Chapter 161

Xia Yuchen looked at his sister and sighed.

Xia Qi had never seen her brother like this before, so she felt sad.

"Chen'er, find more people. Fang Xiaoyou shouldn't go too far. By the way, no news from Hongyu? " Grandma said.

"He said he was looking for it too, but he didn't find it!" Xia Yuchen said.

The crowd was silent.

Xia Yuchen turns around and is about to go to the door. Xia Xin shouts "brother, why are you going?" people notice his departure.

"Grandparents, Dad, mom, I have to go back to Laizhou. Let's go first." Xia Yuchen said, but did not look back.

"Chen son -" Tan Guiying chased out, but Xia Yuchen had already strode downstairs.

Tan Guiying stood at the door, looking at her son's back, but she was not there.

"Brother, will he not come for a long time Xiaqi said a sentence, words export, just found that all the people in the room were silent.

Xia Zhenhua knows that as soon as his son leaves, he really doesn't know when he will come back.

"Zhenhua and yingzi, you may take things too seriously. Over time, no one will remember that. Since no one remembers, how can it affect chen'er? Even the impact will not be decisive. If it can be made up in other ways, don't oppose it any more. Are you really not afraid that chen'er will never come back? You can only have that son. If he doesn't come back, how can you two live? " The old lady said earnestly.

"Yes, aunts and uncles, if you want my brother to marry someone he doesn't love, he won't be able to go home all his life. How lonely he is Xia Qi said.

"Mom and Dad, I'll send for Xiao you. As long as we find her, we won't object any more. Chen son's own business, let him go! " Xia Zhenhua said.

Tan Guiying looked at her husband and said nothing.

"Take care of your family's affairs. However, Zhenhua, there is not only one way to solve many things. Chen'er is still young. I don't know what will happen in the future. The two of you lost your son because of something that might not have happened! " The old man's mood is finally calm.

"It's just pity for Xiaoyou. She has to bear so much, alas!" Xia Qi sighed.

The room is quiet again. It seems that all this indicates the future of desolation!

Xia Yuchen left his grandfather's house and returned to his residence on Yanping Road.

The house has fallen into dust. No one has come in here for a long time. Everything is the way Fang Xiaoyou left. If you touch anything, you can feel her existence.

But, dead girl, where are you now?

Xia Yuchen is lying on the big bed, eyes closed, arms extended. Her laughter in her ears and her smile in her eyes.

Yes, all she left him was laughter. Why didn't he pay attention to her and the other side? A person is three-dimensional and multi-faceted, isn't it?

If we could know more about her, at this moment, he would not stay here alone to remember and wait.

After returning to Laizhou this time, Xia Yuchen seldom went back to the provincial capital. Even if he went back for various reasons, he would not go home to see his parents. Because now he doesn't know how to face his parents and his heart.

He wants to find Fang Xiaoyou, but he doesn't want to rely on Tan Hongyu unilaterally. When he returns to the provincial capital, he will go to Fang Xiaoyou's work unit to find out her whereabouts, and he will also go to the place where she studies. However, there is no news from her. However, once after meeting her tutor, he learned that Fang Xiaoyou had asked her to write a letter of recommendation.

"Do you know where she is contacting the school?" Xia Yuchen asks tutor Fang Xiaoyou.

"Most of them are American universities, but there are also some British universities. I'm afraid it's very difficult to apply for the reduction of scientific research expenditure everywhere. " The tutor said.

Xia Yuchen asks Fang Xiaoyou about his phone, but no one knows.

Her teachers and classmates said that she had been here several times, but did not leave a phone.

We don't know what happened to Fang Xiaoyou and this man. They are all guessing.

By the end of the year, Xia Yuchen still has no clue about Fang Xiaoyou. Even if he asked her teacher and classmates to take a message, she never looked for him again. Until one day, he received a strange phone call.

After the connection, no one spoke for a long time. He thought it was the wrong number. As soon as he was ready to hang up, he heard the dreamy voice coming from the other end of the phone.

"Are you still there?" She asked.

He was stunned. For a moment, it seemed that everything around him had solidified. With trembling lips, he could not say a word.

"How are you?" She asked again.

"Well, where are you?" He asked.

"I wrote you a letter. Maybe I've arrived at your office. I don't know if you can receive it. In fact, I wanted to send you an email. I don't know your address. " She said.

