Chapter 156

Time goes by in a flash.

Shen Yuqing worked in the florist for about ten days. The florist came to the florist again, still holding the cat with folded ears.

"Xiaoqing!..."

The florist sat down on a stool and saw Shen Yuqing busy packing the roses.

"I didn't see you when the boss came. Go and pour a glass of water

Then Shen Yuqing put down her work and brought her boss a glass of water.

The boss took the cup and did not drink it. He put it on the table and looked at Shen Yuqing solemnly.

He looks worried.

Shen Yuqing thought that she had done something wrong. She said quickly, "if there is something wrong with me, just say it. I'll do it well in the future."

"No, no, you're doing well, and I'm relieved. That is... " The florist didn't say the last word for a long time.

Shen Yuqing waited anxiously and sat aside.

When the boss saw Shen Yuqing sitting down, he said, "Xiaoqing, my florist is going to close."

"Ah?" Shen Yuqing stands up again and the florist is closing. Isn't it because she has lost her job again? Where is she going to find a job.

"So, Xiaoqing, you can go to find a family, and I have no choice." The boss then took out a few hundred yuan from his wallet and put them in Shen Yuqing's hand. "You've done well these days. I'll round up a whole number and give you 400 yuan. I don't need to come back tomorrow. I plan to hang up the shop tomorrow."

Shen Yuqing didn't speak. She just lowered her head and looked at the 400 yuan in her hand. She didn't say hello even when the boss left.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the light was much weaker. There were more and more customers in a cafe called Shangpin opposite the florist. No one came into the florist all afternoon. Shen Yuqing stared at the people coming and going in the cafe all afternoon.

All day long, Shen Yuqing seemed to have lost her soul. She was in the flower shop, but she didn't know where she had gone.

When she was sad, she didn't cry in the store. She just held "an Yanmo" and kept saying to herself, "what should I do now? The job is gone, and the rental house is due. What should I do? Where can I find a job and where can I live? "

In the evening, Shen Yuqing closed the door of the flower shop, then ran to the singing bar and sat on the bench outside the bar for a long time.

She looked up at the clear stars that could be counted in the sky. She thought, does every star represent a person in this land? Is it true that the happier the person is, the more dazzling the light will be? Then I must be the invisible dust. The star that belongs to me will not shine or move. One day, it will be taken away by hurricanes, rolled into endless black holes, and landed on larger and shining stars. One day, it may forget that it was once an independent star. It will forget what it looked like, its name, and its unfortunate people. In the end, it will never again Not myself.

Just yesterday, satisfied also said to Shen Yuqing: "elder sister, you will be a happy person in the future."

It's really like a joke, a joke made by God.

Shen Yuqing sitting in the wind, sitting in the night, that moment of thin and desolate, let her look like a child.

It seems that the days have returned to the original starting point. It's raining again in Shanghai. Shen Yuqing also left the rental house with her suitcase. She has no money to continue to rent, so she has to find a cheap hotel to stop for a while.

This rain seems to have been raining for a long time, and it drowns the noise of the city which is slowly falling in the night.

Shen Yuqing is standing by the window. The room is dark with lights. I don't know who ever said that if there is hope, the waiting will not be as long as the night. However, if time steals hope, then the waiting will become a distant period.

She felt that the distance between herself and an Yanmo was as far away as the stars. She thought in her heart, an Yanmo, if one day I really give up, will you come back? However, even if I die, I will not give up. Maybe our marriage is just a dream after all.

She pursed her lips and lay on the bed. She heard the sound of the motor vehicles under the hotel moving away. The sound was like a hypnotic ball pendulum. Shen Yuqing went into the darkness step by step with the sound. Slowly, the memory came to the beginning like a story, like a picture, flipping rapidly in her mind. She saw an Yanmo as she came and held out her hand. She also held out her hand and touched an Yanmo's skin, but an Yanmo didn't catch her. It was like living in a handful of air, walking away slowly in her blurred vision. She remembered that it was autumn.

After class, the sun gradually retreats, dazzling light, in the green and yellow vegetation between the slow flow, as if the dust was crushed by time, also as if the nuclear powder was milled by time, in the students unknowingly green years.

At that time, an Yanmo would look at her and smile. In the sunshine, she felt very good-looking.

Shen Yuqing opened her eyes again. She didn't sit up. She just asked about the moldy and damp smell of the hotel. She didn't know whether to laugh or cry.She always thinks of an Yanmo's tenderness and the lingering feeling of that wedding night. An Yanmo takes Shen Yuqing in her arms and kisses her deeply. Then she turns over and presses her under her body. An Yanmo is always worried that she will be wronged and is always protecting her.

Every time she thinks of an Yanmo, Shen Yuqing is dazed, as if her soul has been taken away suddenly. She just feels that the world is spinning and she is running away.

Have you ever met someone who buys food for Tianyi when no one cares about you; who wipes your tears and makes you laugh when you cry; who gives you shoulder when you have no one to rely on.

He used to treat you unconditionally, only know how to treat you, but when he married you home, he left quietly. It is said that company is the confession of the longest love, but the time he spent with you is less than that of his whole life.

The dim light of the night is still shining, the cold dust is also scattered in the cracks of the city, sad for the whole night.

After a long time, Shen Yuqing did not hear the familiar voice gently call her "Xiao Qing". When she was tired, she had no shoulder to lean on and no one to comfort her.

Really just like suddenly, an Yanmo let go of himself and got busy