"It's just a little bit of help, nothing else. As for the salary, I won't give you any more. So, is there a problem? " Tan Hongyu said.

Originally, he was worried that she thought she was raised by him?

All of a sudden, her cheeks became scarlet, and even her earlobes were a little hot.

Tan Hongyu took a look at her, stood up and walked around the room, saying, "if you want a raise, you can chat with me or have tea. I'm a very generous employer. I've never been stingy of rewarding excellent employees! "

She laughed and remembered that he hadn't poured tea for so long when he came in. She got up and went to the kitchen.

"I don't have to pay for this one tonight, do I?" Tan Hongyu asked with a smile.

When he laughs, he has an unspeakable similarity with Xia Yuchen. At the moment, when Xia Yuchen left her, when she saw such a smile again, she couldn't help heartache. Even so, she didn't want him to see her sadness and sat on the sofa with her head down.

After half a cup of tea, Tan Hongyu looked at his watch and said, "it's getting late. I'm leaving. Think about it. I'll wait for your reply! "

Seeing off Tan Hongyu, Fang Xiaoyou stares at the huge check on the coffee table. The future seems to be in front of him.

That night, she couldn't sleep at all.

Promised uncle Xia, it means that he can no longer be with Xia Yuchen, not only can't be together, even face can't see. Lying in bed, she didn't know how she would agree. So love him, so want to live with him, but so easily chose to give up.

Fang Xiaoyou, how much do you love him? Do you love him? If love, how can you leave like this?

Perhaps, some problems are unsolved, especially love!

On Saturday, before Fang Xiaoyou had time to hand in her resignation report, the teacher fan from the personnel department came to talk to her again. It was the last room.

First of all, she asked Fang Xiaoyou if he had a good communication with Mr. Zhu, and then said, "in the past two days, someone has come to say that you are not serious about your work. I learned from Mr. Zhu about the situation, and his comments said that you are not suitable for scientific research. In this case, Mr. Zhu has the most say. The position of our institute has always been to support the development of scientific research. Since you are not suitable for your present position, we have discussed with you and proposed to change your position. Now there is no shortage of people in all posts except the security office. I suggest you report to the security office after the National Day holiday. The other side has agreed to accept it. You can go through the formalities then! "

At this point, the problem seems to have been completely solved.

The Institute will not fire anyone without reason, but will change positions. Fang Xiaoyou, however, will not accept this arrangement and will be thrown away as garbage.

Indeed, if you follow the arrangement to go to the security office, you can continue to get paid. Moreover, the security office is much easier than the scientific research post. It's very comfortable to work all day and get paid. But then, what about life? What about dreams? Is it because of that villain and destroyed it?

True, money is very important to life, but some things are more important than money!

At this time, after listening to teacher fan's words, Fang Xiaoyou knows that the contradiction between her and teacher Zhu has no room to ease. She can't even figure out how it came about. However, this is the reality. Maybe, a long time ago, Mr. Zhu decided all this today, but Fang Xiaoyou didn't know it.

In this case, why endure the exclusion of another group of people after being bullied by a group of people for the poor salary?

"Don't bother, Mr. Fan, I quit!" Fang Xiaoyou said with a smile.

Teacher fan's expression is a little frozen. In fact, she is very strange that Fang Xiaoyou would answer her like this. Maybe it's because I'm used to seeing "poor people" like Fang Xiaoyou admit defeat!

With that, Fang Xiaoyou raised his head and strode out of the room which seemed never to open the curtains.

So relaxed, really relaxed!

Some people say that when you are willing to give up everything you have, you become invincible.

She doesn't want to be invincible, she just wants to survive, and people around her don't give her this opportunity, it seems that she has to be stuck in her neck and suffocate her. Even so, it's not over yet. I have to stab my body which is purple because of suffocation.

Fang Xiaoyou, at this point, what else can you miss?

Back in the office, she took out a piece of unused A4 paper from the drawer and wrote down the "resignation letter" with a neutral pen. After writing, she stood up, went to Mr. Zhu's office, knocked on the door and put the paper on his desk.

Mr. Zhu glanced at it, as if surprised. He picked it up and read it several times. She was sure it wasn't one time, but several times. After that, he put the piece of paper on the desk without expression, turned around and continued to msn on the computer, and said "pack up your things".

