Chapter 95

"Mom, why are you looking at me like this?" Asked Xia Yuchen.

Tan Guiying was silent for a while, said: "chen'er, you tell me the truth, you and her, you won't have any idea to her, do you have any idea to her?"

Xia Yuchen did not answer.

"Chen'er, in fact, my mother knows you are good to her, but, just," Tan Guiying said, "my mother believes you, you will make the best choice. Xiaoyou, she is a good child, but you have to remember that you can only treat her as a sister forever. You can't, can't have that kind of idea. Do you understand? You can have a good relationship with Xiaojing. If you decide your marriage as soon as possible, mom will be ready to decorate your new house. "

"Mom, it's getting late. Please have a rest early! I have some work to do, so I'll go up first. " Xia Yuchen didn't pick up her mother's words and wanted to leave.

The mother also knows that her son has always complained about the marriage, and this unwillingness can hardly be eliminated in a short time. Now that he has agreed to associate with Yao Jing, it's a preliminary success, so there's no need to push him too hard.

"Go to bed early, too!" Mother said, Xia Yuchen nodded and went out.

When her son left, Tan Guiying's heart was full of contradictions.

Xia Yuchen takes out a few cans of beer from the refrigerator and goes to his study. Habitually, he stood at the door and looked into her room. She closed the door. His foot took a step to the other side, but he stopped again, pushed the study open and went in.

Fang Xiaoyou is reading in bed, looking at his mobile phone from time to time. I don't know whether he is watching the time or waiting for his news. However, until nearly twelve o'clock, he did not have any information to come.

Oh, what are you looking forward to? What a fool!

Fang Xiaoyou looks at his mobile phone and sighs.

I didn't expect that the first relationship I took seriously and the first man I loved with all my heart came to the end. I didn't even have the words to break up, so I separated. No wonder that when the students were playing fortune telling games together, they said that she had many emotional twists and turns! Alas!

The last hope for Xia Yuchen disappeared at this time.

She didn't shed tears and wanted to delete everything about him from her mobile phone, not only his number, but also the messages he sent. He didn't know that she didn't want to delete every text message he sent her. It was all stored in her mobile phone. That information, no matter what it is, is the past of two people. And now, when that person turns away from her life, the past is all pain. The reason is simple——

"I was dumped. I was dumped for the first time."

She shook her hands and cut them one by one. She dare not go to the specific content of the information, afraid to think about the past.

Originally, she could choose to delete all at once, but she didn't do that. Maybe she wanted to go the way of the past again. She was afraid and couldn't help thinking about it.

Finally, all about him, all about the past, all about the two people have been together, she all deleted from the mobile phone. When the mobile phone is empty, her heart seems to be empty.

When we want to forget the existence of a person, we think that deleting his information can achieve our goal and eliminate that person from our memory. However, even if we delete past evidence from tangible objects, we don't know that many things related to that person have been deeply imprinted in our lives with time, and there is no way to delete them. Because memory can't be simply pulled from the storage folder to the dustbin, and then click the delete key. People, after all, are not computers.

No matter how sad, Fang Xiaoyou still keeps cheering himself up, repeating those familiar slogans after being lovelorn again and again. Put away everything he gave himself and put it in the closet.

His memory and objects were sealed up by her.

Perhaps, lovelorn, is not a sad thing. At least, she wants to face up to tomorrow.

After that, she went to take a shower with a smile on her face.

And when she came out of the bathroom, he came downstairs with two cans of beer.

When four eyes meet, two people are all stunned again, the line of sight is completely on each other's body.

She thought that she could really forget the past. When she saw him, she forgot her decision. She wanted to ask him and talk to him again.

The hair hasn't been blown dry, and there are still drops of water.

The towel on the top of her head suddenly fell down, and she recovered her senses and bent down to pick it up.

"Good night!" She raised her head and said with a smile. At the same time, she felt throbbing pain in her chest. That kind of pain, it seems that she can not bear, will let her tears in front of him.

At the moment, she did not, a drop of tears did not flow, always with a smile.

He could see that although she was smiling, her smile was totally different from that of the past. It was a smile without emotion and temperature, a smile far away from her, and a smile she used to treat strangers.

Maybe, he is really a stranger!

