Chapter 153

"Girl." Chi Jingyao hugged Gu Xi tightly, "don't cry."

She couldn't push him, and she couldn't struggle out. The more desperate she was, the more she collapsed. What she wanted was not this red book at all. Now it was in her hand, but she was disappointed.

"I hate you..." Gu Xi lost her strength. She knelt slowly on the ground, and her body was hugged more and more tightly.

Suddenly, her lips were drowned by the smell of wine, and the kiss like a storm fell on her lips. Gu Xi desperately refused. This is the kiss she is most used to, but today it has the meaning of compulsion.

Gu Xi's body became softer and softer under her hands, and she gradually stopped struggling, but her eyes were full of desperate colors. Chi Jingyao raised his upper body and murmured faintly: "girl... I can't live without you."

Gu Xi was suddenly in a trance. It was more and more hazy in front of him. It seemed that he couldn't see anything clearly. Only the words just now kept floating in his mind. What did he just say?

"Girl, I love you." Chi Jingyao said again.

Gu Xi's book fell to the ground, and his struggling body calmed down slowly. His eyes couldn't focus at all, so he had to repeat: "you love me..."

Chi Jingyao loves her?

Gu Xi muttered these three words, suddenly sat down on the ground, rubbed her eyes and cried wrongly. The red book at the bottom of her eyes gradually enlarged into a blood color, which made her throat start to tighten. The grievance she had never had swallowed all her thoughts. She only knew that she kept repeating the three words just now. He loved her... He loved her

In order to wait for this sentence, she made so many efforts that it was when he was drunk that she told herself completely.

Gu Xi cried for a long time until his eyes couldn't open. Chi Jingyao leaned on the sofa and his eyes were tired.

It's too late

Even if he loves her, it's too late. Through tears, the world was blurred, his heart was clear, and his dead heart was repaired. And then

Then there was no more.

Gu Xi stood up dejectedly. Seeing that Chi Jingyao seemed to be half asleep, she asked softly, "have you ever thought of being with me?"

"Yes..."

"Then why don't you try once?"

"Forgive me, girl..." he tried hard, but he carried too many things, which could not be solved by hard work.

Gu Xi lowered her head and gradually complicated her mood, which made her cry and laugh with mixed feelings. Finally, her mouth was as bitter as Coptis chinensis, and replied, "how can I forgive you..."

But in the end, Chi Jingyao said that he loved her.

Even if he didn't speak in a sober state, Gu Xi felt much better.

The word love is so hard to wait for, but it waits until it passes by.

She can no longer lean on his arms and listen to him as before. From today on, he is not his own man, but someone else's fiance.

Gu Xi made a decision for the last time, hung his head on the lips of the man who had fallen asleep and kissed him, "goodbye, my love."

After saying that, she sat quietly next to her for an hour. Until about 10:30, she gritted her teeth and stood up. She opened the wardrobe and packed some clothes into her box. When she finished, she dragged the box to the sofa where Chi Jingyao lay.

There were no tears to cry. Her love ended like this. It was a happy ending.

He said he loved her.

It seems more important than anything, doesn't it?

But Gu Xi can no longer be a third party who destroys other people's families. Now that he has reached this stage, none of them is allowed to turn back.

"You made such a choice." Gu Xi lowered his head, picked up the red book and put it in his hand. Then he turned and dragged the box out of the door.

Her luck was good. The variety show "Dance Night" had been recorded. The rest of the time was to wait for "ask the end of the world" after the new year. Gu Xi was calm. Since she had an attitude of being responsible for her acting career and children, she didn't choose to escape, but called Yu Xiao in the cold wind.

After all, Yu Xiao is his agent so far. Today he sent Chi Jingyao to his home, so when Yu Xiao answered the phone, he still had no confidence.

"Sister Gu..."

"Yu Xiao, I'll take a leave with you. Don't answer the advertisement for me recently. I want to go home early for the new year."

"Hmm? Aren't you next to Mr. Chi now?"

Gu Gu answered bitterly, "he's fine. He's already asleep. I'll leave for a while. It may be better for each other."

"Can always be late..."

Gu Xi said first: "Yu Xiao, he is already engaged and advertised. Do you want me to be a third party and be scolded by others?"

