Chapter 224

Fang Xiaoyou leaned on the back of the car and said nothing.

"Don't worry, you don't have to worry. I'm here for everything. You don't have to pay attention to those messy social activities if you don't want to go. No one dares to do anything to you! " He comforted.

I am in everything!

At the beginning, Xia Yuchen also said so with her.

Fang Xiaoyou sat quietly and said nothing.

Facing Tan Hongyu, what should she do?

"If you are tired, have a rest." He said.

She shook her head.

"Sun jingnian will come over tomorrow. He has officially started to invest in Jincheng." Tan Hongyu said.

Sun jingnian, since Fang Xiaoyou didn't go to the sun family, this name has become a distant memory. Even later, I occasionally went to the activities held by sun's company with Tan Hongyu, but I didn't have much contact with him.

"Yufei, will you come together?" She asked.

"You want to see me?" Tan Hongyu asked with a smile.

"No, just ask. I haven't been in touch lately. " Fang Xiaoyou said.

"He seems to have been sent by his father to practice in a branch office, so he won't come here." Tan Hongyu said, looking at her, he said, "that boy seems to be pretty good. That's it -- "

"What is it?" She asked.

"Just not for you!" He said.

She laughed and said, "you know it again! When I saw you for the first time in those years, you also said that Xia Yuchen and I were not suitable and advised me to separate from him. "

"I still think so." He said.

She is speechless.

Cars, running through the mountains.

Before it became dark in spring, they came to Longquanshan cemetery.

Because Tan Hongyu will attend many activities tomorrow, he has no time to pay homage to his mother, so he is here today. This is also Fang Xiaoyou's first visit to the old lady, although she and the old lady only met once.

Fang Xiaoyou put a bunch of white flowers beside the tombstone.

Tan Hongyu kneels in front of his mother's tombstone and kowtows respectfully. Fang Xiaoyou follows him to do the same.

"Mom, I brought her! Xiao you, sit down - "Tan Hongyu said, pointing to the other side of the steps beside the tombstone, and Fang Xiaoyou sat down.

"There's one thing I haven't told you --" he said, looking at her.

"Oh." Fang Xiaoyou said.

"My mother, I sent her away!" When he said it, his tone obviously stopped.

Fang Xiaoyou didn't understand what he meant. He looked at him.

"My mother lay in bed for five years, and she died of pain, but she had no choice. That day, I went to see her. She told me that she couldn't stand it any more. Let me take her away. " He looked at the mountain in front of him and said.

"Send off means --" Fang Xiaoyou thought of an answer in her head, but she couldn't believe it.

Tan Hongyu took a look at her, laughed bitterly, pulled out some grass at her feet and said, "it's me. Kill her!"

Fang Xiaoyou was stunned.

By my ear, the wind roared by.

"How --" she couldn't believe it.

He didn't look at her either. He just said, "I don't want her to suffer like that all the time. In recent years, my family and I have talked about whether my mother can choose euthanasia. However, there is no such regulation in my mother's country, and my family do not support it. They feel that as long as my mother is still breathing, even if she lies down every day, it doesn't matter if her skin ulcers. Because we can find a doctor to continue her life and let her live like this all the time. "

Fang Xiaoyou didn't say anything. She didn't expect that. What's more, Tan Hongyu would sit in front of her mother's tombstone and say it.

"That night, she told me that she didn't want to go on like this any more, so I --" he said. His voice choked. Fang Xiaoyou got up and squatted in front of him.

"Later, when I was going to do the funeral, I was very sad, especially - I couldn't hold on to the day of burial. When everything was arranged, I went to London to see you." His eyes are empty. Fang Xiaoyou holds his hand.

Yes, he was so sad, otherwise he would not have been drunk or had an accident.

For a long time, he was silent and bowed his head.

The mountain wind, whistling past my ears, disturbed their hair.

"Girl, I'm a sinner!" His voice came gently, but it seemed that he was soon blown away by the wind.

"I can't forgive myself, I --" he said, looking at her in agony.

Fang Xiaoyou sat beside him, holding his hand and staring at him.

"You didn't do anything wrong!" She said.

He didn't speak, he just looked at her.

It's been in his heart for too long, but he can't find anyone to talk to. He knew that speaking out would not alleviate his inner sin, but he did——

"Maybe, from many angles, law, human relations, all aspects, you are wrong, you shouldn't be like that. But, "she paused," I remember grandma lying in the hospital bed in pain before. When I went to your house, Xia Yuchen and I met your mother with him. If it's me, if one day I'm like that, I don't want to survive. Maybe my idea is not convincing. But, "she said, looking at him with no drift in her eyes.

