"Do you feel pain, regret, want to quit, don't want to be an idol?" He Yue asked.

OTA was silent, but she didn't speak.

He Yue was silent for a while, and then she said, "next, let's talk about the meaning of idols."

"There is no simple word in the world of adults. Many people know about the hard work of idols only after they enter this circle. Some people disdain this kind of pleasant work, some feel regret after experiencing the hard work, some relax their management, and then the result is the decline of popularity, the failure of body management, and the lack of necessary abilities of idols such as singing and dancing, In the end, he was put into operation and became an ordinary idol. He even graduated and left the world

"You may think it's a good choice to leave this world, because the idol world I mentioned before is too hard? I want to tell you that many people think so when they leave, but none of these people who leave the entertainment industry do not regret it

"Idols are really the brightest and best jobs in the world. Who doesn't want to be pursued by fans and media every day? Who doesn't want their names and photos printed in magazines? Who doesn't want to be surrounded by beautiful men with delicious food and beautiful scenery every day and earn a lot of money by the way? "

What he Yue said is the fact that AKB has graduated so many people. Many people still want to stay here even though they know they have no future. Is it really because of their pure dream? Not so, they are more reluctant to give up this bright and beautiful world.

SKE48 once stood in the third position of Yanshen Jiumei. After graduation, she worked as a waiter and many other jobs, but she also signed with a brokerage company repeatedly and made a comeback many times. AKB's super Laurie o'gennaime, who was popular in China's Internet world in those years, still sought to make a comeback many years after graduation? This circle is really fascinating.

"I've told you so much about the purpose. Do you understand now?"

"Well..." After all, it's just a teenage girl. He Yue's long speech has already made her shed tears.

"But Why do you say this to me? Why do you only hold me? " OHADA sniffed and asked.

He Yue's eyes suddenly changed. Before entering AKB, the girl OHADA had never been in love or experienced any unforgettable feelings. But at this moment, she suddenly found that she really understood a lot from he Yue's eyes.

However, he Yue hesitated for a long time, but did not say anything. It seems that at this time, she is more restrained. Finally, she just said: "if it's you, I think it's worth it."

Of course, OHADA didn't know what kind of complex feelings her sentence contained.

He Yue said: "they like you, like to crazy, that is really like, like to no self, like to go all the way from other counties, from Okinawa, from Hokkaido, even from China, from France to come here, just to see you for 10 seconds! In those ten seconds, they may not be able to say anything, just mechanically shake hands with you and say "come on."

That sentence is not about others, it's about him. In 2014, at the age of 25, he also came to Tokyo from China to her handshake meeting.

At that time, he was 25 years old. At that time, OHADA was 15 years old. He Yue was a rational idol fan. After years of love, he liked the idol more than any boyfriend. When he was in love with an idol, he was more opposed to breaking the rules. He once thought that even if he saw a little idol, he would not be too impolite, let alone a small target He is a ten-year-old girl. Before this little girl, as a dead DD, he has loved many other idols. After Daiwa, he will also like more idols.

But the shaking hands of that trekking mountains and rivers actually hit him in the face. The little idol in reality is 10000 times more lovely than on TV, and his tension is 10000 times stronger than expected! Just a few seconds of meeting, the touch of the hand, and the little idol filled with the sight, as if in the light, pinched out all his reason. The self introduction that had been prepared for a long time all flew to the ends of the earth in this moment, without a complete dialogue, and even the normal voice, he was pushed out of the handshake line.

He used to think that the future of AKB was the OHADA club. At that time, when the former Tian Dadao had graduated one after another and pointed out that he and Ma you were still twinkling, OHADA really looked like the successor of AKB. Especially when asked about what she was doing ten years later in a documentary interview, the girl said that she had become the center of AKB and was working hard. At that time, she was right In the future, I will be looking forward to my idol career.

But after that, the bright future we all expected did not appear.

Fat, low popularity, gossip, shaking hands and resistance on variety shows For various reasons, AKB, once the most promising future star, finally fell.

After graduation, she took not only her own future, but also AKB's.

There are too many ifs in AKB's history, and Daiwa is the biggest and most important one he Yue thinks.No one knows about he Yue's mental journey. Even if some people know about it, maybe some people will say that he Yue is selfish, regardless of the real thoughts of OHADA. How can she know that her life after graduation is not happy? Maybe she is no longer a national idol. She is the most real and happy one who lives a free life.

But he Yue doesn't care about these. People are always complicated. What's her goal? First of all, she's happy to be an idol. She doesn't have to be a top idol, but she hopes to be the most special, free and wanton one. If she finds a few intimate friends by the way, she can even be a top idol After many years still play together, people who live together will be better.

So she is close to Murayama, close to little bird, slightly changed the future of Hashimoto and others, but will not particularly greatly affect the future of AKB or naisaka. The role she can play is limited. On the one hand, more important than her own development, people who care about herself are on the other hand.

Since the time of crossing, except for the influence caused by her initiative, such as donko Maeda joined the hainu drama group instead of graduating, and Yoshimi Kano graduated ahead of time, it is more because of the chain reaction caused by her butterfly effect.

Only OHADA is special. She strongly wants to change her idol career and even influence the future of AKB through her.

It's like she's talking to a girl at the beginning of a conversation.

"I hope you have the best idol career and become a legendary idol representing AKB and even a history of idols. If you can't do that, go back to be an ordinary person. Instead of becoming an ordinary idol or even a photo idol later, I'd rather kill you from the beginning and let you connect with the entertainment industry. There's no chance to get into it!"

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