Chapter 91

Xiang Chaojue helped Gu luanqing to sit down on the bench beside the corridor. He looked ashamed. "I'm sorry, I apologize for my grandfather."

"You don't have to apologize. It's my fault. It's my negligence that makes Lu Xing run out alone. I'm not a qualified mother." Gu luanqing covers her face. As soon as she talks about it, her tears seem to open a valve and flow continuously.

Tears fell between her fingers, her shoulders trembling slightly, looking vulnerable.

Xiang Chaojue loves her more than blaming her.

"Don't say these words. Everyone will make mistakes. Besides, Lu Xing's situation is uncertain now. Don't belittle yourself." He tried to persuade Chao Jue, but he didn't mean to reproach her. On the contrary, he was patient, for fear that she would suddenly miss it.

The more he is like this, the more guilty Gu luanqing is.

She shook her head, long spread on both sides, looking very haggard.

"The doctor said that he is still in danger. If he has a problem, I can't live..."

"Don't say that. He'll be fine and you'll be fine, believe me." She was so sad that he could not bear to blame her.

Gu luanqing raised her eyes, and there were two lines of clear tears on her face. The tears almost washed her face again. Her eyes were red and swollen, and her clear eyes became turbid. She looked at him blankly, "but I, I can't help thinking that if it's my fault, if I didn't pay attention to the painting at that time, he wouldn't run out of the yard, He won't get lost in order to pick me a rose, and he won't catch any flu. His body is so delicate that he can't stand the entanglement of these viruses... "

Gu luanqing has completely fallen into remorse, but there is no regret medicine to take. Even if she died of guilt, she can't change everything in front of her.

He could wake her up, but Xiang Chaojue was reluctant. He took her into his arms and gave her shoulder to rely on. He patted her thin back to comfort her.

"You don't want to think so much now. You don't want to think of such things, do you? If you want to say no, then I'm not the source of all evil. I arranged you to go to the countryside. If you want to blame me, blame me. You're just neglecting. Don't blame yourself any more. "

Words fall, Gu luanqing shook his head, she closed her eyes, tears still fall from the corner of her eyes.

Xiang Chaojue hugged her tightly, patiently soothed her, "besides, Lu Xing will not blame you, and his will is very strong, will certainly survive, you have to do is to cheer up, don't let him see sad you, then he will blame himself."

Every sentence he said was reasonable. Gu luanqing's tense heart was relieved. She nodded and tried to calm down.

Forget how long in the past, Xiang Chaojue just hugged her like an old husband and wife who had gone through the wind and rain. Everything gradually calmed down in mutual warmth.

Thanks to his consolation, Gu luanqing finally calmed down and sat up straight from his arms. She wiped the tears on her face and sucked her nose. "You haven't seen Lu Xing since you've been here so long. He's in the ICU ward. Just ask the nurse. I'm too sad to notice which Ward he is in."

She had been as strong as she could, just to not let him down.

"I see. Would you like to come with me?" Xiang Chaojue is not sure to leave her here alone.

Gu luanqing shook his head, she forced a smile, "your grandfather is also there. It's inconvenient for me to go at this time. When he leaves, I will always accompany him."

She will not leave him until she is safe, which is what she can do as a mother.

He promised to Chao Jue, "then wait for me here. I'll come back and take you home after visiting."

When she came out, she was still wearing thin household clothes and slippers, her long hair was scattered, and she looked very embarrassed.

"Well, you go quickly. I can do it alone."

He took off his suit coat and put it on her shoulder. Then he left.

After he left, the switch of Gu luanqing's tears was turned on again. She covered her face, and even she didn't want to face her fragile appearance.

She can't be strong at all now. Guilt has hollowed out her heart like a tornado.

Her self-confidence as a mother was also destroyed by the accident. She thought she could take good care of Xiang Luxing and prove to the old man that she was qualified to stay with Xiang Chaojue. She was not good at nothing.

However, the fact has proved over and over again that she is not a qualified mother, and not everyone can shoulder the heavy responsibility. Even if she gave birth to him in October, it does not mean that she is qualified.

A gust of wind whistling past, blowing up her long hair, Gu luanqing felt very cold.

Cold body, cold heart.

When Xiang Chaojue arrived at the intensive care unit, he was still outside the window, watching his great grandson suffer in the ward. He was always ruthless, but he also wet his eyes.

Xiang Chaojue's shadow blocked the light from the end, turned to the old man and looked at him with hatred, "look what the woman you brought back has done to Lu Xing! I think you're out of your mind to protect her

"I didn't, Luan Qing. She was just careless. Please don't blame her blindly. She is also very sad." Xiang Chaojue is still arguing for Gu luanqing.