"You didn't do anything wrong because you did what your mother wanted, and you made her stop suffering from illness and mental breakdown." Her tone was firm.

Tan Hongyu smiles bitterly and looks at his mother's portrait on the tombstone.

"Because you love her, you are willing to bear such heavy psychological pressure and suffer from such guilt every day, aren't you?"

Tan Hongyu grabbed her hand and put it on his face. He closed his eyes. Tears came from his eyes.

Fang Xiaoyou's heart, suddenly stabbed by what, eyes, also blurred up.

He didn't say a word. He just held her hand like that and wept silently.

It's almost five years since I've known him. It's the first time she's seen him so miserable, helpless, sad.

They just sat quietly for a long time.

Ear, only the sound of mountain wind.

Tan hung Yu leaned quietly against her, bowed down, buried his face in her hands and lay on her legs.

She didn't move, and she didn't think whether she was doing it right now. She just sat quietly and accompanied him.

Time goes by in the sky, the setting sun dyed the sky red, and slowly faded the bright color.

"Do you think I'm a bad person? Very bad, very bad people? " His voice came faintly.

"Good or bad, just a clear conscience, isn't it?" She said, and he looked up.

"Do you regret doing that?" She asked.

He shook his head.

Fang Xiaoyou turned around, looked at the smile of the tan family on the tombstone and said, "maybe your mother didn't regret it either. Because you are her favorite child, she knows that you are her favorite child, so she entrusts such a thing to you. Cruel, but, in fact, it's all because of love, right? "

She looked at him.

"My mother, it seems that she has made a mistake for me!" He turned to look at the tombstone, wry smile, "however, so many years, I also pit their own."

He said, pausing, and said, "I always dream of reaching for my hand in my dream." he couldn't say the action and said goodbye.

Fang Xiaoyou holds his hand and looks at him.

"It's over. Your mother won't blame you. She understands you, so," he said, turning to look at her, "so, don't think about it, OK? Maybe God has arranged all this, maybe that's it! "

He sighed and looked away.

Suddenly, Fang xiaoyousong opens his hand, gets up and kneels in front of the tombstone. Tan Hongyu looks at her with a puzzled face.

"Grandma, would you please give your son a dream tonight and take away his demons?" Fang Xiaoyou closed his eyes and prayed.

"All right!" After praying, Fang Xiaoyou gets up.

"What were you talking about?" He asked.

"Nothing!" She gave him a smile.

Tan Hongyu got up, went to her and reached out to remove the leaves from her hair.

At this time, a sudden gust of wind blowing over, Fang Xiaoyou closed his eyes, but clearly felt a huge embrace embracing her, isolating her from the outside world.

When the wind stops, Fang Xiaoyou looks up, but only Tan Hongyu's face is in his eyes.

"Thank you!" She said busily, leaving his arms.

Tan Hongyu just looked at the tombstone.

She watched, too.

"You must have just said something to my mother. She heard it." He said.

"What?" She was surprised that he would say that.

Although she always thought that when a person died, there would be nothing, no soul and so on - although she had just prayed with Mrs. Tan, she was just praying - of course, on such an occasion, she shouldn't talk to him about soul and so on, but if he thinks so, that's good.

She only hoped that he could get rid of his inner suffering. After more than two years, he had enough.

After a long time, he looked at her, laughed at her and said, "let's go. It's too late. It's getting cold here."

Fortunately, Fang Xiaoyou sneezes several times. Tan Hongyu smiles at her and takes off his windbreaker and puts it on her.

Fang Xiaoyou looks up at him.

"Go back. If you don't go, you'll see ghosts coming out!" He smiles and walks ahead.

This man is really a bridge breaker!

However, in this cemetery, the sun is really gloomy. This mountain wind, before also did not feel anything, now sounds, how like a ghost!

Fang Xiaoyou runs to catch up with him. Tan Hongyu stops and looks at her with a smile. He wants to hold her hand, but he still doesn't.

"Run She ran past him, her long hair confusing his eyes.

With a smile, Tan Hongyu catches up with her and grabs her hand. Fang Xiaoyou is stunned, but he holds his hand and runs all the way down the steps to the parking lot.

Panting, Tan Hongyu let go of her hand, but she looked at him.

His expression was much more relaxed than before.

Looking at him like this, Fang Xiaoyou's heart also relaxed.