Chapter 223

Yu Shuhan almost heard from her words that she was worried about Xiang Chaojue and helplessly helped her forehead, "can't you pray for yourself?"

But she has nothing to pray for

Gu luanqing pondered in her heart that she could not pray for the fetus to return to the womb, nor could she allow Xiang Luxing to stay with her all the time, let alone let Xiang Defeng accept her immediately.

Compared with these things, the only thing she can pray for now, and the only thing she wants to pray for now, I'm afraid that's the only thing

Gu luanqing put his hands together and solemnly petitioned the Buddha, "I hope he can come back to me soon."

Without him, she was like a walking corpse.

So come back quickly.

Yu Shuhan didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or to be helpless. She dropped her eyes, "didn't you say it well? Your appeal. "

Looking up again, Gu luanqing was in tears. She looked up at the tall Buddha statue in front of her. Her blank eyes looked like the boundless sky, just an empty container, from which tears kept falling.

Yu Shuhan was startled and quickly reached out to wipe away her tears. "What's the matter with you?"

Gu luanqing also came back to herself. She was frightened by her tears and her eyes were even bigger and more dazed.

"I don't know. I just felt so sad for a moment. When I came back, I knew I was crying."

It's clear that she hasn't cried for a week. Why now

"Don't say anything. I understand you." Yu Shuhan hugged her painfully. The fragrance of her hair penetrated into her nose. "You don't have to worry, Buddha will hear your appeal."

"Well..." Gu luanqing didn't want to talk, but was carried out of breath by her.

After staying in the temple for a while, listening to the sound of the mountain, the monks beat wooden fish and chanted sutras for Gu luanqing's unborn child. This is their biggest wish for that child.

Gu luanqing is no longer seeking unrealistic wishes, such as to let the child return to the womb or cry. She had never had such a ridiculous idea that she could survive in her abdominal cavity. What she prayed for was that her children would be protected by the Buddha after they returned to heaven, and would no longer suffer from skin and flesh, and would no longer be hindered by the human fate.

That is to say, she made a transcendence ceremony in advance for the child who was destined not to see the world.

In memory of Gu luanqing's sincerity, the abbot of the temple personally led Gu luanqing to the temple's Zhaitang with Yu Shuhan to have a meal. It is said that it can ensure safety.

Gu luanqing's impetuous and restless heart is quiet at this moment.

Before dark, they came down from the mountain. Although they were very tired, their steps were lighter than before, because their hearts were more relaxed.

Yu Shuhan took Gu luanqing's hand and asked her with a smile, "what do you think?"

"Well?" Gu luanqing looks at her askew.

"Did this trip make you a little easier?"

Gu luanqing looked up at the sky, the sunset red the whole sky, only the top of the point still keep empty white, but also just struggling, finally return to the sunset.

Suddenly, she said faintly, "thanks to you thinking of such a place, my mood is much better and calmer."

All the wishful thinking was cut off by her.

However, it was only temporary.

Just like this, it was enough to let Yu Shuhan look for a long time. She touched her nose, raised her mouth and laughed, "you see, I'm right. This kind of place is most suitable for you."

"Do you want me to become a monk?" Gu luanqing teases her.

"I don't dare to cut me when I come back to Chaojue. Besides, I'm not willing to let you escape. I want to be a stumbling block for you to convert to Buddhism."

"How to say such words..." Gu luanqing laughed.

I don't know why her heart is always empty. It's hard to make waves when she calms down.

Is Xiang Chaojue not coming back?

She thinks she's going crazy.

……

Gu luanqing put a red fork on the calendar today, and the front row was also full of big red forks. She counted it, and it was 15 in total.

Xiang Chaojue hasn't been home for 15 days.

He is haunted in the company, and she is not sure whether he has returned to China. She is afraid to call and ask. She wants to get information from her colleagues, but she is always ridiculed.

Gu luanqing knows nothing about him.

The only place to know him is the daily headlines in the commercial newspapers. The war between Xiang Chaojue and Xiang Xirong has not been over since last month, but it has become increasingly fierce and has entered a white hot stage.

Although they are both working for the company's welfare, Xiang Xirong and Xiang Chaojue have been fighting secretly. They are now sparing no effort to set a new record, just for the future general meeting of shareholders.

At the general meeting of shareholders, the board of directors re selected the post of president of Xiang's group. Who won the votes of shareholders between Xiang Chaojue and Xiang Xirong not only depends on their respective shares, but also depends on how much wealth they can create for the company under their leadership.

Xiang Chaojue's position as president, which has always been stable, has finally been shaken by Xiang Xirong, who has been covetous for a long time.

Whether we can overthrow the old and open a new era depends not on Xiang Xirong's ability, but on the ruthlessness of Xiang Chaojue.

