Chapter 235

"Zhang, director Zhang?" Pan Rong got up and said with a smile.

Zhang Zheng came over and said with a smile, "Why are you so polite?" Then he motioned pan Rong to sit down, and he sat beside her.

"To review?" He asked.

Pan Rong nodded, but asked, "how did you come here? This point -- "

He understood what she meant. This time point was just working hours.

"My mother is in hospital. I asked for leave to accompany her today." He said.

"What's wrong?" Pan Rong asked.

"I had a minor operation. I was quite free recently, and she was quite complaining that it was useless to have my son, so I came here." Zhang Zheng said, a little helpless, pan Rong smile.

"Maybe it's because of the operation. The operation can make people feel bad." Pan Rong explained.

"Are you the same then?" Zhang Zheng asked. Before she could answer, he laughed and said, "I don't think you will. After all, you were married at that time."

Pan Rong grinned bitterly and said nothing.

Yes, she didn't feel afraid or irritable at that time, because Xia Yuchen was always by her side. And now——

"Actually, I always owe you a thank you." Pan Rong looked at him and said.

"What good have I done before I know it?" He asked with a smile.

"Yes, my illness, I think, if it wasn't for you, I might --" she said, without going on.

"Nothing. I didn't help you either." Zhang Zhengdao.

Pan Rong smiles and doesn't speak any more.

"Oh, how are you? Why do you look a little listless? Is it because of too much work? " He asked suddenly.

"Not bad!" She said.

"Well, since we seldom meet each other, why don't we find a place to sit down and have a cup of coffee?" He said.

"Don't you have to be with your mother?" She asked.

"I'm in the wind now." He laughed and said, "is it going to take a while for your inspection report?"

"Well, let's go for a cup of coffee." Pan Rong said, and they got up.

There was a coffee shop near the inpatient department. They found a seat and sat down.

After sitting for a while, they chatted.

"What's the matter?" After a chat, Zhang Zheng asked.

Pan Rong smiles at him, a little cramped, the spoon stirring in the coffee cup.

He said nothing and looked out of the window.

The ambulance roared by in the yard.

"Well, actually, it's true that I say thank you." Pan rongdao.

"I said, it's true that I didn't help you. It's Xia Yuchen who really helps you. " Zhang Zhengdao.

Pan Rong looked out of the window, perhaps because he was familiar with Zhang Zheng but not familiar with Zhang Zheng, or because he had an indescribable feeling from the beginning of his acquaintance, which made pan Rong suddenly want to talk in front of him.

She needs an audience.

"I, I feel, I feel like --" she said, a little excited, eyes full of tears, turned to look out of the window.

He didn't speak, just listened and handed her a tissue.

She laughed awkwardly, wiped the tears from her eyes and looked out of the window.

"I feel like, I feel like I kidnapped him. "Me," she said, glancing at him again, holding down her coffee cup and staring at the liquid in it.

"At the beginning, he said that when I got married, I should refuse. If I refuse, it won't be like this now. I --" she said. She didn't mean to stop. "But I'm too selfish. I'm actually very selfish. I'm really selfish. I just think about myself and what I want. I don't think about what he wants at all. I know that he loves Fang Xiaoyou so much. I know that he is going to propose to Fang Xiaoyou soon. I - but I still use him. I -- "

"You're doing normal. There's nothing wrong with it, no matter what the situation is." Zhang Zhengdao said, and he took a sip of coffee.

Pan Rong was stunned and stared at him.

"Don't you think I'm selfish?" She asked.

"No, you just got a chance, and why don't you agree? If you don't agree with him, you will regret and blame yourself more now. " Zhang Zheng was calm, as if he knew everything.

"Why, blame yourself?" Pan Rong asked.

"Because, er," he put down his coffee cup and looked at her, "what are your feelings for him like? It's like, er, he's a very good thing in your eyes. You always look at this treasure, but you never have it. If you can't have it, you will never know how good it is. Even if you meet a better one in the future, you will compare it with it. You will always feel that the one you didn't get is the best one, and you will always be in regret. Your feelings for him are very similar, so you need a chance to really feel whether he is your treasure or not. From this point of view, you are absolutely right. "

Seeing her staring at him, Zhang Zheng laughed and said, "I'm sorry for interrupting you. Go on, I brought my ears today."

Pan Rong bowed her head and said nothing.

"So, why do you suddenly think so? Doubt yourself like this? " He asked, "what's the matter?"

