Chapter 293

Yu Shuhan asked Gu luanqing to stretch out his hands and hug him from behind, "I'm afraid you'll fly out."

Gu Luan Qing couldn't help laughing, "how can it be so exaggerated?" Even so, she put her hand around Yu Shuhan.

Holding her so tightly gave her an inexplicable sense of security.

Gu luanqing was in a trance for a moment. She remembered that Shuhan's waist was much thinner than that of Xiang Chaojue

Of course, Xiang Chaojue is a man after all.

What does she think of him doing now?

Just because of the warm body temperature that can still be felt through the clothes, Gu luanqing can't help but think of the beautiful things Xiang Chaojue and her in the past.

She had to admit that she was still expecting Xiang Chaojue to accompany her to face the past.

However, her expectation was useless. Xiang Chaojue didn't love her as much as she thought, and she didn't have the ability to tell him what she was going to do next.

They are all running away, going further and further on their respective roads

Gu luanqing was so absorbed in her thoughts that she couldn't even interrupt her thoughts with the noise of the motorcycle engine. It was only when Yu Shuhan stepped on the accelerator and the car ran towards the road that Gu luanqing realized that she was facing the wind and felt her whole body floating.

This is the most comfortable time for her since the relationship with Xiang Chaojue became rigid.

The distance from the city to the cemetery is less than half an hour. When Gu luanqing got off the bus, she was still a little confused. Yu Shuhan took off her hat and rubbed Gu luanqing's flushed face. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. I'm just a little confused by the wind." Gu luanqing smiles and takes flowers, cakes and a bag of fruits from her hand.

Gu luanqing told Yu Shuhan in advance that she didn't have to go in with her. She had to experience this kind of thing by herself.

Having said that, Yu Shuhan knew that the only person Gu luanqing really wanted to accompany him was Xiang Chaojue.

It's a pity that Xiang Chaojue didn't come.

Yu Shuhan is a little angry. She has reminded him to come with him if he wants to apologize.

And he didn't come either.

Gu luanqing said goodbye to Yu Shuhan. First, she went to say hello to the security guard at the door. "Long time no see. Do you remember me?"

On the days when her father Gu yuanrang had a car accident, Gu luanqing came to cry with her mother almost every day. Although she couldn't get a response, it was a great comfort for her. After all, Yan Chenghuai's pressure with the outside world made her gasp.

She came so much that even the security guard who was in charge of registration and opening and closing the door knew her. He was kind to her and didn't care that she was the daughter of a crime minister.

After many years, the security man still remembers Gu luanqing, but he was still shocked. He didn't expect that Gu luanqing would be so haggard when he came back after so many years.

"How have you been these years?"

Gu luanqing smiles bitterly, she knows her present condition must be very haggard, may say some embarrassed.

It's worse than ever.

"Fortunately, I've met some things recently, which is a little sad." Gu luanqing makes light of it. She has brought it with her, but she also knows that the rumors about her are rampant now, and even the people who guard the mausoleum far away from the noisy city will not have heard of it.

The security man sighed. He smoked and sipped. The room was surrounded by smoke.

"You're a miserable child, and you don't know who did this to you."

"It's a lot of good things, no one's to blame." Gu luanqing chuckles.

She tried to pretend that she was relieved, but only she knew what she thought.

It's impossible for her to make the wind light and the clouds light now that her broken heart hasn't healed.

Just ask others not to raise it in front of her. She is afraid that her tears will be too tight.

After chatting with the security man for a while, Gu luanqing took the fruit to him, and then walked slowly into the cemetery. She remembered that there were twenty-eight floors on each floor. In the most difficult time, she stepped here step by step and spent the most painful stage of her life here.

From then on, she decided that she would never rely on anyone in her life. If it wasn't for the appearance of Xiang Chaojue, she would still keep this alert state.

Xiang Chaojue made her hope again, but it failed her.

When she was walking very hard every step, the person guarding the mausoleum was also watching her back gradually move away. After his last cigarette, he thought of the man's figure, cold and determined.

"Once you're trapped in love, you can't get out."

Gu luanqing found her mother's tombstone with her memory. She squatted down and put the cake and flowers in front of the tombstone. She knelt down and put her hands together. "Mom, long time no see. Sorry, I haven't come to see you for a long time."

"Yan Chenghuai didn't want me to come to see you, so I obeyed foolishly, but now everything is over, and the relationship between Yan Chenghuai and me has long ended."

"But mom, I'm still very unhappy. I thought I would never meet someone who really loves me again in my life. He appeared, but now I'm still unhappy. He doesn't want me." Gu luanqing closed his eyes and tears came down.

She didn't want to blame her mother for the mistakes she had made in the past.

