Chapter 647

Anyue and Jize hung up the phone and looked down at the book in their hands. It was b5 in size and very shabby. The edge of the paper was still old yellow. It was obviously something that had been kept for a long time. Even some pages felt rotten. Of course, what made Anyue feel most melancholy was the two words written regularly on the cover: Jiangshan.

At that time, Qin Mo should have been sensible. He chose to record his trip abroad in this way, from full of expectation at the beginning to despair and pain in the later stage. This small book carries a child's desire for life, but it was annihilated in the cruel real life.

Thinking of the little child who should have enjoyed warmth in her parents' arms, but could only linger between life and death, this feeling really made Anyue particularly uncomfortable. She barely calmed down and slowly opened the first page.

——Today, my mother sent me to an uncle Hou and said that she would let me go abroad with Uncle Hou in the future. I asked my mother, is it really so good abroad? My mother also told me that foreign countries are good, and foreign countries are much better than domestic countries. At least I will follow uncle Hou and won't be hungry and warm. In fact, I don't want to go abroad, but it's very difficult at home. I knew clearly in my heart that my mother didn't want me... I followed my mother and asked loudly, "Mom, will you pick me up when you have money at home?" my mother was in poor health and felt about to fall down after walking a few steps. She turned back and said to me, "of course, my mother will pick you up in the future."

——Uncle Hou was very tall. He wouldn't let me go after my mother. He picked me up from the ground and advised me to say, "I'll go abroad with my uncle in the future. I'll drink spicy food. Don't stay in that poor place." I knew uncle Hou was comforting me. He didn't smile on his face, and I saw him secretly give money to my mother, but I didn't cry, Crying can't solve any problems. I was taken to a welfare home by Uncle Hou. There were already several children there. One of them was fat. He was very happy to see me coming and took the initiative to talk to me. He didn't know we were sold! He thought he was really going to eat, drink and have fun abroad. I really feel sad for his IQ. By the way, I called him little fat.

——On the third day, uncle Hou took us on a boat. We were all locked in a small room. Someone would bring us dinner when we had dinner. At that time, I wanted to escape and deceived them. I wanted to go to the bathroom. As a result, I could only see water all around... I couldn't walk. I don't know how many days I drifted on the ship, and a pile of foreign children came to the room. It was dark. Xiaopang still thinks that we are going to play abroad and have his dream every day. He says that he has made money abroad and wants to change a big house for his family so that his parents can eat and drink well and be carefree all his life. I really want to wake him up. Are you a fool? You were sold by your parents. Later, I thought it was none of my business to let him have a few more days of good dreams.

Ann Yue's page turned over, she could feel the earlier period, Qin Mo's thought was very clear, nothing was wrong, he often make complaints about chubby, but although he was floating on the sea, at least he dreamed of not being destroyed.

Until one day, there was a child in the room who was seriously ill because of the cabin problem. The man surnamed Hou sent someone to pick up the child. Since then, the child never came back.

Although uncle Hou has been trying to calm the children, he said that the child was isolated to avoid infecting others.

But the panic still spread secretly among these people. Although these children were ignorant, they were not the people who were blocked by the five senses. They knew the reason why the child never came back.

After that, Qin Mo became clever. He knew that now was not the best time to escape, because these adults could certainly see the children's panic. But someone wanted to escape at this time. Qin Mo didn't know the child's name, but she was a very stubborn little girl. The little girl probably wanted to run away while going to the toilet, but she was caught and thrown back, and she was beaten by a grumpy aunt. Later, the little girl was taken away because her wound was inflamed and seriously ill.

Later, everyone dared not have the idea of running away. They were afraid of being beaten, thrown away and no life. Human life seemed so cheap at this time. They were not like a group of children looking for dreams, but a group of animals that could be discarded at any time.

After several rounds of sailing, Qin Mo felt reborn when he got off the ship.

The United States with high sky and wide sea is close at hand, filled with the smell of exotic sea breeze flowing in the nostrils, but these children brought from several places are about to face hell, not heaven.

Xiaopang's fat face has been hungry and thin. After a month's voyage, he already knows that he has made a wrong dream.

