Chapter 81

But, but——

"You idiot!" He said, kissing her on the brow.

Originally stopped tears, once again from her closed eyes slide.

From her behavior, he has determined her mind, she did not blame him, her heart, has been in his body.

"Believe me!" With that, he expressed his heart with his actions.

He gently kisses her, inch by inch, can't bear the slightest hurt. She's his baby, isn't she?

How to treat him like this?

It is often said that love is as deep as hate. She is always struggling between love and hate, loving and hating him!

"Xia Yuchen, you bastard!" She cried, beating his back with two little hands, and kept repeating this sentence until she had no strength.

"Fool!" He gently kisses her and wipes her tears.

Xia Yuchen, Xia Yuchen, if you love me, just say it, OK? I really don't want to speculate like this, doubt like this, say it, OK?

For Xia Yuchen, he wanted to say those three words, but the deep shadow of himself made him unable to speak.

Love is a responsibility, a promise, isn't it? When he can't bear the responsibility and fulfill the promise, if he says it, isn't it hurt her?

He said nothing, kissing and stroking her.

Why is that? Is love that hard?

Love is just a word. Why are you so embarrassed? Or, you don't love me at all? Xia Yuchen, please tell me!

However, his look made her not have the heart to ask him again.

Just because I love him, I can't bear to hurt him or put him in a dilemma.

Fang Xiaoyou, Fang Xiaoyou, you are a fool. He is right. You are a fool. After he hurt you again and again, how can you still think of him and love him like this?

People's emotions are so strange, while hating, but also can not bear each other sad.

In such a difficult time, the people who thought they would be far away from each other and who would lose them embrace each other tightly because of their unbreakable feelings.

She would rather scold herself in her heart and scold him, but her heart is involuntarily close to him, together with her body.

Human beings have gained many advantages in the process of evolution. They can choose to express or hide their feelings in many ways, and language is just one of them. When people give up using language or can't use language, there are behaviors to express.

At this time, both of them repressed their inner pain and helplessness, and gave their bodies to each other. Only in this most primitive and simple way can they hide their pain and express their unspeakable love.

The moonlight came in through the curtains and gently illuminated the paradise of love.

She lay quietly on the bed, and when his hot body pressed on, she turned away and looked out of the window.

Without a word, everything is as smooth as flowing water, as if two people are born with such a perfect fit, as if each other is born for each other.

Fang Xiaoyou, Fang Xiaoyou, for him, you just exist like this!

She grinned bitterly and a tear welled up from her eyes······

Tonight, her mood can not be like the past. Although still in his arms, she can't feel any warmth, can't feel that he is by his side.

I remember someone once said that the furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I am in front of you, you don't know that I love you. This sentence seems to be very suitable for the situation at this time. Fang Xiaoyou thought, always unable to sleep.

She knew that the people around her did not sleep, because the hands he put on her sometimes swam and sometimes hugged her.

If it was in the past, she would blame him for making her hot. Now, no matter how close she is, her body will not be hot. The heart is cool, how can the body feel the heat?

Night, so quietly toward the dawn.

Dawn, two people wake up early, do not know who woke who. Maybe it's because my heart is too heavy to sleep well!

Two people get up and wash as before. He goes downstairs to buy breakfast.

"I'll take you back to school later." At breakfast, he said.

"No, it's still early. I'll go back by bus myself." She didn't look at him, "you'd better go to meet Yao Jing earlier, or you'll catch up with the traffic."

Her voice was quiet and she could not hear any emotion.

He looked up at her. It was like this yesterday morning. He called Yao Jing and she didn't respond.

"In the future, I won't pick her up." He said, continue to eat, no longer look at her.

She suddenly looked up at him, surprised for a long time, then said: "why? You're not -- "

"I said no, I didn't." He interrupted her and said.

This is related to his marriage. Knowing that she has no position to intervene, she said, "she is very happy when you go to pick her up. Her uncle and aunt are also happy. Besides, didn't you go to her house for dinner yesterday? She -- "

"Her grandfather asked me to go. After dinner, I left." He's still explaining, hoping she doesn't get me wrong. However, he didn't know what his mother told her.

Fang Xiaoyou wanted to ask him why he didn't spend the night at Yao Jing's house, but he didn't think he should ask, so he didn't say anything.