It's so funny that I don't even know when I'm talking about marriage.

"Fang Xiaoyou, come back!" He pleaded.

"Time is running out. I have to go. I just want to hear your voice She said.

Silent for a moment, she tried to smile, "Xia Yuchen, take care of yourself."

He wanted to say something else, but there was no chance. She had hung up.

That "doodle" sound pull long, as if from this time has been extended to the end of time······

Xia Yuchen will never forget this day. Seven days before the new year, he drew a series of ellipsis in front of him. Yes, it's an ellipsis, not a full stop, which is exactly what he said.

The phone hung up, and he was still in the atmosphere just now, unable to recover for a long time. Until the Secretary knocks on the door——

"Mayor Xia, this is the plan of Luanxi development zone. Please have a look." The Secretary respectfully put a document in front of him.

He opened the document with a "Oh". The secretary was about to go out when the mayor asked, "is there a letter from me? Go and have a look, and bring it for me. "

"The letter?" The secretary turned and looked at him.

Yes, I got the letter to the mayor. It's still in his drawer, ready to be disposed of. Because there will always be petition letters sent to the mayor, and the Secretary's duty is to collect and deal with them.

"It's sent to me personally. Go and help me." Xia Yuchen said.

The Secretary ran back to his office and took out the letter to the mayor from the drawer.

Is it another petition letter? Nowadays, if it's a private letter, who will use it in this way? Whether it's SMS or email, it's much more convenient, isn't it?

This is what the Secretary doesn't understand, but since the boss said it, it should be sent, even if it's a petition letter.

The neat letter appeared in front of Xia Yuchen's eyes before he left work in the afternoon. This was because the Secretary worried that if he sent it soon, it would mean that he was collecting letters from leaders? Isn't it self inflicted to do so without the advice of leaders?

This secretary has no idea how important this letter is to his leadership. It is so important that he can recite every word. It is so important that in the next few years, when it comes to missing, this letter will appear in his eyes.

"Xia Yuchen:

Hello! You don't know how long it took me to write this letter. It seems that from the time I fell in love with you, the content of this letter began to accumulate in my mind until it appeared in front of you.

I said I love you, but I don't know why. From the moment when you and I met until now, everything appeared in front of my eyes. I want to find a convincing reason for myself, a reason to insist on. However, I couldn't find it. So, I was thinking, will you be the same as me? The same don't know that reason?

Thank you very much for everything you give me, whether it's joy or pain. I think it's hard for me to have the same deep feeling in my life. So I don't resent anyone. I do not want to deliberately forget or miss, perhaps, let the memory walk, is the real life.

Please forgive me for leaving like this. It seems that you and I are destined to end like this from the beginning. Each other is just a passer-by in each other's lives, and we all pour too much time and emotion into this passer-by. It seems that I have exhausted all my emotional energy, but I don't know it.

Please take care of yourself, I will take care of myself. Please don't come to me again and give us a little time to digest these experiences. Because what happened during this period is as fast as a roller coaster, and there is no time to get used to it. If you think about it carefully, we have only known each other for half a year, but we have experienced so much, which seems to have completely filled the gap of my life for more than 20 years. I don't know what you are like.

When it comes to understanding, I think we are probably the worst two people in the world. We don't know everything about each other, but we have to get married. In retrospect, we are both at fault, neither of us trying to get to know each other. Xia Yuchen, if there is a chance to meet again, if our hearts have not changed at that time, can we open our hearts to each other? I think I'll try to do it. How about you?

Reunion, speaking of this word, I seem to feel the impossible future. Therefore, I dare not imagine that scene. I gave up my imagination!

Thousands of words, there are many things I want to say to you, but from the beginning, I don't know what to say to you.

Don't blame anyone, your parents and your family. I am also responsible for the situation. All along, I'm not strong enough, I don't love you enough, that's why I'm like this. At the same time, you have the same responsibility as me. Because love is our business, and we don't work hard enough.

Writing here, the words are not over, but it seems to be over again.

Xia Yuchen, please take care of yourself

The letter ended like this without any signature. He didn't know whether she had forgotten or deliberately didn't write. But, this letter, from beginning to end, he read countless times, until he fell asleep.

She just left without any notice or concern.