Xiaopang didn't have time to come to the same end as Qin mo. he died. He died under his own fear. He and Qin Mo watched several friends taken away, and then never came back.

Little fat said day after day that he was afraid and said he didn't want to be taken away. He knew that if he was taken away, he would come to a bad end. The dilapidated building where these children were imprisoned was like the fear in xiaopang's eyes. It was like a candle in the wind and was crumbling... One morning, xiaopang jumped down and never came back.

Qin Mo was soon taken away. Qin Mo in this period was calm. He knew he couldn't escape.

At that time, these people also checked his notebook and found that he was actually keeping a diary, but they didn't take away his diary. Maybe they felt pity or pity for him. Of course, they knew that Qin Mo would not have a future.

After being sent to the pharmaceutical group, Qin Mo began a long process of drug injection. Every day, he felt that he was really no longer human. He was tied to the instrument table, with various pipes inserted in his hands, and medical personnel in white coats were carrying various drugs on him.

Sometimes he feels very cold, and sometimes his whole body is in a mess.

Sometimes he doesn't have a clear mind.

……

When she saw here, Anyue couldn't bear to see it. Her tears fell drop by drop until the ripples gradually fainted on the book. She hurriedly moved the book, fell on the bed and forced herself to calm down.

Whether this is Qin Mo or not, it is already the past. When she reads these contents, she is sometimes particularly easy to fall into them. She always feels that the future is slim and the world is dark.

It's terrible... It's really terrible

Anyue never thought that the person she liked would experience such a life and death front-line thing. It should be countless times. Qin Mo may die there.

A month's boat trip, locked in high-rise buildings in the slum, and endless drug trials day after day. If anything goes wrong in the middle, Qin Mo may not survive.

Even now, Anyue has a thrilling feeling when looking at these contents, not to mention the Qin Mo who experienced it personally.

It's just that Zhang Jinzhou didn't look carefully behind. Qin Mo didn't make money by himself when he left the United States. His body didn't allow him to do these things at that time. After he escaped, the first thing he did was go to the police station in the United States and said he was an illegal immigrant.

When he was found to be an illegal immigrant, he was sent to the detention center.

Qin Mo's choice is very correct. If he doesn't do so, he may be caught by the snare again, but he can survive and recuperate in the detention center.

After spending some days in a detention house in the United States, he was repatriated by the United States.

In this way, his soul stirring and terrible life of illegal immigrants came to an end.

Anyue only felt that her heart was aching. The pain was torn apart and she was almost out of breath. She thought countless times that if she was herself, she might lose her life somewhere.

Qin Mo is worthy of being the person she likes. He is intelligent, calm and able to observe the situation. He finds the key point of escape step by step through his care. Even at the end of his last period when his body has been destroyed by drugs, he still tries his best to find the police station.

Anyue only feels that after reading this book, her inner feelings for Qin Mo are becoming more and more important.

No wonder Qin mo later suffered from amnesia. He must have tried to forget these things, but his memory got worse and worse. What you want to forget cannot be forgotten, but what you don't want to forget passes through your fingertips. Qin mo... Must be very painful?

Anyue silently closed the book, and the handwriting at the bottom of her eyes was gradually blurred.

She doesn't know what to do.

When an Yue was stunned, the doorbell outside the door suddenly rang. She hurriedly lowered her head, picked up the book and put it in the drawer, wiped the tears on her face and opened the door.

Ji Zebei stood outside wrapped tightly and kept taking off his scarf to breathe. When he saw Anyue, he came forward and hugged her.

"Hey? Zebei, what are you doing?"

Anyue stood in place stunned. She felt that Ji Zebei was really holding tight.

Ji Zebei sighed, "great, you're all right. You don't lack arms and legs."

"Fuck off, you dare to curse me." Anyue kicked him hard, successfully let Ji Zebei loose his hand, and then turned back to the room.

After Ji Zebei followed in, he looked around Anyue's small house and specially ran to her window to help her open the window. "Why don't you even open the window and get ventilation."

An Yuexin said that after she came back, she only looked at Qin Mo's book. Where did she have time to open the window? As soon as she sat down, Ji Zebei came up to her face, "have you cried?"