Chapter 147

Seeing that she was so determined, the driver didn't say anything. He just took her to a more artistic singing bar.

Shen Yuqing got out of the car, said thank you to the driver, dragged the box and walked into the bar.

"The flowers are gone / you are gone / are you still thinking about it / I will never forget it / but I still miss you"

facing the door of the bar, there is a small round table, which is not high. People can see it clearly by sitting on it.

At this moment, a girl in a white skirt is sitting on the stage, slightly drooping her eyes, holding the microphone standing on the stage and singing.

As soon as Shen Yuqing entered the door, she heard the girl sing the lyrics. She was stunned, as if she was talking about herself. But she only heard one sentence, but the song was finished.

Shen Yuqing didn't sit at the table. She just stood, took the wine from the tray held by the waiter and offered a toast to the girl on the stage. The girl looks up, sees her, smiles at her, then comes down from the table and greets the waiter, who brings her a cocktail.

"Sister, it's the first time I've seen someone come in with a suitcase." The girl took a sip of the wine and led Shen Yuqing to a square table not far from the table.

"I just came to Shanghai, but I didn't find a place to live. I wanted to drink, so I came directly with my luggage." Shen Yuqing said.

"Does my sister come to travel? I've been singing in this bar these two days. I come here often when I have nothing to do. Today, I have a chance with my sister. " The girl cried and looked at Shen Yuqing with a smile, which made Shen Yuqing very happy. It was the first time that she was called that, and it was the first time that she knew that her sister was so happy.

Shen Yuqing thought, laughing, "thank you, your song is very good."

The girl's appearance is not beautiful, there is no one to remember the charm, not tall, wearing a light makeup. If you put her in the crowd, no one will notice. But in Shen Yuqing's view, the girl is deeply attracted to her. That kind of feeling, she can't say, but she just feels kind.

"My name is satisfied. Don't laugh, sister. My family all hope that I can lead a life of my own accord. It happens that my family name is man." The girl said with flashing eyes.

"It's a nice name. My name is Shen Yuqing. I'm from the north." She looked into the girl's eyes as if she were her own sister.

Satisfied, she said, "does my sister like listening to music? I've also made a record called nostalgia before, but it's fading before people are popular. By the way, the song you just sang when you came in. If my sister likes it, I'll give you a disc when she comes in another day. When you sing in a bar, you have to accept the request, and you can't sing your own songs as you wish. Today, there are not many guests, so you can sing your own songs. "

Shen Yuqing narrowed her eyes and looked at the girl in front of her. Her pupils didn't waver. When she talked about it, she seemed to tell other people's stories.

"I didn't expect to meet a girl as smart as you when I came to Shanghai." Shen Yuqing and satisfaction touched a cup, "then you did not want to go back to that circle, singing hair film?"

"Show business? Who doesn't want to? Everyone stands on the stage brilliantly. There are many fans shouting for you. More importantly, your singing dream can be brought into full play there. " After that, he shook his glass and shook his head. "It's just that I spent three years trying to realize that dream again, but everything is so cruel that I can't tell whether I'm in illusion or reality."

Yes, who wants to wake up after a long dream?

It's like the wind blowing outside the bar. There are no fallen leaves beside the windows. At some point, the wind will stop and the leaves will fall. They will fall on the streets and alleys that can be seen everywhere in the city, or they will be blown to the corners that we can't see. You can no longer remember the shape of the leaves that once swayed in front of you. These leaves are like countless lights and shadows, which are illusory and scattered.

Shen Yuqing looks satisfied and thinks that she must be a lonely child. She is young, but she talks as if she has already experienced a lot, but she still walks around the world with a smile.

Shen Yuqing and satisfactions are just chatting. When you talk to me, there is no deep topic. It's nothing more than what Shen Yuqing has seen and heard all the way to Shanghai, or how satisfied she was with her previous days in the performing arts circle.

A few minutes later, a guest under the stage called out to sing with satisfaction. He drank the last sip of wine in his glass with satisfaction, indicating that Shen Yuqing was going to sing, and then ran to the small round platform that belonged to her.

The atmosphere of the bar is quite harmonious, and there is no disturbance to the drunk man of the resident singer. Shen Yuqing is satisfied with the serious singing on the stage. She thinks she is a child, but she can't help feeling sad. After that, Shen Yuqing listened to two more songs, took a sip of wine and left.

She has been dragging suitcases along the street, she felt the cruelty of the world bit by bit, or she began to slowly want to uncover the reality of hypocrisy.

Before the sun set, the light and shadow fell on the ground mottled through the not luxuriant leaves, showing unreal illusion. Shen Yuqing felt a little dizzy. She quickened her pace and walked towards the hotel not far away.

The hotel is not big, the environment is not bad, Shen Yuqing did check in and went straight to his room.Shen Yuqing put down her suitcase and lay down on the big bed. Suddenly she felt that she was left alone in the world. It seemed that there was a fog in front of her eyes. She tried hard to see the world clearly, to know whether she was real or not. She waved her arms blindly, but the fog couldn't go away.

She sat up again and hugged herself tightly. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry. She thought that she was always alone, day and night, round and round.

Shen Yuqing thinks that the girl singing in the bar is satisfied. She is also lonely, but she feels it with a smile.

Shen Yuqing wants to see satisfactions again. On this day when she comes to Shanghai, she really only talks with satisfactions and listens to satisfactions singing, so she is not so sad.

After a long night's hard work, Shen Yuqing fell asleep and woke up with a roar on the train. The next day, she dragged her suitcase around the city of Shanghai and was already exhausted.

She didn't want to get up and clean up, and she didn't care to take a bath. She just lay down on the bed and went to sleep deeply.

In the middle of the night, Shen Yuqing really had a bad stomachache. A stream of acid and astringency kept turning up from his stomach, straight up to his throat without warning, and he was about to vomit.

Shen Yuqing suddenly sat up from the bed, rushed to the bathroom, lay on the toilet and vomited for a long time, as if to vomit heart, liver, spleen and lung.