If Song Wen were still here, she would stamp her feet in anger.

To the old man a belly fire, "you see you now like this, know to speak for her, your son almost died in her hands, do you know."

"Please understand the whole story. Luan Qing didn't do it intentionally. If you really want to blame it, blame me. It's because I want her to take Lu Xing to the countryside that this kind of thing happens." He bowed his head to Chaojue, waiting for his rebuke.

No matter what happens, he is willing to take responsibility with Gu luanqing.

Xiang Defeng was so angry that his beard trembled with the disordered breath. He knocked on his crutch and scolded, "you really want to annoy me! Don't think that I won't settle accounts with you. I'll serve you in the same way. "

With that, he raised his crutch to attack Chaojue.

Not as like as two peas in the way to Chao Jue, he was not afraid at all. It was exactly the same as the moment when Gu Lu Qing was blamed.

He put down his crutch and gasped. "I'll see how long you can keep up with that woman. Let's wait and see."

Anyway, he will never let Gu luanqing step into Xiangjia.

Not even if he's dead.

Xiang Chaojue calmly looked at Xiang Defeng. Suddenly, he replied, "I'm sorry."

As long as Gu luanqing does not let go, he will not let go.

The fetters had formed between them, and he could never go back to the past.

Finally, Xiang Chaojue only stayed outside the ward for a short time. He was called by the doctor to go through the hospitalization procedures and had paid all the expenses during the isolation period.

He told the doctor, "please treat him well."

Xiang Luxing's fate is linked to Gu luanqing, no matter who he is, he can't give up.

"I see. Please rest assured."

Xiang Jue's heart was as heavy as lead, but he didn't stop. He turned back and went back to find Gu luanqing.

She had just wiped away her tears and looked haggard and embarrassed.

"Let's go home." Take her hand to Chao Jue.

Gu Luan red eyes frame, nodded, "well."

Xiang Chaojue felt that she was vulnerable now, and he was even more careful with her. He didn't dare to say more.

As soon as she mentioned Xiang Luxing, her tears would come out again.

Driving all the way home, Gu luanqing opened the window and blew a cold wind all the way.

Only in this way can she let the heat of her eyes subside and not cry in front of him.

But two days did not come back, the family became strange, Gu luanqing even some strange.

"After you left, I asked the hourly worker to clean every day. She should have changed the arrangement of some furniture. Tomorrow I will let her put them back in place." Xiang Chaojue noticed the surprise in her eyes and explained to her.

Gu luanqing regained her mind. She shook her head. "Don't bother. I'll get used to it soon. Besides, there's nothing wrong with this arrangement."

"Then you go to take a bath first. Do you need me to give you hot water?"

Gu luanqing took off his suit coat and hung it up. "No, I'll do it myself."

Then she walked quickly into the bedroom.

The air seemed to condense. Xiang Chaojue was not at ease with her, and it was not easy to follow. He felt bored, so he simply went to open the door of the balcony to let the cold air in.

At the beginning of the Lantern Festival, the sky is full of stars, which indicates the fine weather of tomorrow, but Xiang Chaojue's mood is low.

His family's opposition, Gu luanqing's indecision and Xiang Luxing's serious illness all made him feel exhausted.

Even so, Xiang Chaojue chose to go on.

For whom?

In a trance, Gu luanqing had taken a bath and changed her clothes. She went out of the room and called him, "Chaojue."

The voice was very light, with a cry that had not yet subsided.

He turned to Chao Jue and looked at her. She looked much better. He said with a smile, "what's the matter?"

"I've been running all day. I'm a little hungry. Are you hungry? Let's have supper. " Gu luanqing said, slightly a hook mouth, smile although weak, but always a good omen.

After mourning, she always stood up.

Xiang Chaojue's mood suddenly became clear. He beckoned her to come and responded to her, "well, I didn't have dinner either."

Gu luanqing obediently walked over and hugged him. She put her face on his chest, and her nervous heart suddenly calmed down.

She apologized to him, "I'm sorry, I'm not a qualified mother."

Now, she is not worthy of him.

"Don't say that, as long as Luxing likes you." Comfort her to Chao Jue.

Gu luanqing knew that he didn't mean to blame her, and then she just let him waste his breath. She stopped the topic in time and closed her eyes obediently.

After the storm, their hearts are heavy and calm at the moment.

They didn't let go until Gu luanqing's stomach grunted. Gu luanqing felt his neck awkwardly, "then I'll cook Japanese soup powder to eat together?"

"Good."

He followed Gu luanqing into the kitchen and watched her busy, as before, as if nothing had happened.

Xiang Chaojue's thoughts were far away. He remembered that he insisted on it, but only for her.