He is just like a lamp in my life. Whenever I want to slack off, I see him shining brightly in a far place. I dare not stop when I see him. Excellent people work harder than me. What qualifications do I have to be lazy?

I always thought that he might become the youngest Nobel Laureate in medicine, because in medical research, he has not only talent, but also solid theory, practice and perseverance. But an accident ruined everything. He... Died saving people! He traded his own life for someone else's

Xu ran looked at Xiao Qin and waited for him to continue.

Xiao Qin said: "a girl committed suicide, jumped into the river, he immediately jumped down to save people, people saved back, he was gone. When the body was brought up, I had always hoped for a miracle, but he... Would never come back. "

Xiao Qin choked a little.

Xu ran also cried. She clenched her lower lip and said, "if one day I can't live, I won't jump into the river." She will definitely choose a way of death that does not involve others.

Xiao Qin seemed to see through Xu Ran's mind. He looked at her closely with a pair of eyes: "change a way of death, free yourself. Who cares about you?"

Xu ran didn't dare to look Xiao Qin in the eyes and quickly avoided it.

"Later, for a long time, I was depressed," Xiao said. I know, my depression is probably not as good as you, because I died a mentor, is a friend, you lost, is the parents. I regret that we had a huge dispute when we dissected and discussed together the day before, but I haven't had time to apologize to him. "

When Xu ran heard this, her heart was suffocated, and she felt very uncomfortable. She is the same. She had a quarrel with her mother the night before, and she hasn't had time to apologize.

"I didn't dare to face his body until he was buried," Xiao said

Xu Ran's heart was even more suffocated, and she felt deeply, as if she had gone through life and death again, and the pain of losing her parents. Her face was pale, and her whole body was a little cramped. She was forced to hold on, and her breathing was painful.

Xiao Qin looked at her and said, "however, as long as you are brave, you can step over anything, no matter how high or difficult it is. I lost sleep for a long time, and I've been trying to fulfill his last wish. I think I'll have the face to see him only after I fulfill his last wish. "

"And then?" Xu Ran's eyes were full of tears, and her pale face was full of tears. She looked at Xiao Qin closely, as if holding the last straw. She wanted to know how Xiao Qin came out? Because her condition is as like as two peas of Xiao Qin, she also wants to fulfill her mother's last wish, so she has always accepted her aunt's arrangement, and she wants to find a suitable one as soon as possible and then go to her parents' cemetery.

Xiao Qin said: "later, I had the cheek to see him. I told him that I couldn't achieve his last wish, because my talent and ability were not as good as him and her, and I couldn't be as good as him. However, no matter how bad I am, I want to continue to make friends with him. About that night, I solemnly say sorry to him! After I apologized to him, I found that I was understood as a whole. My pressure in the heart of the stone suddenly put down, I hold his tombstone tears, but I am relaxed.

Xu ran, be brave! Your parents love you very much and they will forgive you. They just want to see you do well. What can't you face them with? "

Xu ran shook his head: "I can't! I don't deserve it

"You are their daughter, you are not worthy, who else is worthy?"

Xu ran kept crying and shaking his head.

Xiao Qin looked at her and encouraged her: "be brave, I'll go with you! You need to say sorry to your mother and tell her that you're doing well so that they don't worry about you! "

Xu ran looked at Xiao Qin, a little want to go, but dare not.

"Let's go! I'll stay with you Xiao Qin encouraged Xu ran.

He reached out to her.

The ghost makes a difference, Xu ran puts his hand into Xiao Qin's palm.

Xiao Qin held her hand and continued to encourage her: "Xu ran, you can, you are the best, come on!"

As if inspired, Xu ran got up from the bed.

Because of her poor sleep and poor diet for a long time, she was tired both physically and mentally. In addition, she had just been tossing about, and her body began to shake after she came down.

Xiao Qin holds her hand, supports her and makes her stand firm.

"Come on, it's all over. You need to tell them what you want to say and do! Tell them you love them even when they're gone Xiao Qin said.

Xu ran nodded forcefully: "well."

Accompanied by Xiao Qin, Xu ran went to the cemetery. As soon as she saw the photos of her parents, she burst into tears.

She was on her knees, crying. She crawls over, hugs her parents' tombstone, and even touches it with her head.

Xiao Qin watched and let her vent.

He guessed that she had been depressed for a long time.

She needs to be completely released like this!