Chapter 323

Seeing that Gu Xi's eyes were really free of impurities and unwavering, Chi Jiansheng sighed, "it's okay, it's good."

Gu Xi smiled shyly, "if uncle likes it, I'll soak it for you every day."

This sentence probably made Chi Jiansheng fall into meditation again. Seeing Gu Xi turning around to go, Chi Jiansheng suddenly said, "girl Gu, come and sit down. I have something to ask you."

"Oh, good." Gu Xi sat back opposite Chi Jiansheng.

Chi Jiansheng looked at Gu Xi. The former hostile, provocative and sharp eyes did not easily emerge, but more were the eyes of examination. Yes, after getting along these days, Chi Jiansheng observed Gu Xi for the first time.

Since Gu Xi appeared a long time ago, it is probably the little scandal between her and her second son Chi Shaojie. However, for Chi Jiansheng, it will be forgotten after looking at it, because Chi Shaojie is not the first time to make such a thing.

At that time, Chi Jiansheng thought that Gu Xi was just a third rate little star who became famous by Chi Shaojie and was indifferent to her.

But later, Lin Mei said that someone specially called to communicate with her and said that Chi Jingyao was having trouble with a actress. When Chi Jiansheng heard the woman's name, he suddenly became vigilant.

Gu Xi, Gu Xi again. Is Gu Xi going to spend it with the two sons of the Chi family?

There are many actresses in the performing arts circle who try their best to enter the rich family, so Chi Jiansheng seriously warned Chi Jingyao that he would not allow him to associate with Gu Xi, and even asked him to make an engagement in advance.

Later, what impressed Chi Jiansheng was that Gu Xi opened a press conference and admitted that he seduced Chi Jingyao.

Chi Jiansheng, who didn't like Gu Xi at all, suddenly felt a little appreciative of Gu Xi this time.

On the premise that she has no relationship with the Chi family, Gu Xi dares to destroy her future, which makes Chi Jiansheng feel that this woman can be taught.

But later things became more and more intense. Chi Jingyao didn't want to marry Lu Wan. He broke his face with his family for the first time. Then he temporarily withdrew from the dispute with the Chi family and even wanted to start a business again. He even spread the wind and rain outside with Gu Xi to his home. Chi Jiansheng was surprised to find that even if his father's life was like a mountain, this mountain was ignored by Chi Jingyao.

He took Gu Xi, who was pregnant, back home. At this time, Gu Xi had been pregnant for four months.

Chi Jiansheng's hatred for Gu Xi had reached the extreme. He would rather not have this grandson than see this woman enter the door.

In a week, Gu Xi spent a week, making him willing to treat her calmly, and making him begin to miss the woman he once loved most.

The reason why Chi Jiansheng is so anxious about Gu Xi's baby today is naturally because his mood towards Gu Xi has changed. This Gu Xi slowly softened his heart.

She sat opposite her, put her hands on her stomach and stroked her gently. The afternoon sun sprinkled on her, which made her squint slightly.

Chi Jiansheng remembered that when Lin Xue was pregnant, he became a father for the first time. Naturally, he was very nervous and didn't let her do anything. Lin Xue wanted to exercise. He thought it was not very good. Later, the doctor told him that pregnant women should have proper exercise before he would let Lin Xue go to the ground.

Now, looking at the difference between Gu Xi and Chi Jiansheng, Chi Jiansheng was a little ashamed. She really lost a circle and even described it as haggard. If Chi Jingyao saw it, he would hate him even more.

Chi Jiansheng did not express his psychology, but asked faintly, "where do you like Jing Yao?"

Gu Xi didn't expect that the first question he asked himself was this. She was stunned for a while. Where did she like Chi Jingyao? After opening her mouth, Gu Xi replied, "I like everything about him, and I don't like it. I love him very much."

Having said this, Gu Xi suddenly asked, "uncle, have you ever really loved anyone?"

Chi Jingyao asked him this question twice. Chi Jiansheng remembered it very clearly, but every time he responded coldly and didn't respond. However, in the bright sun, facing an old tea, Chi Jiansheng's heart became soft. Although he still didn't answer, he had an answer in his heart.

He loved Lin Xue. At first, because Lin Xue was locked up, he married the Lin family directly, which made Lin Xue free again.

At that time, even if he was impulsive, he was particularly manly in Lin Xue's eyes.

Although Chi Jiansheng didn't open his lips, Gu Xi summoned up the courage to ask, "is it... Is it Jing Yao's mother... I saw a picture in his room. It's really beautiful."