"This may be my fate with him. Mom, if you know, can you tell me what I should do now and what I should do is right?"

Gu luanqing talks to himself to the tombstone. The tombstone is covered with dust, and the photo of Gu luanqing's mother has turned yellow.

No one can respond to her confusion. The only thing that glides across the sky is the cry of birds. The wind blows and raises dust on the ground. Gu Luan Qing coughs twice. She simply curls up and lies down with tears in the corner of her eyes on the marble slab.

The sky is gray. It looks like it's going to rain.

Gu luanqing doesn't know how long she hasn't seen the sky. She closes her eyes and thinks that if the rain falls, she won't go any more.

She is willing to stay here with her mother.

But the day seems to be deliberately against her, unwilling to rain, Gu luanqing lay for a while, mood also calmed down, she knew that this idea is very naive.

She stood up, patted the dust on her body and decided to say goodbye to her mother.

"Mom, I'm gone. I'll come to see you again later. I don't blame you for the past. If you know something, don't blame yourself for it."

"My fate with him seems to have come to an end."

With a long sigh, Gu luanqing came with her bag. She walked very fast and didn't look back. She called Yu Shuhan with a cry in her voice. "Shuhan, come and pick me up. I'm so tired now."

Yu Shuhan was startled by her, and his heart began to ache. He said, "OK, OK, I'll come here. You'll wait for me at the door."

"Don't cry, Luan Qing. I'm sorry."

Gu luanqing is crying and laughing. In a way, she is about to collapse in various senses.

She can't hold on.

"I see. Don't worry about me."

Hang up the phone, Gu luanqing sat down on the steps, in this stuffy and hot summer, she actually felt a little cold.

That kind of cold comes out from the bottom of my heart, from the head to the sole of my feet, it's so cold.

……

Before the cemetery was opened, Xiang Chaojue came. He asked the driver to go back first. He went to talk to the tomb keeper alone and talked about letting him open the door now.

"Why are you here so early?" After all, it's not working time.

To the dynasty Jue dun for a while, he is not willing to tell others his private affairs, but also can not think of a better reason, "I want to meet someone here."

"It's strange. How could anyone meet at the cemetery? Have you made an appointment? "

Don't open your eyes to Chao Jue, "No."

"That's again..." the mausoleum keeper didn't go on. He stopped and took the initiative to answer to Chao Jue. "If she knew that I was coming, she would certainly hold groundless expectations. I can't let her have more expectations for me now."

Because he will only let her down.

"I was trapped by love." The mausoleum keeper laughed and lit the cigarette. He took a sip and breathed the clouds, which made him frown at Chaojue. He hated the smell of smoke.

"Well, I'll open the door for you."

Xiang Chaojue is the first person to come to the cemetery to worship today. It's easy to imagine how desolate the cemetery is. He follows the tomb keeper with flowers and fruits in his hand.

The tomb keeper put his hands behind him and asked him, "who are you looking for here?"

"Do you know Gu luanqing?" He asked Chaojue tentatively that he couldn't remember Gu luanqing's mother's name. He deliberately didn't remember it because it was like digging his own wound.

The guard of the mausoleum took a step and looked back at Chaojue. "Is it Gu luanqing that you are going to meet today?"

"Well... Maybe not."

"You're looking for her mother's graveyard, aren't you?"

He nodded to Chao Jue, and the mausoleum keeper continued to walk down and took him to his destination.

Gu Luanqing's mother as like as two peas, the picture has been yellowed. Gu Mu and Gu Lu Qing have not exaggerated to the same degree, but they are similar in eyebrow, but they have to be beautiful.

It's this woman who fascinates her rational father all her life and even abandons her wife and children for her sake

Xiang Chaojue looked at the photo with mixed feelings. He didn't want to scold or destroy the tombstone to vent his anger. He just felt sorry for the past.

If he was not the descendant of Xiang family, Gu luanqing was not the daughter of this woman, they might be able to die together now.

Everything is predestined.

Before Xiang Chaojue could put down the flowers and the tribute, Gu luanqing came with a clear and heavy step. Her footsteps were so familiar that they echoed in his ears.

Xiang Chaojue had to avoid it. Fortunately, the tombstone here is relatively high, which can block his figure. Gu luanqing will not find it soon.

He stood nearby and watched Gu luanqing complain to the gravestone that could not respond to her. Her tears fell on the marble slab, which also raised waves in his heart.

Xiang Chaojue wants to go forward, hug her, comfort her, and tell her that he only thinks about her these days, but he can't do anything. He doesn't even have the courage to talk to her.

"My fate with him has come to an end."

When Gu Luan Qing said this, Xiang Chaojue's heart hurt.

It's all his fault.