Chapter 142

An Yanmo, why don't you come back?

An Yanmo, where have you been?

After Shen Yuqing gradually calmed down, she could only sit on the sofa and wait. After a while, she turned on the TV and changed one station after another, but she didn't have the heart to watch it. Suddenly, she stood up again, threw the remote control on the sofa, rubbed her hair impatiently, and lingered in the living room. As time went by, she waited.

Since an Yanmo left, Shen Yuqing hardly stepped out of the door. She was afraid that when she went out to find an Yanmo, an Yanmo just came back. She was eating instant noodles all day and ordering takeout in the house where she was looking very lonely. In addition to watching TV and sleeping, sometimes I'm afraid I can stay in front of the door all night after missing an Yanmo's return. She didn't go to sleep either, but she was so sleepy that she took a nap and opened her eyes immediately.

Sometimes, she would dream that an Yanmo came back, quietly sleeping beside her, gently stroking her hair, quietly holding her. As long as an Yanmo comes back, she has nothing else to ask for. But when I got up the next morning, it was still empty and the door had never been opened. She is like this, every day with expectation, but with disappointment.

The wedding travel day is coming. Shen Yuqing counts it with her fingers. Maybe that day, an Yanmo will come back, maybe he just met something, or maybe he quietly prepared a surprise on these days of leaving.

Shen Yuqing thought of countless possibilities, thought of all the beauty, and perked up. Yes, an Yanmo will be back soon, she thought. She wants to wait, to wait gracefully, to embrace an Yanmo at the moment when she comes back. She doesn't ask an Yanmo why, but just tells her miss.

But the arrival of the wedding travel day is similar to the usual day without exception. On this day, Shen Yuqing got up early, put on her blue dress when she first met an Yanmo, and looked at herself with light makeup in the mirror. She had no choice but to smile. The signal from the bottom of her heart told her that an Yanmo would not come back even today.

But so what, she was still waiting, waiting for tired nest on the sofa to continue to wait, but, she did not change the dress, she is still looking forward to.

When is the end of such a day? After all, how long can she hold on.

One day at noon, a long time no movement of the mobile phone ring cheerful bell, Shen Yuqing excitedly slide open the screen, not waiting for the other party to speak, she anxiously asked: "where are you?"

"Ah?" The other end of the phone is a woman's thin voice.

Shen Yuqing suddenly returned to her senses, took down her mobile phone and looked at the screen. The caller was Su Li, her college classmate. After a long delay, she calmly said, "Su Li, what's the matter?"

"Shen Yuqing, why don't you come out to play when you get married? I haven't eaten yet. Come out and get together! " Suli's feminine voice was full of complaint. When they were in University, they didn't have much friendship. Now they call to let her, who is thinking of an Yanmo, have no interest in chatting.

But Suli seemed to open the conversation and kept asking, "when did you get married? Why don't you tell me about marriage? How is he? Is it good for you? What does he do? Do you have children? " These questions are like a hundred thousand whys.

Shen Yuqing reluctantly replied, and then leisurely answered Su Li's questions one by one. In her words, or in the other person's voice, she looks like a happy woman, but only she knows that these are just insincere.

Su Li laughs on the other end of the phone and happily says some polite words like "how nice", "you are so lucky". These words sound ironic to Shen Yuqing. She worries that the next question will make her more sad, or she can't answer so calmly any more, so she simply finds a reason to prevaricate and hangs up in a hurry.

But with the phone and can't help feeling lost, she can't help but glance to the door, Leng God. The shadow of the leaves in front of the door is shaking on the glass. It seems to tell her not to wait. An Yanmo won't come back today.

After a while, she glanced at the wall with their wedding photos. In the photo, an Yanmo hugged her shoulder tightly and looked at her tenderly. They both laughed so brightly.

She clearly remembers the sentence "you know, I will always be by your side" when an Yanmo proposed to her At that time, I firmly believe that, but now this sentence has become a lie, a sentence that goes away with the tenderness.

She dials an Yanmo's phone again. In the past month, she has made countless calls to an Yanmo, but no one answered them. An Yanmo's family can't get in touch. It seems that an Yanmo disappeared with his family on the night of the wedding. She knew that an Yanmo had decided to go to Australia for development before her marriage, and they had fantasized about their childhood after they went to Australia. But now that she's married, an Yanmo seems to have completely left her. It seems that an Yanmo doesn't need her in her life. The more she thinks about it, the more sad she is.

"No, it's not. If he abandons me, he won't just be left unanswered. He may just not hear the phone ring, or..." Shen Yuqing denied their previous feelings a second ago, but tried to find an excuse for an Yanmo's disappearance a second later. She did not dare to think, do not know the future of their own alone will be what kind of life.In the dead of night, Shen Yuqing is still the only one in the lonely villa. No matter how loud the TV sound is, it's hard for her to hide the loneliness.

She looked at the TV, but her thoughts were far away. From small to large, she went to school alone, and went home alone. After falling in love, someone spoiled her and accompanied her with everything. She thought that she was no longer a person at last. But finally married, but changed to a person, it seems that her life so back to the starting point.

Shen Yuqing's parents divorced when she was very young. In her concept, her parents never appeared in her sight at the same time. Every day, she lives a life of one mouthful of rice for her boss and one mouthful of water for her husband. Later, both parents got married separately, but they just said hello to her as usual. She has been living alone for a long time.

Since she grew up, only an Yanmo has given her so much warmth. How can she let him go easily.

But she didn't expect that they would be like this now.