She didn't answer. She went out, went back to her desk, sorted out all her belongings, and asked Zheng Hua for a small cardboard box to put all the books in.

It is said that cactus can prevent radiation, so many office workers will put one on the table. However, she may have foreseen that she will not be able to stay for a long time and will not raise cactus, but she has hung a picture on the wall between the lattices, which is a little ant with her head held high and a line of words "I'm ant, small but strong" written beside it. Looking at this painting before leaving, I really have a different feeling.

She will all not belong to their own things are returned to the laboratory, and finally the laboratory's ledger to teacher Zhu. She recalled that at the beginning, teacher Zhu said, "I trust you when I leave the money to you." she remembered how much communication expenses she had paid for the laboratory, but she had to wait a long time for reimbursement. When she first came in, she also wanted to develop her own business. Now, at the end of everything, she felt how ridiculous and naive she had been. No one will read your good, read your pay, we are just for themselves.

Tan Hongyu is right. People live for themselves!

Just as Fang Xiaoyou was about to leave, he asked, "do you really don't care about this job?"

So what if I care? Nothing can change!

She didn't answer, just turned and left.

Perhaps, as soon as the traitor leaves, Mr. Zhu's laboratory will flourish! If that's true, it will fulfill his evaluation of her that "the whole laboratory is damaged by you"! If I really have that power, how can I be hit by you like this but unable to fight back?

After saying goodbye to Zheng Hua and others in the lab and office, she left with a computer on her back and a small paper box filled with articles.

Walking to the gate, she looked back at the yard and the building. Maybe she would never set foot here again.

Back to rental housing, she received a call from Tan Hongyu. She said that she had been driven out by her boss, but she heard him say, "come to work here.".

The check lay in her drawer and she was deep in thought.

Xia Yuchen, who is busy at the front line of flood fighting, has no idea what happened at home. No one told him, no one consulted him, everything has been decided.

On Monday, Fang Xiaoyou went to the railway station early in the morning and boarded the train back to his hometown in Laizhou.

Yes, her hometown is Laizhou, where Xia Yuchen works now.

Back home, she didn't tell her mother why she wanted to resign, and her mother didn't ask again. That afternoon, the second uncle came to pick up the grandmother, leaving the mother and daughter at home.

Her family is not in the urban area. It is the Chengguan District where the municipal government is located to cross the Luan River. She wants to see Xia Yuchen, so she wants to see him. Now, the two are just separated by a river. However, she can't tell her mother that she loves Xia Yuchen, but she has to separate from him.

If you want to see him, you have to find a reason.

That night, Fang Xiaoyou called his high school classmate Yue Ling and said he wanted to play with her. Yue Ling is a teacher in No.1 Middle School of Laizhou City. She lives in Chengguan District and has married and had children. She has a good relationship with Yueling. It should be no problem to use Yueling as a cover to see Xia Yuchen.

Yueling didn't go out for a trip. As soon as she heard that Fang Xiaoyou was coming, she was so happy that she said on the phone that she would stay at home for a few days. Fang Xiaoyou agreed as soon as he heard it, then hung up the phone and told his mother, and her mother told her to go.

From the living room back to his room, Fang Xiaoyou and quickly call Xia Yuchen, afraid that her mother came in to hear, she locked the door.

"Well, you, are you downtown tomorrow? I, I want to see you! " She said, circling her fingers on the bed.

Even for many days, he was still tired until she called. However, as soon as she said that she was going to come, her fatigue for many days seemed to be sent to space by rocket.

"Or shall I pick you up at your house?" He just poured himself a cup of tea and took it up to drink.

"No, I'm going to meet a classmate tomorrow. I'll call you then." She said.

"Where do you live?" He asked suddenly.

She hesitated and didn't want to tell him because she was afraid that he would come back home to find her. However, more than once, she imagined that the person she loved came in through that door. What kind of mood would that be? Excited or nervous?

If you leave him, will you fall in love with others in the future? If not, then, once that small dream is not a chance to achieve?

She thought about it and said the address. He took notes there. She told him, but she regretted it. What if he doesn't come? However, if he comes, how can he explain to his mother?

"Go to bed early, and I'll come to you tomorrow!" She said.

He gave a "um" and hung up. Her heart, followed by the inexplicable emptiness.

The room was dark, painful and lonely. Together with the darkness, it seemed to swallow her up.