Chapter 62

Chi Shaojie was stunned. "What? What are you talking about?"

Gu Xi's face turned pale. There was too much irony in that question. She summoned up her courage and looked up at each other's eyes. "I really like Chi Jingyao!"

"It's no use liking it." Chi Shaojie loosened his hand and Gu Xi held his wrist with a circle of red on it.

"I know..." Gu Xi murmured, "I haven't thought about what to do. Whether you believe me or not, I really like him."

Chi Shaojie was suddenly a little embarrassed. In the face of such a sincere confession from a girl, it shouldn't be false? He meant something and said, "since you know you can't have results, don't care too much about the process. It will only make you suffer."

Gu Xi didn't understand. She looked at Chi Shaojie's back when he turned and left. She always stood in the lane and stared at the blue sky outside. If there is no result, don't care too much about the process... She looked into Chi Jingyao and waited for a while until Chi Shaojie went in, and the two brothers went into the elevator together.

She suddenly panicked. What happened? At night, she couldn't sleep. She tossed and turned in bed for a long time. Although she succeeded in asking for leave and could fly directly to F City tomorrow, she couldn't feel at ease when she thought of Chi Shaojie's words.

Gu Xi looked at the time. At 2 o'clock in the evening, she suddenly wanted to see Chi Jingyao.

Gu Xi quietly climbed up, quietly touched the door, put his mobile phone into his pajama pocket and went out.

It's quiet outside. There are only dim yellow street lights in the corridor. Unable to see the stars and moon, Gu Gu took a deep breath. He was afraid that he would wake others. He walked carefully until he came to Chi Jingyao's door.

There was also a faint sound of typing inside. Gu Xi estimated that he didn't sleep again. He put his hand on the door panel, gently raised it and put it down again. His anxiety gradually spread to the five meridians and eight veins of his body with the sound of tapping inside.

But I'm leaving for F City tomorrow. If I don't see you, I won't see you for seven days.

Are people so greedy? Once you get a little, you want a lot. Just like Gu Xi now, how much he hopes to stay with Chi Jingyao every day, but as Chi Shaojie said, this is an impossible result, so why indulge in the process.

But it is the ups and downs in the process that we know whether there is an ending. If you don't go through the process once, there will never be an end.

Even the wrong, lonely, painful and helpless ending is better than never being together.

Gu Cuigang raised his hand again, but he heard Chi Jingyao answer the phone.

Unable to hear the dialogue clearly, there was a faint sigh from Chi Jingyao. Gu Xi was so strange that he couldn't stop his curiosity and put his ear on the door.

"Well, I know. It's daytime, but I'm here at 2 p.m."

"Who told you this?"

Gu CuO's heart suddenly jumped. Is this something about himself and Chi Jingyao? She always felt that the phone had something to do with herself, so she listened more attentively.

"Don't worry." Chi Jingyao's faint voice was as faint as the breath around him. With the sound of the stool turning, footsteps sounded gradually, "I just play casually and won't be serious."

Gu Xi was suddenly stunned.

I just play around and won't take it seriously. I just play around and won't take it seriously. I just play around and won't be serious

This sentence has been repeated countless times in my mind. Like the replay of a movie, I can't hear what he said later. The lips kept shaking. Even the body couldn't control it and began to tremble.

I just play around and won't be serious

She should have known very well. Why should she care.

You can't ignore it. This is the man she loves. Gu Xi's love has already sublimated into love. How can she not care. Although she hid the deeper sentence, she dared not say it again, just because no matter how many times she said it, it was just the end: I just played casually and wouldn't be serious.

Gu Xi repressed her tears and forced her head up to take a breath. She couldn't stop her tears. She learned from Chi Jingyao's previous treatment of herself and tried to hold her nose. As a result, she squatted to the ground in pain.

In fact, she knows why she is so sad.

Because Chi Jingyao is so different from him in the past, his predatory, his exclusive desire, and his shallow concern have made him as dull as her and feel. If it wasn't for this, why should she be so sad.

The door opened slowly, and a pair of shoes appeared at the bottom of Gu Xi's eyes. Looking up slowly, it was Chi Jingyao's indifferent face. Gu Xi bit his teeth, struggled to stand up and took a step back.

"Come in." Chi Jingyao ordered.

Gu Gu shook her head and turned to go, but she was forcibly pulled from behind and directly pulled into the room.