From beginning to end, only a handful of people knew the relationship between her and Chi Jingyao. What if Lu Wan was a latecomer? When Chi Jingyao announced Lu Wan, Gu Xi could only be the object of ridicule.

Wrong step, wrong step.

Yu Xiao was stunned for a long time. He just wanted sister Gu and Chi Zong to be good, but he didn't think about such a deep-seated thing, "can Chi always find you?"

"No..." Gu Xi hardly smiled. "He is a rational man."

If it wasn't for reason, how could this situation happen today? Of course, Gu Xi also knows that if he wasn't drunk, tonight should still be her most painful day.

Yu Xiao finally sighed helplessly: "well, I know."

"Well, you can help him with his work."

After Gu Xi said that, he hung up the phone and walked quietly outside the community. As soon as he stepped outside, he saw a cross-country car parked outside. Joe Mo sat in the driver's position with a cigarette in his hand. At the moment when Gu Xi saw his nervous hand tremble, and the cigarette end almost burned him.

Perhaps even Jomo didn't expect Gu Xi to come out at this time with a box in his hand. He opened the door, jumped down silently, took her box to the back seat and said, "why did you run out at this time?"

Gu Xi thought for a moment. It's better to be frank with Jomo. He has done his utmost to himself, but she doesn't know how to get along with him.

"Mr. Chi was drunk. They accidentally sent him to my house. In order to avoid suspicion, I came out." Gu Xi's answer made Jomo look a little dark. Sure enough, it was him.

Gu Xi's eyes were red and swollen like a big walnut. Jomo said painfully, "Xiao Xi, put him down, since you have chosen this method."

Gu Xi nodded, "well, I'm trying."

"I'll never mind waiting for you, including now. I don't even know why I'm waiting here. I can't even call you, because I know you'll refuse..." this stubborn girl who makes people helpless knows how determined her behavior will be without trying.

Gu Xi was stunned again before he hung his head and said, "I just feel that as long as I have him in my heart, I am irresponsible to him no matter who I am with."

"I don't mind."

"I mind." Gu Xi looked up and replied, and then her voice became weak again. "He said... He said he loved me..."

This time even Jomo had nothing to say. Chi Jingyao's biggest failure was that he never revealed his feelings, and today he actually said it. Jomo pushes Gu Xi into the car, which is at least much warmer. Gu Xi's white lips gradually recovered a little blood color. He quietly turned on the music in the car. The soothing radio music gradually sounded. The voice of the radio host sounded very healing, which also gradually stabilized the impetuous mood in the car.

Jomer said, "well, do you have to wait for him all your life?"

"No, I just said on the stage that I wouldn't talk about feelings for ten years."

"Ten years... Xiao Xi, your best years are like this..."

Gu Xi gently opened the door and was ready to get off, while Jomo stuck his hand at the door and said seriously, "Xiao Xi, you can use me to revenge him at this time, make him jealous, make him angry and make him heartache. Why don't you do it?"

With hate, the child will not be healthy and happy. Gu Xi touched his belly without trace, and then answered softly: "I met him in the best years. I'm not sorry at all."

Jomo shakes his head. His heart can't leave any gap for people to get in. He really lost this time.

Gu Xi doesn't let Jomo send her. She hires a taxi at the intersection, goes up in a hurry, says goodbye to Jomo and leaves the community. While Joe silently looks at the back of the car, he feels that Chi Jingyao's choice this time makes Gu Xi completely close himself.

She closed all her feelings in her heart, only cherished her past memories, but refused to let go of others. She didn't even accept any kind help from other men.

In fact, he doesn't know. Gu Xi's scruples are that she already has a child in her stomach. Everything she does now is to set an example for the unborn baby. A kind, grateful woman who won't complain about others, a mother who has worked hard, loved and regretted. Even in the future, she can't give a father to the child, she won't Can pass the responsibility on to others.

Gu Xi took a long breath, but heard the familiar radio host say: Teresa Teng's gentle voice is like the sound of nature. I think everyone must be familiar with her singing. Today Xiaomeng is here to give you a song, "good by emylove". I hope you can recall those past events through this beautiful voice:

Gu Xi was slightly stunned, but he heard the familiar voice gradually ringing in the car.

“Good-byeMylove

Goodbye, my love

I don't know when to meet

I gave you everything

I hope you will cherish it

Don't let me down

Separated from you

I will always

Love you in my heart

I hope you don't forget me "