It seems that she didn't expect him to respond to her. After greeting, she pushed open her door and went in.

Sure enough, he didn't respond to her, waiting for her to close the door, but he didn't respond.

With her back against the door, she closed her eyes and tears came out of the window.

He watched her go in and watch the door close before his eyes. As soon as he released his hand, the beer can fell to the ground. He picked it up and went to her door. After standing at the door for a long time, he had no strength to push the door open.

Now that we have decided to separate, why tangle?

He grinned bitterly, turned and strode back to his room.

The same night, for different people, is the same difficult to sleep.

The next day, Fang Xiaoyou got up early and took the initiative to clean the house. She didn't show the pain in her ankle.

Xia Yuchen also woke up early, but never got up. He couldn't sleep last night and sat in his room drinking.

In the past, when he was in a bad mood, he would go to the balcony to have a drink, but since chatting with her there, he didn't go. Because he was afraid that sitting there he would think of her and everything in the past. In the same way, he wants to forget.

When I went downstairs, my parents went out.

He was standing on the stairs. He couldn't see anyone. He thought he was the only one and went downstairs. However, before he went downstairs, he heard a "bang" coming from the kitchen. He ran in quickly and saw that she was squatting on the ground to pick up the broken porcelain plates, but her blood was dripping on the ground.

Without saying a word, he picked her up, pulled her into the dining room and put her on the chair. She pressed her injured finger and looked at him stupidly, but she didn't know what he was going to do, so she stood up again and went to the kitchen.

"Stop!" His voice came coldly from behind her, but she went on into the kitchen as if she didn't hear it.

"What are you going to do? The foot injury is not good, keep walking, now the hand hurt again. How are you going to hurt yourself? " He took her by the arm in a stern voice.

hurt? Don't you hurt me the most?

When she heard this, she felt very ironic. She turned around and laughed at him and said "thank you". Then she shook off his hand, turned to the dining table, took out a band aid from his medicine box and stuck it on herself. As if she didn't see him, she went into the kitchen.

He stood in the same place and watched her squat on the ground again to pick up the broken porcelain pieces. He picked up the medicine box and turned to walk into the living room.

She looked back at him with a bitter smile.

After cleaning up the kitchen, she went back to her room and left with her bag on her back. At that time, he was working in his study. He didn't know that she had gone. He didn't hear that she had gone until nearly noon when his parents came back.

Let's go. I'd better not see you again.

From then on, Fang Xiaoyou will think of him as long as he sees the scar on his hand. Those tangible memories have been deleted, and this unexpected scar has become a guide to miss him.

Why the more you want to forget, the God won't give you this chance?

Zhao Haiyan called and asked her to go out to play. She said that she had no time to pack and see you another day.

Although she hasn't dated Zhao Haiyan formally, Fang Xiaoyou can see from the conversation with Xia family last night that everyone thinks she is dating Zhao Haiyan, but she doesn't want to. Meeting with Zhao Haiyan is due to the face of Ruxue, but feelings can't be forced. Since I don't want to develop with him, I'd better make it clear as soon as possible.

Why can you always keep calm and rational when facing others? Only in front of him can you lose your principle again and again?

However, after this lovelorn experience, I'm afraid it's hard to enter a new relationship!

She packed her things and thought quietly.

Without Xia Yuchen, life has to go on, doesn't it?

In the following days, she plans to paralyze her nerves with her work, so that she has no energy to think about him. Don't want to, maybe will forget it!

As for Xia Yuchen, he often works overtime. Even when his work is finished, he always goes home after dark. Since he separated from Fang Xiaoyou, he has never contacted him again. During this time, Yao Jing talked with him on the phone and sent messages every day. Although he will not take the initiative to find her, but for her every message will reply.

Although the two people who have resumed their love relationship, like other lovers, go shopping and go to the movies, Yao Jing always feels that he is absent-minded. With people around her, his heart seems to have always been in a distant place. However, what else can he expect? It's hard for him to be around. Besides, he never mentions the past, which makes Yao Jing happy and worried.

Every Friday night, as long as there is no work and entertainment, Xia Yuchen will go to Yao's house, while on Saturday night, he will go to Xia's house. Two young people appear in front of the two families just like a fiancee. Tan Guiying also begins to decorate her son's wedding house.