She was silent for a moment, looked up at him, and said: "in the past two years, he has been unhappy. I can see that, although he may not want me to worry or affect my treatment, he conceals his emotions, but I don't know him the first day. I have known him for more than 20 years. I know what kind of person he is and what his every expression represents, I know all about it. " She said, pausing. "Sometimes, I'd rather I didn't know anything, I'd rather I didn't know him, I didn't love him."

Zhang Zheng didn't speak, he just listened.

"But now, I feel like I've kidnapped him. I feel like I've made him so unhappy. It's me," she said, lowering her head.

A hand, gently covering her hand, pan Rong looked up.

"You are such a kind girl. I'm not wrong!" He said with a smile.

Pan Rong was a little distracted for a moment.

However, she quickly responded and quickly pulled out her hand.

He took back his hand, laughed and said, "so? What are you going to do? "

Instead of answering, she asked him, "you and your wife, I mean, when you divorced, were you upset, or were you trying to save something?"

He thought seriously and shook his head.

"Why?" She asked.

"Because I knew that no matter what I did at that time, it was useless. I didn't have what she wanted, and she couldn't give me what I wanted, so I just separated, so as not to delay everyone's time. We divorced in a friendly way, and then when she remarried, I went to the wedding He said with ease.

Pan Rong was surprised.

"No matter what decision you make, think clearly and do it again. Don't let yourself regret it. There is not much time for you to regret in one's life." Zhang Zhengdao.

Back home that day, her mother asked pan Rong about the results of her examination. Pan Rong gave the results to her mother, and her mother immediately picked up the presbyopic glasses to see.

"Much better, isn't it?" Asked the mother pleasantly.

Pan Rong nodded.

"Why don't you have the spirit? Isn't that a good thing? " The mother said, took off her glasses and said, "I have to call your mother-in-law quickly. She even called me in the afternoon to ask if I had any examination results!"

Pan Rong did not speak, quietly lying on the sofa.

Ear, is the mother and mother-in-law on the phone voice, two people sound very happy.

"Rong'er, your mother-in-law wants to talk to you --" her mother cried. Pan Rong waved her hand, and her mother said to her mother-in-law, "maybe she was too tired and fell asleep." Then, the two mothers had begun to discuss the issue of the third generation. Pan Rong went upstairs, closed the door and collapsed in his own bed.

At this time, Xia Yuchen's phone call came, she saw, but did not answer.

How should she face Xia Yuchen?

Mother knocked on the door and asked why she didn't answer Xia Yuchen's call.

"Chen son worries about you over there, how can you be so stubborn?" My mother sat by the bed and said.

Pan Rong covers his head with a pillow, so his mother has to go out.

From his mother-in-law, Xia Yuchen learned that Pan Rong's condition was all right, and her heart relaxed a lot.

I hope pan Rong can recover soon. In this way, even if he wants to divorce her, he won't have to worry about anything.

When he was in a good mood, he wanted to call Fang Xiaoyou for a date, but Fang Xiaoyou said that he was packing and preparing to move.

"Then you wait for me. I'll pick you up from work early today." Xia Yuchen said.

Fang Xiaoyou promised him to continue to sort out.

Box after box, she was packing them carefully.

But before Xia Yuchen came, Tan Hongyu came.

She knelt down on the carpet with her back to him to sort out the books. Looking at her back, his hands slowly lifted up and stretched out to her.

At that moment, he wanted to hold her in his arms and keep her. But the finger stopped a centimeter from her back.

After all, he still can't do it!

With a bitter smile and a sigh, he took his hand back.

Hearing his voice, she turned back and asked, "what's the matter?"

He shook his head, laughed and stood up.

Over the years, she has learned more about Tan Hongyu. In her eyes, he was an uncle next door, sometimes an old friend of his own. When she is with Tan Hongyu, she always feels at ease and has no mustard. Whether it's happy or sad, she will say it casually, and he always listens quietly. When she is finished, he will express his opinion - he is a good listener. However, after that night, this feeling suddenly left her heart. She didn't know how to get along with Tan Hongyu and how to face it. However, sometimes I think of all kinds of things I've been with Tan Hongyu over the years. It seems as if nothing happened that night.

Once upon a time, she thought more than once that after she was with Xia Yuchen in the future - if she had the chance to be together - she would tell him everything she thought and actually did, whether he was willing to listen or not. But when she really faced him, she couldn't say anything at all.