Chapter 777

I never felt this time in my dream.

Before, Xiao zetao's face was always clear, and the feeling of touch was so ethereal, but today it was a completely different feeling. She couldn't see the man's face clearly, but she could clearly smell his breath, and even the feeling in her hand was so real.

As if the images in the dream came again and again, Su Huixin hugged the neck of the person in front of her and asked softly: "Tell me, why do you have feelings for three years? If you say you don't, you won't. Even if you use toys for three years, you still have feelings when you lose them, but why can you be so unfeeling? It took me five years and I couldn't forget you. How can there be such a big difference between men and women?"

Su Huixin's questioning made Xiao zetao's hand tighten slightly. He knew that no amount of explanation was meaningful, because he was really ashamed of Su Huixin. He had no other words except to stick it near her ear and say "sorry".

Su Huixin fell on his shoulder. It was the feeling of being away for a long time. She was so greedy.

Perhaps it was because in her dream that she dared to act so recklessly and asked so plainly. In the daytime, she couldn't even get close, because now, as before, Xiao zetao has a wife around her, and she still has hatred in her heart. It's better to see each other.

It's different in the dream. After all, it's not the real him. At least she doesn't have to worry about being scolded.

"You won't come back, will you?" Su Huixin asked with tears.

Su Huixin won't ask this during the day, and even if Xiao zetao is willing to come back, it depends on whether Su Huixin is willing to accept it.

The man wasted nearly ten years of her time, and her heart was also contradictory.

One side is love, the other is hate.

Love, so you can be single for five years and don't involve too much with other men.

But hate also made her heart always have the knot that couldn't be untied. If it wasn't for this sudden dream, how could she let go of the so-called hate and say what she wanted to say.

Xiao zetao didn't answer. After a moment of silence, he patted Su Huixin on the shoulder and said, "you have a good rest."

Seeing that he seemed to be leaving, Su Huixin hugged him, "don't go. I really miss you. Don't go..."

Su Huixin blushed and her eyes were half open and half closed. She was trying to retain Xiao zetao with all her strength. Xiao zetao knew that she wouldn't talk to him like this if she wasn't drunk.

But without this drunkenness, how could he know that Su Huixin still retains his love for him.

He thought she hated him.

"OK, I won't go first." Xiao zetao sat back again. Su Huixin was relieved, closed her eyes and leaned against Xiao zetao's shoulder, raising a faint smile on her lips.

"You know what? I once thought that when you handled the Xiao family's affairs, we could be together without any trouble. At that time, I thought that even if there were great difficulties, I wouldn't cry hard and tired, and I would certainly stick to it." Su Huixin didn't know what she thought, and seemed to recall the good moment at the beginning, "If our child were still alive, he would be ten years old now."

Speaking of this, Su Huixin paused slightly, but these were all ideas and extravagant hopes. Now she had nothing. She could only hold Xiao zetao in her dream and say two words. When she woke up, she was still alone.

Xiao zetao himself didn't say much. He just kept silent and hugged Su Huixin. In fact, he drank a lot today. After all, he rarely came back to attend such activities, so there were a lot of toasts, but his volume must be greater than Su Huixin. The soft voice of the woman in his ears and the occasional low cry made his eyebrows tightly frown together.

Su Huixin suddenly felt her lips covered. The five-year window period made her a little confused about such actions, but she was very used to opening her mouth slightly.

The breath gradually deepened, and Su Huixin's body began to tremble gently. Why did this dream develop towards a stupid dream, but she didn't want to refuse at all.

Five years ago, her body was basically trained by Xiao zetao to be very sensitive. In recent years, when she lived alone, she didn't think about it, but whenever she had the idea, she was very restrained and patient.

Su Huixin is gradually drunk in this dream. If she can, she really doesn't want to wake up

The morning sunshine spilled into the bedroom through the window screen. Su Huixin opened her eyes a little hard. She felt that her head was about to crack. The feeling of being sour and soft after drinking made her very uncomfortable.

But Su Huixin was shocked by the scene in front of her. She stared at the man lying beside her. What's the matter?

Xiao zetao felt something moving. Then he opened his eyes and was slapped first.

Su Huixin grabbed the quilt and moved back a few steps. Her eyes were red and asked, "how can you do this?"