Gu luanqing follows up the news every day, because it is the only way for her to learn about Xiang Chaojue's recent situation.

Gu luanqing was nervous because of the fighting in the newspaper. But as soon as she put down the newspaper, she looked at the empty living room. The cup on the coffee table was only a parent-child cup. Xiang Chaojue's cup was broken by her carelessness last week. She wanted to buy it back and found several shops, but she couldn't find the same one. Even the cup evaporated with Xiang Chaojue.

Gu luanqing thought that even if she bought it back, she would accumulate dust. Xiang Chaojue would not come back immediately, so she gave up running for a cup.

On the balcony, the clothes she and Xiang Luxing were drying, and there were only two pairs of socks hanging on the clothes rack.

She is no longer used to filling only two bowls of rice and buying too many vegetables.

Gu luanqing knew that both she and Xiang Luxing had begun to get used to the days without Xiang Chaojue. It was clear that she did not want to get used to it. She did not dare to imagine the coming of such days in the past, but now she can accept it calmly.

After all, Xiang Chaojue always put his work ahead of them. They had no choice but to support him without hesitation.

The wind outside the window suddenly blows. Gu luanqing comes back to herself. She looks up at the balcony. She doesn't know when it's dark, but the light hasn't been turned on in the room.

Xiang Luxing hasn't finished school yet. After work, she has been sitting here reading the newspaper and thinking wildly without saying a word.

Gu luanqing folded the newspaper and put it in the drawer, which was full of news about Xiang Chaojue that she had cut these days.

She got up to wash her hands and make soup, but the landline rang at this time.

Few people know the landline number of her residence. Gu luanqing thinks of Xiang Chaojue in his first reaction.

Didn't he think of her?

Thinking of this, Gu luanqing was not calm. She sat down decisively. She took a deep breath and tried not to let her hands shake too much. She picked up the receiver and her voice was still shaking. "Hello..."

Xiang Chaojue, is that him?

Of course not. She's too stupid to look at the caller ID before connecting the phone. Why do you have such meaningless expectations.

A strange voice came from the other end of the phone. It was a young girl's voice. "Hello, is that Miss Gu luanqing?"

Gu Luan Qing is a Leng, the hand also does not shake, "is, you are?"

"This is the Municipal People's hospital. It's time for your prenatal examination. Please do it the day after tomorrow." It turned out that the nurse called Gu luanqing.

Gu luanqing now remembered that there was also a birth examination. She thought she only had to go to the operating table.

In her mind, there are fragmented pictures. The cold iron plate is full of blood. In the center, there is a mass of flesh and blood that can't be seen in its original shape. People will vomit when they just look at it.

And she, afraid is to cry while vomiting.

Because it was her child.

The nurse called her a few times, Gu luanqing woke up from a trance, she decided, or promised, "I know, then please help me arrange, I will go tomorrow."

Although she didn't want to go at all, she couldn't ignore the thought that this might be her last prenatal examination.

"All right." The nurse hung up.

A phone call revealed Gu luanqing's scar, she has not yet healed, or even had time to mourn for her child, the kindergarten director called again to interrupt her thoughts, "you are to the parents of Lu Xing, he caused trouble in the kindergarten!"

"What?"

"He bullied other children in the kindergarten and was reported. Now the parents of the other party have come to denounce him. Please come and deal with it immediately, or you will bear the consequences."

Gu luanqing didn't believe Xiang Luxing would do that. She responded immediately, "I know. Please wait for me."

Hang up the phone, she asked a driver to take her to the kindergarten. She had to deal with the matter herself and fight for her innocence.

Looking at her pale face, the driver could not help but worry about her. "You don't need to worry about this little thing. Half of the sponsorship and investment of that kindergarten come from Xiang Zong. As long as you give me a command, I'll call the director to deal with it. The director doesn't understand it. How can I disturb you?"

Gu luanqing is not willing to, her attitude is very firm, "I would like to see who dares to slander the deer star, if I caught me, I will not --"

Just about to get angry, the child in her stomach protested first. Gu luanqing was so painful that she took a cold breath. She took the initiative to end the topic and insisted on going to the kindergarten.

Gu Luanqing as like as two peas, be neither humble nor pushy.

Gu luanqing lost his mind for a moment and thought that he had come back to Chaojue.

She ran to the deer star, "Mom, you finally come!"

Gu luanqing held him in pain, but she couldn't smile, "Lu Xing, they said you've caused trouble, what's the matter!"

As soon as the voice fell, he saw the other party's parents rush over and reach out to slap Gu luanqing in the face. After being perfectly avoided by her, he calmed down and pushed his glasses, "are you his parents?"

"Yes, I'm his mother."