"Did you hear that?" Chi Jingyao took a cigarette from the side of the computer and lit it. His eyebrows and eyes didn't move. He just hung his eyes slightly and couldn't see the emotion in his eyes.

Gu Xi smiled bitterly, "I heard some."

"When did you get into the habit of eavesdropping?"

"I'm going to F City tomorrow. I wanted to see you before I left." Gu Xi stepped back again, "I just want to see you..."

The voice of crying became stronger and stronger, and the room fell into silence for a time. Chi Jingyao's smoke was clearly extinguished in the dark room.

"Is it so sad?" Chi Jingyao played the ash and asked, "I cry so pitifully, as if I bullied you."

Gu Xi wiped her face, shook her head and nodded her head desperately, and gradually cried a little out of breath.

Chi Jingyao put out his cigarette and said, "are you expecting me?"

Gu Xi suddenly stopped her tears. Yes, she was too deeply involved in the good relationship. If she didn't expect him, how could she be so disappointed. She hoped Chi Jingyao would like her as much as she cared about him. If it's all a game, don't care, why should she be so sad.

Chi Jingyao took her a napkin. Gu Xi wiped it silently and said, "I'm going back..."

"Girl."

Gu Xi stopped in place. She knew Chi Jingyao was always like this, which would make her willing and powerless to return to heaven.

"You're always so timid, aren't you?"

Gu Xi's lips gradually became bitter. She had never felt timid since she took the initiative to say she liked Chi Jingyao. But Chi Shaojie's words in the afternoon made her soberly realize that some things can't be solved with courage. Getting drunk can forget everything. Loving someone is more and more sober.

She held her hands, suddenly turned around, rushed into Chi Jingyao's arms, hugged his neck, and asked him tearfully, "do you like me a little in your heart?"

If you don't like it, why don't you let her go? It's just for fun. How can she sink to the bottom?

"I'm not timid, I'm not timid at all." Gu Xi said, "on the road of liking you, I'm braver than anyone. Do you... Like me a little?"

Chi Jingyao sighed softly.

Slow as warm water, the kiss fell on his lips, gradually heating up like boiling water, tossing and turning. At the last moment, he whispered in Gu Xi's ear, "girl, you are a good girl, I can't hurt you anymore."

Gu Xi felt that the fortress that was easy to build in his heart had completely collapsed. What supported him to stand in place was nothing more than the last bit of courage. But that courage is also constantly disappearing.

So... He really never liked himself.

Gu cuisong opened his hand. In his pitiful eyes, he hoped to see a look of deception. Chi Jingyao, as in the past, had only himself and himself... He entered the play too deeply and worked so hard. In the end, he didn't even have an audience, so he had to taste the bitterness.

"OK. I see." Gu Xi grabbed Chi Jingyao's clothes. "Thank you for the game. I was very happy and happy."

Chi Jingyao was silent for a long time before he replied, "you're welcome."

Gu Xi closed her eyes and finally swallowed all her tears, but she was still shaking. As Chi Shaojie said, since there was no result, why care about the process.

It's just that she hasn't responded or prepared, it's over.

Gu Xi raised her eyes pale, stood on tiptoe and kissed Chi Jingyao gently on her lips. This time, she was finally willing to let go. She said softly, "I never regret loving you."

She finally said her love at this time.

Gu Xi didn't look at Chi Jingyao's expression again, but turned away from the room and closed the door gently. She has never experienced the taste of lovelorn, the original pain, really so penetrating.

Chi Shaojie walked back to his brother's room from the dark part of the corridor. His face was a little moved, "brother, Gu Xi... I really like you?"

Chi Jingyao sat back in front of the computer. "Now you should be satisfied?"

Chi Shaojie reluctantly leaned against the wall, like a statue. Yinglang's face was surprised. "My mother called me a few days ago. Where do I know who said it? Why can't you keep it tight when you do things."

When I think of Gu Xi's performance just now, Chi Shaojie is a little distressed. It turns out that he really wronged her before. Gu Ku is really sorry for his big brother

His eyes turned to Chi Jingyao. Unexpectedly, he could still work. Chi Shaojie frowned, "she is really a good girl. It's better to break up like this... It's more pitiful in the future."

Chi Jingyao's hand stopped, "go out."

Chi Shaojie peeked at the wrong words that Chi Jingyao had typed on the computer and shook his head. It can't be said that Gu Xi had no merit... She finally kicked a hole in this big iron plate.

It's a pity. It was never meant to be.