Xiao zetao was stunned. When he saw Su Huixin's face ready to cry, his anger disappeared. He sat up and rubbed his head. He whispered, "I had a little wine last night, too. I couldn't help it. I'm sorry."

Su Huixin's legs hurt a little. She didn't even know how long she had done last night to have such a result today. When she heard the words "can't hold back", her face turned red. "What do you think of me? Get out of here! I don't want to see you!"

Xiao zetao opened the quilt and got up to dress, but a moment later he turned and asked Su Huixin, "don't you really want to see me?"

Su Huixin didn't know what she said last night. Her face turned pale again, and tears kept pouring out, "You're out of wedlock... You know what? You want me to answer that I want to see you? And then have an affair with you? Xiao zetao, I misunderstood you... No, I should say that I've always misunderstood people, but I'm too stupid."

Su Huixin's most inexplicable thing now is that Mingming Xiao zetao took his wife to the scene. Why did his wife allow him to send him back?

But this is not what she can care about. Now she is ashamed and angry. She just wants to find a hole to drill down.

"Huixin." Xiao zetao got up and walked to her. Su Huixin stepped back a little embarrassed. He lowered his body and said in a warm voice, "I still want to explain that you didn't let me go last night."

Su Huixin was stunned. Just about to answer, Xiao zetao said, "can we have a good talk?"

Su Huixin wanted to say it was unnecessary. She had nothing to do with Xiao zetao, but for a long time she said in a trembling voice, "go out first and stay in the living room."

Seeing that Su Huixin did not reject the proposal, Xiao zetao turned and walked out of the bedroom.

Su Huixin sat there with her face covered. She really didn't understand why she would continue to entangle with this man after five years. Although she was confused after drinking, she still made a mistake.

She knew it was her own problem, so she couldn't stand it. Then she agreed to talk to Xiao zetao calmly. She wanted him to forget what happened yesterday, as if everything hadn't happened, otherwise she really didn't know how to explain to Xiao zetao's wife.

Su Huixin got up in a panic. Her legs softened and she almost fell to the ground. She hurriedly took out her daily clothes from the cabinet and put them on casually. She walked out of the bedroom with a haggard face.

Xiao zetao sat on the sofa in the living room. Su Huixin walked over and asked in a dumb voice, "what would you like to drink?"

"Hot water. Thank you."

Su Huixin turned to pour hot water. Now she also needs some hot water to wake up her mind. So far, she is still a little awake. After pouring the water, she sat opposite Xiao zetao, tucked her hair behind her head and whispered, "I think we have nothing to talk about."

Xiao zetao was sitting and looked at Su Huixin quietly. "Are you going to go on like this all the time?"

Su Huixin's upper body shook gently. She buried her head and replied, "it doesn't matter what I do with you. What way I choose to live should not be the topic of your concern."

"I can't rest assured that you've been like this."

Su Huixin's eyes were a little frustrated and wanted to cry. She turned her head and still didn't look at Xiao zetao. "When you said you wanted to marry her, why didn't you think about what I would do. It's too late to say now. I'm trying to calm down and talk to you, but please don't push an inch?"

"If you can be cruel at that time, don't continue because of the mistake last night." Su Huixin took a deep breath. "I've insisted on it for five years. I can never know you in my life. You'd better go."

Xiao zetao saw Su Huixin's attitude was very firm. He knew she didn't think so, but he really couldn't bring her back to his arms. Now there is a moral benchmark between the two people.

"I said if, if you still have a chance, you can wait for me..."

"Xiao zetao." Su Huixin had to raise her head, "I said I'm not waiting for you. Even if I'm waiting for you, can you explain why you suddenly had to marry someone else? Even if there's a reason, how did you tell me at the beginning, you said it was inappropriate between us. I'm not living like this to win your sympathy, and you don't have to give up anyone for whom again. It's unfair to anyone."

A dream, a day.

In her dream, Su Huixin showed her love, but during the day, there was only hatred left.

Everyone needs to wear a mask, otherwise she will be pure cheap. She needs to keep her dignity.

When Xiao zetao closed the door and left, Su Huixin finally couldn't help squatting down and crying. In fact, if Xiao zetao had told her to wait, she would have waited without complaint. Five or ten years would be OK for her whole life, as long as she was given a reason that she could accept.

But he never understood her, never understood her.