This sentence made Chi Jiansheng turn around. When he closed his eyes, he seemed to think of Lin Xue's dress at that time. She was young, pure, energetic and elegant. She smiled so sweet and shy, but she was still trying to talk to herself. When she spoke, her voice was small but clearly transmitted to her ears. When she got along with her dull self, But it doesn't make the atmosphere dull at all.

But after 30 years of Lin Xue's death, he has really forgotten the feeling of love.

Seeing that Chi Jiansheng didn't speak again, Gu Xi thought he had said the wrong thing, so he lowered his eyes. "I just offended. Thank you, uncle, for giving me a chance to have a good conversation. In fact, I never wanted to marry a rich family. All my wishes are to be with Jing Yao."

"But you know what Chi Jingyao means to our chi family."

"I know..." after the topic returned to the origin, Gu Xi was a little overwhelmed. She didn't know what was going on. Her tears began to fall continuously. She really felt a little hard, both physically and mentally. After days of hard work and psychological fatigue, I thought Chi Jiansheng had changed, but without saying a word, there was no following, which made Gu Xi a little anxious.

Gu Xi cried there like rain, and Chi Jiansheng's expressionless face finally softened. The woman in front of her has two children in her belly. She is only in her 20s. She conceived a child for her eldest son in the best time. She can't even sustain her acting career. In this late week, she was treated as a little nanny and subjected to so many grievances, but he saw her cry only once.

That time she cried for Chi Jingyao. This time she should cry for herself.

Gu Xi rubbed his eyes and said, "uncle, I'm sorry. I'm a little out of control. Wait for me a little. I, I still want to talk with you."

Gu Xi turned her head flustered, took out a paper towel from her pocket, wiped her eyes, choked and said, "sorry, uncle, I hope it won't affect your mood."

Chi Jiansheng's slightly softened expression turned serious again after Gu Xi looked back. He coughed softly, frowned and asked, "regret?"

Gu Xi shook her head. "I don't regret. I think the perfection of life is determined by happiness. As long as the world I still stick to in my heart hasn't collapsed, I won't regret it."

As long as the world in my heart doesn't collapse

Chi Jiansheng moved slightly. He remembered that when Lin Xue died, his inner world almost collapsed and didn't sleep day and night. He just held Chi Jingyao who was still a child and looked at the mourning hall in a daze. He kept telling himself that he was a soldier and he should have a lot of things to do. He couldn't just be here.

Later, because he refused to go out of the mourning hall, his father came and slapped him hard.

When the painful memory of 30 years came back again, even though Chi Jiansheng, who had experienced thousands at this time, had to change his look. What's the matter with him? He just said a few words with Gu Xi, but kept thinking of Lin Xue.

Although Gu Xi can't observe his words and colors, Chi Jiansheng always looks serious. It's rare to see his suddenly fragile expression, which reminds her of Chi Jiansheng's look when she was alone in the room, most of which is just what he looked like.

Gu Xi didn't expect that Chi Jiansheng would be out of balance in front of her, which surprised her. For a moment, she didn't know how to continue, but Chi Jiansheng didn't feel that his state was seen by Gu Xi, but fell into memories.

The nightmare, accompanied by heavy rain, plunged the whole city into darkness. With the continuous scream of the telephone, it was like a life-threatening sign, which made Chi Jiansheng feel flustered as soon as he recalled the scene of that day.

His world, his inner world, had collapsed.

Lin Mei's appearance made him seem to see Lin Xue, which is why he decided to marry Lin Mei regardless of the obstruction of his family.

She really looks like Lin Xue.

Although he actually knew the difference between the two people from the beginning of peach garden, Chi Jiansheng, eager to get rid of the pain, chose to paralyze himself. After a few years, he found out how wrong the original decision was. No matter how much the skin and flesh looked like, it was only the appearance, and the inner temperament was so poor that it was two people.

Chi Jiansheng intuitively felt that he was in the grief of losing Lin Xue and lost his accuracy, but at least at that time, the inner world was gradually established.

If you can't pick up the lost things, you can only throw them away. He sealed Lin Xue's memory well into the best corner of his heart, then gently closed the door, turned and left, and put on a cold mask. From then on, no one will see his inner world, and no one can understand his bitterness, sweetness and bitterness.

Gu Xi has been afraid to speak. She knows that Chi Jiansheng is thinking about Lin Xue. Her mother's effect is so effective. She can feel that the original serious man in front of her is really shaking.

In fact, she didn't know what she said was wrong. Later, hearing the sound of Chi Jian, she suddenly coughed. Gu Xi quickly stood up and brought the tea on the table to each other, "uncle, don't worry."