Chapter 543

***

Time flies. I have known Huo Jinyang for more than three years. We have been in love for two years. In the past two years, we have known each other, loved each other and stayed together. He is gentle and considerate to me, and takes good care of me. Thank you for his tolerance and love. I believe more and more that we can stay together for a lifetime! PS: I started to send my resume today, happy!

***

Dad is critically ill! Such a sudden, sad heart, speechless! Looking back on the road, I found that in the past three years, I spent too little time with my father. I'm so unfilial! Dad, you must be better.

***

Today is national day, the day of universal celebration. However, there is only heavy rain in my world, the heavy rain from the collapse of the sky, my father died and left me forever. I took dad's hand and begged him not to leave. However, I saw his eyes closed little by little until he could not open any more. I know that he does not want me, just as I do not want him.

Dad, this life, too hard. My mother died early, and he took care of me as a father and a mother. When the close relatives left, they finally understood how heavy it was to be supported but not to be loved. I'm sorry, Dad. I'm sorry. If there is an afterlife, I'll be your mother, I'll take care of you, please be good in heaven. certain!

September 6, 1990, sunny.

It's been a year. Regret filled me, I thought I could not live out, but, I did not die, I still have breath, I still linger.

I didn't see Jin Yang again for a year. I thought there must be another girl beside him.

But, no, he has been waiting for me. In this year's time, he did not often get together, he said he would give me time. Now, almost a year, he wants me to be strong. The dead are gone, the living should be stronger and braver. If my father-in-law is alive in heaven, he will also hope that I will have a good life.

He called his father as his father-in-law. At that moment, how did he hit my soft heart! We made up, I'm sorry, I'm not a good daughter, I'm not a good girlfriend, but I will work hard, I really will work hard!

Huo Dongcheng looks at Guan Yao's diary and sees a woman who attaches great importance to love and righteousness, struggling in the emotional world.

He turned back quickly.

October 22, 1991, light rain.

An autumn rain, a cold! The light rain in this season makes people cold all over.

A strange woman broke into my world and let me leave Jinyang.

I don't want to!

She said I had no relationship with Jinyang, she said I would kill Jinyang.

I don't believe it!

However, her determined and threatening eyes scared me and made me cold all over. What should I do? Do you want to tell Jin Yang?

October 30, 1991, sunny.

It's sunny, but it's still cold. This week I'm very worried. However, seeing Jin Yang happy, I don't want to tell him what happened that day, so as not to spoil his mood.

I think I'm still too weak. For love, I want to be brave. I have nothing. What can I be afraid of?

It was sunny on November 1, 1991.

Today's mood is like the sun in the sky. The second screenplay sold well, Jin Yang said. As long as I maintain a high-quality screenplay every year in the future, I will soon become a rich man. I don't have the ambition to be rich, but I want to try to stand beside him.

I hope that one day when we get married and come into his world, people who know him will smile and say to him, "your wife is very talented and her play is great.". Not that your wife is so beautiful!

November 3, 1991, overcast.

Today is a very terrible day. Jinyang had a car accident. Fortunately, he was not in danger. He was only scratched.

The woman, once again, found me and warned me to leave. He said that this is a warning. If he does not leave Jinyang, he will be killed next time.

The woman warned me that if I dare to tell Huo Jinyang, I will kill him immediately.

Shaking with fear, I asked who she was? She didn't tell me. I asked her if she wanted to marry Jinyang, and she said she didn't like such rubbish.

I went crazy and asked her why she wanted to break us up? She sniffed, saying that the Huo family did not deserve love.

Huo Dongcheng can't wait to see it. He wants to know, who is the woman who let Guan Yao leave her father? Could it be a mother?

No, my mother's cowardly nature can never do anything threatening.

Continue to read the diary:

November 19, 1991, rain.

I had a big fight with Jin Yang, but he didn't quarrel with me at all. He asked me what happened, and I said I would break up with him. He kept asking me what happened, and I said I had enough of him. When I saw the injury in his eyes, my heart ached beyond measure. But, I don't want him to be busy!

December 28, 1991, heavy snow.

I dare not face Jinyang any more. I broke the jar. I found his mother and asked her for 500 million yuan. Let his mother think I'm greedy. I also want to disappoint him.

In the end, his mother gave me a check for 50 million. I saw the disappointment in his mother's eyes. My heart aches so much that I leave with a check in a hurry. I thought she would be my mother-in-law!

Heavy snow, soon fell all over, I took the check, heart to heart cool. I would like to give Jinyang a call, let him accompany me to see snow, let him hold my hand, walk with me to Baitou.

The phone rings. It's Jin Yang. I dare not answer it. During this period, he would call me every day.

Hesitated for a long time, I picked up his phone, I said, I am too tired, we never see!

In the spring of 1992.

This winter seems to be very long. Spring is coming, but the cold is still biting.

Jin Yang is going to get married. He is the daughter of the Tang family.

The media reports almost every day, and I know he's not happy. Because in the face of the media, he no longer has such an elegant smile. However, we really can't beat fate!

I probably don't deserve love. Jinyang, you must be happy, you must be happy!

March 1, 1992, sunny.

It seems that the earth began to wake up at this time, and finally had some spring temperature.

Jin Yang and Tang Sujie are both in the same family. It is said that Huo has signed several large orders. I suddenly felt that my heart didn't hurt so much. As long as he is happy, all is well!

March 2, 1992, rain.

I never thought that that woman would appear in my world again.

I asked her angrily what else she wanted to do?

This woman unexpectedly put forward such unreasonable request to me, she let me have a Jinyang child.

I would never have done such a thing.

She asked me to sleep with Jin Yang, the best smooth pregnancy, otherwise, she not only Jin Yang died, but also Jin Yang's mother died.

I don't believe it. I yell at the woman. I want to die with her.

The woman took a watch and put it in front of me. It was the daily itinerary of Jin Yang and his mother. She made a clear investigation of where they would go.

Looking at such a itinerary, my heart kept beating, I was so scared, I could only promise her.

I went to Jinyang, I said I'm leaving, I want the last night. Jin Yang first scolded me, and finally agreed. We were lingering, and he begged me not to leave him. I saw him cry. The first time I saw him cry, my heart ached and my breath was suffocated. I don't want to, I can't!

I decided that if that woman showed up again, I would take her and die together. I just want Jinyang to live happily!