"I won't do anything with her!" He said.

"In fact, you marry her, don't you? Isn't that what your mother has been looking forward to? You -- "she said, pretending to be calm, trying to endure the pain in her heart.

"Do you want that?" He put down his chopsticks and stared at her.

For such a long time, he hated her attitude which had nothing to do with himself, and now it is the same.

"That and me," she said, squeezing out a smile.

He interrupted me before I could speak.

"You want to say it's none of your business, do you?" He was very angry.

She did not answer.

After a moment's silence, he asked, "do you want to date Haiyan?"

She wondered how he knew, but didn't she want him to know? So she nodded.

"Why promise him?" He asked.

"How can I refuse his first appointment? Besides, he's very funny, very -- "she said, pretending to be happy.

He clenched his fist and wanted to hit the table to wake her up. Looking at her like that, he's really going crazy. Angry for a while, he pretended to be calm and went on eating. In a very relaxed tone, he asked, "where are you going for a date?"

"Do I have to ask you when I'm dating someone else?" She asked back.

"Don't ask, just curious." He's holding on, too.

She pretended to be happy in order to know what he thought of his dating.

"Give me some advice. Where is better to go?" She asked.

Looking at her like this, the more angry he was.

"Don't you think you're too casual?" He had to express his dissatisfaction in such words.

Whatever? I call this casual words, you and Yao Jing, not casual? She thought, but said, "no! I have to find someone to get married! While we are still young, we should hold fast to it. After a few years, no one will want it! "

"Joke, do you think you're being asked for now?" He said, with an assumed calm smile.

You don't want it. Doesn't anyone want it?

"Of course. As long as Miss Ben makes a small plan, that Zhao Haiyan must be in my pocket! "

"Just you? No one wants to flip it! What's in the bag? " He said with a smile.

She was almost angry and crying. She was in a bad mood and was teased by him. She threw down her chopsticks, put her mouth down and went to the door.

Then he realized that he was joking too much. Just as he was going to chase her, she came back.

"You -" he looked at her in surprise and saw her take money from his wallet at the dinner table.

"I don't have change for a ride!" She took out two dollars and left.

He wanted to go after her, but he didn't. thinking about her ridiculous performance, he couldn't help laughing.

When she left, he remembered that the car was still on Yao Jing's side. Forget it. I won't drive today. What if I drive there and meet Yao Jing?

However, if I don't pick up Yao Jing today, what can I say to my family? Now not only his family, but also Yao Jing's family know that he wants to pick up Yao Jing to and from work. It's only one day. Why don't you pick up?

Xia Yuchen, Xia Yuchen, you deserve it! I knew Yao Jing was a trouble. Why did you promise dad? Now, I don't want to pick it up. I can't even find an excuse. What do you do?

He walked up and down the floor, trying to think.

Just when he was trying to find a way, he received a call from Yao Jing. She said that her feet hurt and she couldn't go to work. She told him not to come to pick her up.

I don't know whether it's God's blessing or something. Xia Yuchen suddenly has the joy of being redeemed. Just relaxed for a few minutes, he began to think about how to separate himself and Yao Jing once and for all. Of course, it's very difficult. Just think of Fang Xiaoyou's sad appearance last night, and he doesn't want to wait any longer. Not to mention that he and she had a close skin, even if not, he will be responsible for his heart.

So the first step is to completely eliminate Fang Xiaoyou's misunderstanding of him. He can no longer be involved with Yao Jing. Although Yao Jing's call made him escape from today's job, it's not common for him to escape.

When Fang Xiaoyou arrived at school, it was more than eight o'clock. She quickly sorted out her things and went out with her bag on her back. Although she trotted all the way, she was late for work. When I got to the office, there was no one in my lab.

Oh, no, she just remembered last night when she was about to leave work. Miss Zhu said that she would arrange tasks for everyone after going to work this morning.

It's over. It's all messed up by Xia Yuchen. What should I do now? I'm late on my first day at work. It's time for a meeting.

She wiped her sweat, took out her pen and notebook, and walked cautiously to Mr. Zhu's office.

There is a large glass window on the wall of Mr. Zhu's office near the corridor. As soon as she came to the window, she saw that Mr. Zhu found her. Although it was far away, she saw that his face was so overcast that it could rain. Her heart straight shout not good, uneasily knock on the door.